so im no longer reading my old journals. liek ANY of it. even xanga. like preseptember... because you find shit like this::::: its a beautiful day today, in contrast from yesterday in teh rain with ari all night. a recipy for namonia...dont you think? it was sweet ari was sitting on this step thing and i went and sat between his legs and when ever it rained alot hed put his arms around me and keep me warm...what a sweet-pea... He looked so adorable ^from september of my SOPHMORE year. blah blah blah im gonna go throw up and watch fox news. love youss always. "SOOOO Much times been waasted. so many thoughts have been lost on you*(s)*"-dispatch sooo hardcore plural because there are alot of fucking faggots in my life. its just continuious. AWESOME. *lowrider music...* Heyyy