As i slowly cut my wrists Remembering all the lies. I feel myself getting weak-n-dizzy. even if its in disguise. My habit disgusts me,and i cant believe i let myself get to this point; where nothing matters anymore. Im 4-getting all the good memories, n remembering all the bad. I just want my old life back, the good life that i had. I strongly try to 4get all this. and try to quit my game; Im doing all this 4 nuffin and its getting pretty lame. Im sick-n-tired of losing my blood gettin dizzy n weak.Cuz its makin me lose sleep. My parents r suspicious and my friends r too. Im sorry i have to say this but its all b/c of you! MY bday is in 6 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 14 years old! ~Huni~