alas. i never knew they had 'i have to pee' as a mood. supercools!!! ehhhhh i've never been so damn swamped. i havent had a min to myself and i think i might be getting sick. this whole chronic fatigue bullshit sucks im never fully awaake. im always tired. i feel strung out. im fed up with so much. i sat in the library listening to glassjaw *yah i know wtf* and did my salve app in pen. idk. i dont want to go to college. i just wanna, DANCE. no not even that cuz im so damn tired. ugh kill me. kill me. my sour patch addiction is getting worse. today in history i was sucking them down and isaac turned to me was like, "MORE SOUR PATCH KIDS?!!!" i admitted to a 12 step program. my history teacher said he was proud then talked about my favorite thing ever. THE CCP [chinese communist party] i got wet. ***How about how good it feels it finally forgive you. if you made it. JUST BE GLAD THAT YOU DID. -------------and stay there...so just keep moving.