im in envy of addicts

Feeling: unappreciated
You're Sweden! After years of trying to rule the world around you, you've finally put aside violence in favor of advocating peaceful resolution.  There's still a little Viking in you, but mostly you like Nobel Prize winners and long nights by the fire.  And safe cars.  You always read the safety manual in airplanes, and you're just a little cold.Take the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid hey guysssssssssssssssssssssss im SCHVWEDEn! isnt that exciting?! im bored, my sit diary anniversary is tomorrow! one year uhuh! haha, although i havent written in this since forever ago! last night i was gunna sneak away to heath's house. he was guna come pick me up and we were going to watch movies together because my dad was out for hours. but i dont know what happened...it didnt work out. i havent seen him in like 3 weeks..i miss him :( © anyway. this has been an alright 4 day weekend. re-cap. wednesday night went over amandas for a few hours..it was fun. then thursday went to family's for thanksgiving. thanksgiving was okay. then friday i went over amandas and we mae a movie with jenna. it was great fun. i slept over and yesterday i came home. yesterday night sucked ass. today is my brothers birthday party. familys coming over. i get to see keri! :D yay. hmm and thats about it. i need a shower, bleh. i woke up this morning and it was gross and really windy out. it made me feel dissapointed. sandy's here. what a cool kid. what a huge picture of me..i dont feel like fixing it. okay well im going now..ill write some other time. xohx
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surprise, surprise

Listening to: thursday-division st.
Feeling: seductive
howdy. hows everyone doing? i know i havent really been updating much..only when super important stuff happens. okay the super important thing: well ive been having lots of luck in the guy department lately..which is like a first..lol. last friday i went to the bowling alley with roy, his girlfriend, krystle, and drew..the kid i sorta have a..i dont know what youd call it..with..kind of an arrangement with. if that made any sense? okay well it was a fun night..and at the end of the night when he was about to leave we kissed..and it was great..but im still a little unsure. i guess im the kiss and tell kind of person. lol. well theres another guy and yeah..i dont want to be a bitch and hurt someones feelings..but thats gunna happen in the end and i dont really know what to do.. anyways..today was pretty cool..my life is actually getting pretty intersting...yesiree..NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! trip to philly :D im so happy..and i get to be with him like the whole day. it makes me smile...like this :-D exactly. lots has happened..lots and lots and lots..today was mitchs 18th birthday..we were planning on getting him 18 cookies but when we got up to order, there were no cookies left..it pissed us off so we kinda just..didnt get any cookies lol. tomorrow should be great. if you have a myspace add me as your friend..because thats my new love. if i can find the mofoing code id give it to you but the site is down again. okay well i guess i better go..stuff to do..people to..talk to. :) ill write later..i dont know EXACTLY how many weeks it will be till i actually do write again but..lol xsarahhh
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im a natural born forgetter

Feeling: upset
haha..this song is so poppy! but catchy..do boo boo today was great..for no particular reason..just because it was awesome.my day! photography-fun as anything..did the usual..and watched salad fingers..lol it was hilarious even though i HAVE seen it about 239875 times bio-actually that was pretty boring..except watching people poke leeches latin-stupid now that we dont have ROUND TABLES! gah. i had to sit next to benjamin and the fan was rather chilly. us history-eraser game..mhmm.though i didnt do much. lunch-regular. gym-jumping on the gymnastics bouncy floor! english-haha told stories practically the whole time! geometry-geometry is geometry.it will always be just plain boring. it wasnt much today..but i dont know it felt fun?..i actually noticed that last year was funner than this year..hopefully that will change six flags for interact saturday.football game friday..haunted hayride/walkthru uhh...saturday..? going to have to fix some things.. look at my hair today that i probably WILL never be able to get again ever: it was pretty wavy even though that picture doesnt quite express the full wavyness lalala i think i will go now..:) i have to make a mix for amanda and burn some cds for her..any CD NAMES?! haha it will be crazy for sure.
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im falling together

Feeling: eh
why hello there.. today wasnt really too good.. i dont know it just wasnt.and it was rainy and it was all gross outside and i guess that makes for a pretty bad day for me..i usually like rainy days but eh. well first off..my day didnt start off great..being alone with leo in study hall isnt too fun..no comment? and we didnt have tennis today..lol it figures..the one day i actually WANT to play the game gets cancelled :/ dsljgalshjg';hgaj'!!! i think im guna go now hope for a better entry next time :/ xxsarahhh
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susan is a loooshurr

Listening to: ljrdhi
Feeling: bright
im in the library right now at school and we were going to stay after for the yearbook meeting but we decided we dont really like the people in it so we decided we wouldnt do it! ( me and susan )..so we're just sitting here and susan is listening to ashlee simpson ( dork ) and erin is typing a paper and we are going to see the volleyball game cause jess is playing and yeah. today was okay..just okay.it wasnt the best..we were stalking DAN! after lunch..lol..yeahh erin tried to kick him but he didnt notice..? err i dont know what to write so im gunna go..byeeeeee xxsarahhh
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rendevous then im thru with you

Listening to: eve 6-inside out
Feeling: unloved
haha! oldschoolness this song is so old and crazy but a goodie well tonight was fun.i went to amanda's cousins party and there was a very..good looking 13 year old kid..:/ almost illegal??well anyway we were down in the basement trying to skateboard and he was like uhh..you dont know how to skateboard do you? and i was like..nooo? lol he had really abnormally straight hair. well it was fun and stuff and jenna stepped in mooshy stuff and we were dancing and took a lot of pictures.and we saw her cousins boyfriend that looks like marco from degrassi. i wonder if anyone has asked him if he was..i bet if i didnt know id go up to him and try to take stalker pictures of him or something and be all like..MARCO MARCO! i feel bad for celebrities in a way. i looove autumn. :D indian acres 10-8..or is it 10-2? it will be a B-L-A-S-T. 11-8 kenny vasoliness or 11-9..YES! it took me like 9028578 hours to do my abstract for science and its not even a page and a half like it should be.pshhh. i think im gunna go..im reeallyyy tired and people are online but im not really in a talking mood right now :/..ill wrritee later! xxsarahhh
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every things so unused unlike you

Listening to: northstar-my ricochet
Feeling: sinful
www.fat-pie.com/salad.htm everyone go to that site.if youre crazy enough youll crack up.. haha well anyway that site is the best..me and krystle were watching it last night and we were practically crying..its definitely a must-see. yesterday was pretty cool..it was kind of pointless though because the whole day i was trying to make plans that never worked but oh well.amanda and erin biked all the way to my house..it was craziness..next weekend we are all gunna have a party at patty bowkwer and hang out there all day.they saw chris.yeah.chris.and got pictures with him and he looks so..weird.i dunno its insane. i hung out with them for a like a half hour then krystle came over and they had to leave. we had fun..we watched crossroads and grease. i wanted to see lee so bad..! but plans never worked out and theres problems with susan and her mom so she couldnt go and it was all just screwed up. i dont know what the hell im gunna do today but it better be something good.i really dont feel good and i cant stop sneezing..:/ this entry is super boring so i think im gunna go now.lol..go to that site...!..or else? xxsarahhh
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sorry im sorry im to blame

Listening to: saosin-seven years
Feeling: bothered
well well well hey there. haha whats going on kids?? i decided i love that picture so i changed it to my background. i love it love it love it! im changing color schemes(yes schemes) and whatnot around now and trying to get entries to the right but its different than gj so its confusering. well so far today has been pretty stupid..but tonight im going to the movies/mall with susan krystle and other people and we might meet up with lee :)..im not really sure what exactly is going on though.. i didnt go to the yard sale for tennis today..:x yeah and im getting angry at people right now for no reason..well anonymous reasons.yeah. well im back for good so hooray.it smells like grass in my house and im very bothered so im going..ill write later xxsarahhh
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hello goodbye concert

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: amazing
(me and forrest) the concert was amazing.hellogoodbye is great live..you should definitely see them in concert..forrest is my new lover .. ill take a pic of my cool shirt later..we were really close.lol even though the venue was small as anything and really hott it was still a great show..and im happy cause hidden in plain view played 20 below.that made my day. if you want to see more pictures click it: I'm Missing your voice at night time. they are pretty good pictures... update-august the 28th i got a MySpace last night. if you have a MySpace you should seriously consider adding me to your friends. cause i have like..none right now lol. the link:This sepa-separation see-seems a sad crime. and if you dont have one..you should GET ONE and then add me to your friends :). everyone go out and get a MySpace. NOW. please? :-)
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french kiss my fingerprints

Listening to: northstar
Feeling: amused
well now..since i havent updated in what seems like ages..i decided i should..i changed the layout around for a bit and hopefully this ones a keeper..tell me how you guys like it and all ill try to start writing in this again cause i know i used to write it in constantly! lol..everythings going great right now!! sophomore year so far has been a blast well i dont know really what to write..ill update tomorrow haha sorry this entry was so boring. xxsarahhh
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my dramatic COME BACK!

Feeling: angelic
woah.im back..maybe? i dont know if i should come back..hmm..lol. i changed my picture and stuffs as you can see.lots has happened.if you really want to know then read my gj www.greatestjournal.com/users/xbreakktopieces.that should explain everything..lol.im most likely gunna change the layout of this thing.i have a problem with loving things then hating them the next day..hmm..lol. okay well i better get crackin' on this changing journal business.i know you all are just so happy to see me again :)..not? lol x.sarahhh
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Listening to: ten
Feeling: annoyed
hrumph last night was gurreat. i went to the mall/movies with susan krystle and ashley.we went shopping for like fucking 3 hours :) i gots a bracelet thats real cool and me and krystle got the same pair of underwear from aeropostale cause it had a picture of a lightning bug and it glowed in the dark! i love em..and me and sue (heh) disco-ed(?) in pac sun and ae :) have you ever just..watched people in their cars? not like stalker watch but just..curious/casual watch? ill tell ya seeing an old lady picking her nose is funny as hell then we saw a cinderella story and it was even MORE amazing than shopping.i most definitely recommend you see it! chad michael murray making out in the rain..mhhmmm :) omg then the skate park.those ghetto guys..going against the fence..good times.. well well i just got back from tennis and i feel really gross. i want to say something real bad. but i know i shouldnt. ill just be a good little girl and keep it in. after all. its not my problem..right? hmm i dont want to say anything ill regret. i was supposed to go over krystles house and hang out with shawn cause he just came back from vaca? i dont think thats happening? lol ahh well going to six flags again soon :) season passes feel gurreat shower time.write later sarah
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id love to say that i hate you

Feeling: alright
"theres a message in my alphabets!! it says "OOOO"!!!" "...those are cheerios" hahaha damnat i never liked that show until now my daddy got his pictures from utah on the computer and i wanna show you this one of me on this mountain thing..i love it its amazing but i gotta find it first lol..didnt get mine developed yet...figures i got ritas water ice yesterday..LEMON!! fucking lemon ritas water ice and it rocked my worlddddd yesterday was boring. today should be a blast. i havent gone shopping in ages. ill probably buy something stupid like shoelaces and then the movie. pshhshshshshshhfffffpsh :-) carnival august 9-16? I AM THERE EVERY SINGLE DAY omg i woke up at fucking 1130 today..and if you know me then that is like..extremely late. and i only fell asleep at like 130 so its a little weird..my body plays weird tricks on me.... [hearts dont b r e a k they just bend] ^^ love it :-) absolutely smashing well now..im going on the trampoline with my sister cause that is ALL the scott family does. so ill write later tonight! sarah
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we are your name in vain

Listening to: degrassi
Feeling: torn
haha i dont know..i felt like laughing today was cool susan and krystle slept over my house last night..i had a blast..and i havent in a while so it made me feel better. our lips are bald. "GIVE IT TO MEEEE :-)!" haha we fell asleep at 430 in the morning..just talkign and shit..we were playing with this really dark red lipstick and we went up to my brother and his 3 friends and were like "hey guys ;-)" lol..and we watched grease...holy shit..if you ever watch that movie at the dance part you have to look on the stage behind the camera when the girl and the famous guy are talking..the guitar guy...OMGGG left us laughing for like hoursss..and the bubble butt susan left to go to work this morning and krystle stayed until like 530 today..cockay and kinkay..lol they live in my trampoline! im going to six flags again soon..gotta put my season passes to some use!!! haha friday is gunna be amazing..im going to see the movie a cinderella story with a bunch of people and then maybe sleep over susans house. i want to see that movie so badlyy it looks funny as hell :-) xi HeartEMOBoyss: hahaha you know you wanna bang him ;-) ursweetbabigrl39: all nite long xi HeartEMOBoyss: ooooh yeah xi HeartEMOBoyss: i bet hes like 80 right now! ursweetbabigrl39: ewww! gross xi HeartEMOBoyss: hahaha do you still want to bang him now?! xi HeartEMOBoyss: (you know you do) ursweetbabigrl39: of course xi HeartEMOBoyss: i knew it xi HeartEMOBoyss: who wouldnt want to?!?! no commento i thought bonito in spanish meant boner. oopsies. im so happy for susan.her mom is finally letting her see mitch once in a while now.i cant even explain how happy i am for her cause she tried so hard to gain her moms approval..yayyyyy!! well thennn im real tired. i got like 6 hours of sleep last night which isnt enough for me lol so im like falling asleep right now. i think i might watch the babysitters club again :-) sarah
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dont go outside.you might drown

Listening to: rain
Feeling: slaphappy
it is flooding. in tabernacle. everyone gather around its a rare occasion. the only thing that happens in tnac. its pathetic! lol..i want to run outside and swim lets all have a backyard swimming party! pool not included. new layout...AGAIN!! i think this one is a keeper though.. susan is a witch and can perform magic :-) facie! hmm rain sounds loud my satellite isnt working cause i live in the middle of nowhere where they dont provide you with cable how goddamn killer is that?! i bet you the lights are going to go out and we will be forced to live like they did in the olden days..and use candles and play marbles for fun holy fucking shit.. confirmed tornado?! im scared now this is my death letter if i die i love you kids damnat i spent so long on this layout.if i get blown away by a fucking tornado pshhph chaosssss xi HeartEMOBoyss: holy shit erin! xi HeartEMOBoyss: they said on the news theres a confirmed tornado!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bart5 178: no shut up shut uo! Bart5 178: up! Bart5 178: theres not! Bart5 178: no! Bart5 178: no! xi HeartEMOBoyss: no holy shit im not even kidding Bart5 178: im not going to talk about that!! Bart5 178: let it kill me in my sleep ^haha not me i will not let a fucking tornado disturb my sleeping pattern :) i love you! sarah LATEhur hahahahahhhahhahahhahahhahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahha tabernacle is on the news you guys!!! we supposedly got 11 inches of rain no tornado though.more down south yes :) my dad just yelled at my brother cause he went outside what a PSYCHO! and he used my cat umbrella what a LAMEZOID! [sorry erin just had to use that word lol] heh :) my roof is leaking dorkiness/dorky.is like sickness.it comes around at least once in your life.you catch it.from doing things.from being around people.dont let it go.it may bring great happiness to you some day.dorkiness/dorky cannot be defined in one word.it is a feeling..it is an adjective..in vulgar slang dorky or dork means penis-that is killer..it is a way of life..a "dull stupid fatuous person".go ahead..be one with your inner dork.all proud to be a dork say "I am a stupid foolish person and so so proud of it."
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the sound of rain is killing me

Feeling: jumpy
amazing band.song rocks my world. killer |And the sound of rain is killing me It's killing me and tonight I'll fall asleep to know I wont be here tomorrow And my fear of waking up is haunting me tonight I'll die tomorrow die tomorrow and certainty will kill me once again| it is 130 AM and i dont feel like sleeping UPDATEE so.i fell asleep at 4 last night.i woke up at 10.typical me changed my song to my american heart..listen! its beautifulll..tried to get Certainty Kills but the goddamn mp3 wasnt the whole song so i was bummed..i might change it again..but in the meantimee was gunna chill with susan and the people tonight but nevermind! haha that was like the highlight of my day but now its all boring and shit..a cinderella story is coming out on friday and I AM THERE! well..toy story is on and i should be watching it so ill write later! sarah
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Listening to: harry potter
Feeling: reminiscent
hey kids!! yess..im back!! to the garden state..oh fun. lol..utah was BEAUTIFUL..i havent really seen mountains like that before..it was amazing..i honestly wouldnt mind at all living out thereee i took 4 rolls of pictures..me and my brother just had to take like 4 pictures of just about everything..cause we are picture addicts :) it feels good to be back..it was so dry out there i thought i was going to die well on my list of things i liked: .hiking in the desert (i only liked it when we went downhill lol) .looking at mountains of course .the fact that there were like NO mosquitoes at all .hanging at my cousins house .missing tennis .the plane ride! .taking pictures (ill share with you when i get them developeddd!) and i never thought id say this but sitting in the back of the car practically all day with my brother wasnt so bad.. we decided that instead of following the crowd and using the normal phrases like "thats cool" "thats awesome" "thats rad"..that we will now use the phrase "thats killer" :) i feel so gross i need to get a shower and my head hurts like crazy..and i need to unpack so ill finish later!... sarah UPDATEEEE i got a trucker hat. its pink and it says...hurley figures and the guy at the cash register gave me a hurley cupholder...how KILLER is that?! and i got a shirt with a moose on it! heh and i also got sunburn..from our hardcore hikes..i have such an awful tanline..blechkk! its on my neck and my legs and i look abnormal so yeah! i want my pictures to develop but i just got home like an hour ago lol so be patientt!! i feel lost.you dont know how lucky you are to have best friends.people to fall back on when things get hard.as for me..i lost mine..i feel like im in a maze but theres no way out (go ahead make fun of it lol)..unless youre still up for another try?i know i am.. anyway enough of that..random goo goo dolls re-obsession..hmm i never realized just how boring jersey is..i want to move..wouldnt mind starting all over again.that way i wont have to live with the regret i have now i have absolutely NO PLANS for this week so im free..except for unpacking :-/ thinking about changing my layout again..hmm..think i should?! well im out of things to say so im gunna go...yet again ps-homie means man in french go ahead. take that doo rag and shove it up yo ass
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Feeling: awkward
wooh im so tired its not even funny.. im so happy. my sister came back home from the shore..i never knew how great it was to have her around.i dont think i could have lived one more day with just my brother last night could have been great. but it wasnt..things arent working right now i dont know..mitch says i have to keep trying and that it was just a first time plan that didnt work out and i hope hes right ive been helping out people a lot lately..i feel like im in the middle of the mitch/susan thing..well i dont feel like it..i am..its sort of hard but im helping them and i really dont want to see them like this so hopefully what i have to say makes an impact on them i want to go to the warped tour really bad on august 8th..! i dont know who id go with though..but if things get any better between me and him then it might be possible. i just realized that i hate people that try to change their appearance to try to fit in..i was thinking and if you want to try to fit in..then people should like you for who you are not what you look like..i mean change is good but if changing is for the wrong reasons then it isnt that great. i dont know i was just thinking about it sort of randomly.. i got my pictures developed from the last day of school and im pissed cause only like 5 of them turned out cause my camera is a piece of shit..lol so i got a new one and its SOOOO COOL! it might just motivate me to take pictures i should be: doing my chores packing getting dressed at tennis eating breakfast i figured ill skip tennis today. i woke up late-ish anyway. i feel bad..:/ but there are some people taht havent gone at all yet so it makes me feel a little better medford fireworks tonight ;) everyone should be there..im going its gunna be coooool welllll considering i havent really started packing yet and i have to leave for utah on monday, i should continue packing..!! ill write later
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Listening to: the telly :-)
Feeling: dramatic
i got this off amandas picture site: left to right- ashley, dani, me awww in latin class!!! these i scanned cause i was bored: ummmm no comment i want them real bad awwww!!! :-) we're so little! sandy!!! the coolest kid ever i love pictures..wishing i had a digital camera...::sigh:: i could always steal my dads :)..
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