********************************* ********************************** I might go to Jahna's* Thursday. I haven't seen her all summer. My Summer Agenda: Play pokemon games all summer while waiting for the phone to ring. *RING RING* Perhaps the pizza man confirming an order. Nope, just Grandma... better not answer. (Just joking Grandma, I love you*) ********************************** You know you love me already, Charm*

On wednesday I have to go to Alexa's until 6 so she can show me what a lay up is, then we go to this basketball thingy to like... practice. Then we come back to my "crib"(haha jahna)so she can go to school with me the next day cause really there's no point in sending her home that late. Bryan is the only one that will be home when I go over which is the only way I could go over ( if someone was there ) because she lives next to a pedifile. I jsut want to rip that flippin' pedifiles head off. UGHHHHH! I think my kitty has a tick. :( + CHARM

Yes yes yes yes. Look who got to 100. Whoot whoot. I got a xanga diary so I haven't updated this one in a while. My xanga diary is www.xanga.com/buriedxmyselfxalivex That's where I write all my stuff now. + Charm

Go up one to get to 100.

go back trying to get to 100 since 96

Gay trying to get to 100 since 96.

just trying to get to 100

Happy Birthday Gerard!

Jahna, you'll love this and oh yeah.... Bryan said that Bert isn't 22 or w/e that hes like 32. You know that one song by them bert's 30th birthday one. Hahaha.

This is my pug Drusilla. Look overlapping. Whooooo Comment on her cuteness... you know you want to. +Charm

I lost my background this background is only temporary. 8 away from 100 xHelloxKittyx13x: did you read my yesterdays entry Make My x3 Ache: yes xHelloxKittyx13x: ohhh were you anonomous xHelloxKittyx13x: * xHelloxKittyx13x: or w.e. xHelloxKittyx13x: god i hate him xHelloxKittyx13x: hes so xHelloxKittyx13x: GAAAAAAAAAAAY Make My x3 Ache: me too Make My x3 Ache: hes a loser Make My x3 Ache: mia went over to his house today Make My x3 Ache: DON'T WANNA KNOW WHTA THEY DID THERE xHelloxKittyx13x: yeah they probably hunka chunkad Make My x3 Ache: lol xHelloxKittyx13x: he said " do you think i was flirting with you... cause i wasn't" :: sough sough:: yeah right :: cough cough:: xHelloxKittyx13x: cough cough* xHelloxKittyx13x: he makes me shudder Make My x3 Ache: lol xHelloxKittyx13x: *shudder* Make My x3 Ache: :-P xHelloxKittyx13x: why are you going to boston Make My x3 Ache: easter xHelloxKittyx13x: yeah but why in boston xHelloxKittyx13x: did the taste of chaos tour already happen in NY xHelloxKittyx13x: w/ the used and MCR Make My x3 Ache: im not surte.. iwas watching it last night Make My x3 Ache: and its not only the used and mcr Make My x3 Ache: theres other bands too xHelloxKittyx13x: yeah i know xHelloxKittyx13x: its like underoath and ppl xHelloxKittyx13x: bunch of other bands that i dont know Make My x3 Ache: lol xHelloxKittyx13x: you dont think jerard is hot xHelloxKittyx13x: ? Make My x3 Ache: no xHelloxKittyx13x: *** however you spell it xHelloxKittyx13x: WHAT xHelloxKittyx13x: how can you not Make My x3 Ache: he looks like mike. jackson xHelloxKittyx13x: yeah right Make My x3 Ache: berts better xHelloxKittyx13x: and my butt looks like texas... xHelloxKittyx13x: i mean what Make My x3 Ache: lol xHelloxKittyx13x: i know but still xHelloxKittyx13x: 1. Bert Make My x3 Ache: hes like almost 30 xHelloxKittyx13x: 2> Jerard xHelloxKittyx13x: 2.* Make My x3 Ache: he 28 xHelloxKittyx13x: who is Make My x3 Ache: the ugly guy Make My x3 Ache: :-P xHelloxKittyx13x: jerard Make My x3 Ache: yes Make My x3 Ache: him Make My x3 Ache: the ugly guy xHelloxKittyx13x: no not the ugly guy Make My x3 Ache: yes Make My x3 Ache: the ugly guy xHelloxKittyx13x: nooooooooo bert is hot Make My x3 Ache: the ugly guy Make My x3 Ache: the ugly guy Make My x3 Ache: the ugly guy Make My x3 Ache: the ugly guy xHelloxKittyx13x: jerared is also hot but not as much Make My x3 Ache: the ugly guy xHelloxKittyx13x: jerard* Make My x3 Ache: jerared xHelloxKittyx13x: i got an albino frog Make My x3 Ache: the ugly guy Make My x3 Ache: eww xHelloxKittyx13x: its white Make My x3 Ache: i don't liek frogs xHelloxKittyx13x: and has red eyes It's cute. LOVE Hate, + Charm

God I hate Cody!!!!!!!! Xfreeks101: hey charm xHelloxKittyx: hi Xfreeks101: you dont know who this is do ya xHelloxKittyx: yeah i do xHelloxKittyx: cody Xfreeks101: your pretty xHelloxKittyx: ok.... xHelloxKittyx: freeks? xHelloxKittyx: wouldnt it be Freek Xfreeks101: i dont know and i speeled it wroung any xHelloxKittyx: did you know you spelled it wrong Xfreeks101x: yes xHelloxKittyx: ok xHelloxKittyx: thats just weird xHelloxKittyx: everyones away Xfreeks101x: did you think i was flirtin with ya durin ELA xHelloxKittyx: idk why xHelloxKittyx: why did you ask about ela Xfreeks101: cuase somebody told mia i was fliritin with duringELA xHelloxKittyx: ohhhhhhhhh xHelloxKittyx: i know who that is Xfreeks101: it was jahna xHelloxKittyx: yeah Xfreeks101: i dont like you i just think your exteamly hott xHelloxKittyx: yeah... thats real flattering.... xHelloxKittyx: ok what is your icon Xfreeks101: i mean for a person who looks like micheal jackson xHelloxKittyx: yeah cause you know im anorexic and get nose jobs and molest little boys. :-) Xfreeks101: no Xfreeks101: but xHelloxKittyx: so yeah i guess im like him Xfreeks101: you were black then painted your face white and then at the end of the day you look grey like mickeal xHelloxKittyx: grey xHelloxKittyx: ok grey xHelloxKittyx: you think im black Xfreeks101: no xHelloxKittyx: freak Xfreeks101: but you paint your face white I'll just stop there. Drrr... yeah I'm so gothic that I paint my face white. Drrrr...... Idiot. Jahna get this. My counter is 69 right now. Haha. + C.h.a.r.m.

I went to Alex's on Saturday and it was like 10:59 and I said to Alex... " I wonder what happens at 11:00 (reffering to the ring) and it turned 11:00 and we heard scratching and Alex said "Charm stop", "It's not me" Then out of no where her brother comes in front of the window (alex doesn't have any curtains and it was pitch black out... just like my hair)I screamed so loud cause his hair is long and for a second he looked like Samara. Using my girl instincts I hid under the covers and screamed... loud. Her mom who had been sleeping had woken up and informed me that it was ... Bryan. Alex of course knew it was her brother after 1 second and did not scream. My feelings : retarded. Maybe its just me but I wouldn't have been able to go outside in the darkness and go outside a window. I would've ... you probably know... crapped my pants. 10 away from entry 100. CraZyciD: dont make the fishy eat you! xHelloxKittyx: fishies go pook pook pook CraZyciD: no xHelloxKittyx: yeah CraZyciD:dont make his family eat you xHelloxKittyx: i already made fish sticks into his family Give me all you hopeless h*e*a*r*t*s and make me ill. LOVE HATE, + C.h.a.r.m.

Tomorrow I go to the movies with Alex and Jahna. We're gonna see the Ring Two but they're making me see it even though they know I'll crap my pants. :) Uhhh h/o i want to post pictures. Who watches Angel? That's like my favorite episode. Yes. I am a nerd. Tell them Jahna, tell them. I have a math and social studies quiz tomorrow. YAY. No studying for me. Whoot Whoot. I realized that we're not even going to Cliffs. I must've made it up in my head. Like the m a t c h YOU strike to i*n*c*i*n*e*r*a*t*e* MCR + C.h.a.r.m.

I'm thinking about so much right now.......... I've been writing in my REAL diary ( the one jahna got me)so it's all in there. Well, i'll still write later. I know All I've been writing now are MCR song lyrics but gonna have to live with it. Haha. [+++] I have to go to Cliffs this weekend and "meet all the kids" UGH. I don't want to go... I hope my brother stays sick or I magically turn sick. I know I'm so nice. I would want to go to Alex's but she's real busy so now I got to go to Cliff's. Uhhhhhhhhh. I missed last weeks Cliff reunion and it looks like I'm not getting our of this one. Freakin' contractor. [+++] Hmmmm. I want to change my background but I don't know what to do. Any ideas? I n e e d y.o.u. M*O*R*E* than 1 d/i/d IYestLOVEterYOUday +C.h.a.r.m.

I n e e d y.o.u. M*O*R*E* than 1 d/i/d IYestLOVEterYOUday

Long ago Just like the hearse you die to get in again We are so far from you Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate The lives of everyone you know And what's the worst you take (worst you take) from every heart you break (heart you break) And like the blade you stain (blade you stain) Well I've been holding on tonight What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight Came a time When every star fall brought you to tears again We are the very hurt you sold And what's the worst you take (worst you take) from every heart you break (heart you break) And like the blade you stain (blade you stain) Well I've been holding on tonight What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight And if you carry on this way Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight Can you hear me? Are you near me? Can we pretend to leave and then We'll meet again When both our cars collide? What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight And if you carry on this way Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight +C.h.a.r.m.

I'm mad because Amanda didn't come to my party for the 3RD year in a row and she said that she would definately* come but noooo she had a "fainting spell" ... again. I always go to her party and she never comes to mine. Why are Amanda's always screwed up? I can understand why Darla didn't come because I didn't go to her party ( our birthday is on the same day) but.... Cody got Lily all mad. No offense Lily but I think he is such a freaking loser. I HATE HIM. He makes everyone mad. If it weren't for him Lily wouldn't be sad or mad right now, and if it weren't for crappy friends like Mia Lily wouldn't be having any problems right now. We're rebuilding our house right now and adding an addition (joy ... *show sarcasm*) and my mom's room is now in the dining room and her real room is all ripped to shreds because that's going to be a bathroom addition and a bunch of crap. My brother's trying to persuade my parents to redo my room last because this is his impression of me "Working on our property before we moved in": *Sits there* "This is Charm moving the boards": *Sits there* "This is Charm denailing": *Sits there* "This is Charm sitting in the sand": *Sits there* ^ It's sad but true. It was really hot and buggy and I just wanted to go home. I hate mving. I moved like 10 times and the more times I move the smaller the house gets and the smaller my smile gets. This sucks. + C.h.a.r.m.

When Alex comes over I'm going to use the ouiga board with her so she can crap her pants. Haha. She knows she will. I can't wait to go to the mall....... Gonna go to Hot Topic and buy some stuff for my new room. We're adding an addition to the upstairs so when we redo the bathroom I'll have to sleep in the living room for like a long time cause my parents will have to be in my room and Taigh can just do whatever he wants. GRRRR. Not Fair! +*+My pokemon bring all the nerds to the yard and they're like you wanna trade cards? Damn right, I wanna trade cards I'll trade this one but not my Charizard.*+* That's so my brother. He trades pokemon cards on the bus. ^ Teacher: This is the best writing piece you've ever done. I know,(holds up pencil) this baby was meant to write. *kiss* *kiss* Gotta go curl my hair in curlers or w/e you call them. I had a freak accident with them this morning. I kept them in overnight when my hair was completely wet (just came out of the shower) and in the moring the back of my hair was completely straight and the front was like shirley temple so I had to brush and brush which turned it into a frizz so I had to wet it and put it in a pony tail which is not my favorite thing to do. There. Probably the longest paragraph I've ever written. In school I write really big so it looks like a paragraph but it's really two sentences. HECK YES! HOT... besides the blood. Comment if your parents are unfair. :)