I slit my wrists close my eyes. I make my life realize what lies ahead of us. I grab the razor,blade and knife. Im all ready to end my life. Im sick n tired of living in hell. so what to do? I slit my wrists and close my eyes. Now i did end my life. <~ 9-12-05 {HAPPY BDAY CHEYENNE VANDEMARK!} love you brad! I'm in love with this guy. Hes my world,hes my sky. Hes my reason why im alive. I love him with all my heart. Hes just my guy. And was from the start.