2006. January. was gross. i was too thin. too weak. too high. February. i never knew how to spell that month. hmm. sort of lonely. go figure. March. Me and Andy get along great, 3 weeks later we are no longer talking... April. cmw was a fun time, lamperts rager afterward brought many people back together again. many people made out with toilets that night. and then, eachother. gross. oh well, thats mbs for ya'. May. Jay tambor catches my eye with his 20million watt smile. family finds out ugly stuff about me and does nothing but nearly kick me out and send me to a convent. eh. June. Worst birthday ever, however jay tambor took me out for ice cream and target. graduated, prom w. alexander, work in nyc! July. weirdest month of my life. people came back into my life whom i'd never think would. things were riskier. but not regarding substances, just, emotions. August. Sad to say goodbye to everything but liberating. September. A drunk mess (only on weekends ps.) and loads of work that wasnt too bad and was ALWAYS completed. boy situation with jay tambs got ugly. met a junior with potenial. October. Parties, working my ass off, halloween rage weekend-also the worst weekend of my life... November. Taking charge of my own life and seeking guidence through therapy, native american culture and urban archeology. December. still could never sleep at night...continued to seek help, family life got better, job again, realizations of needing to grow up become aparent and a cross-roads is upon me. see you in 07!