I am such a bitch. i was totaly going off on lauren today.im so stressed rite now 4 finals and im so depressed i just want 2 be out of school plus all the Steve drama its so anoying.god i hate like evrything 2 add it all off Kristy called me and asked if i had sex with one of my ex-boyfriends cause thtas what everyone has been saying at buena i guess,god all i want 2 do is just have fun and have a good time and i cant even do that.Steve gave me so much shit 4 going to the pimp and hoe party.i was just trying 2 have fun jesus christ,he thinks hes like my dad.Plus like so many people talk shit bout me at school they dont evn no me.it pisses me off.i cant wait 2 go 2 marthas vineyard 2 get away from ventura 4 a while i cant stand it.......2morrow im gonna try 2 get up early so i can look cute 2morrow so me and my friends can take pictures and im gonna have people sign my yearbook.oh ya sean ryan is such a fag i cant beleive im related 2 him,omg im not even gonna say what happened but he blamed me 4 some thing he did again,hes such a fucking dick,and steve has not called me yet,oh well fuck it.ya im going 2 steves 2morrow i hope we dont get in a fight well g2g2 love ya-Breesea