i broke up wit my bf 2day.... i fell like a huge weight has been lifted off my chest. but heres another problem: i think i might b kinda sorta (ok, rilly rilly) in love with someone. hes such a good friend but he only likes me as a friend. he has dark hair, pretty eyes, pale skin, sorta freckly, and hes like big (but like not fat or nuffin) but like broad shoulders and crap. ive gone out with him b4...its not fair...i want him back! gah! i wish i could go clubbing...2 make me feel better! lol! and i miss my bestestestestetsestestesetest whore in the world , cayla, bc i havent seen her in 4ever and i miss her 2 pieces!!! luv u! waah!! big hug! anyway, when boys r concerned, i just cant win. like cameron diaz from the sweetest thing...how pathetic.hopefully i wont run into any glory holes!;) lol! well im the crowned princess of fucking things up. or as my bumper sticker says,"ahh, i c the screw up fairy has visited us again"