sometimes i just wanna break down and cry. it seems like everyone is friends with everyone at school. except me. i feel so alone. i love this kid jake and i would give anything to be friends with him. except that we are like exactly the opposite. everyone at my school has an xanga journal. and if i even got one i wouldn't get any comments. idk things bring me up and things bring me down. like how im so shy around guys. i never really had a best friend that was a guy and i think i need/want one. ok ill quit complaining like a little kid. lauren