Listening to: Had a Dat - Sublime
Feeling: wounded
Well there are only two nights left till I get to see my girlfriend. But on this last Sunday night she decides that she is going to stay out late at the gay 90’s club as they call it. She knows that this club bothers me to all hell it isn’t the fact that it is a club or a gay one at that. It is just the fact that we never go out to any sort of club together or for that matter I don’t do anything without her when she is off at college. This would be the second time she has gone to this club the first time she went there I bothered her a few times during the night and she got pissed but tonight all I am going to do is sit her watching a movie and waiting for her to tell me that she is back to her dorm. So it is now 10:48 and I have to at least try to stay up till at least sometime around 1 am because all I do is worry about he constantly. I know she has fun at the club but I just don’t like it. Well I waited for her to call or text me till 1:30 then I was starting to get upset. But all of a sudden she texted me. I was relieved but still very upset. I know she needs her space and I understand so do I but I get worried. I finally was like “you were supposed to call me when you got back.â€
Then the phone rang a minute later. We talked but it didn’t seem she cared if I was worried or not. She asked me if I stayed up waiting for her, I lied I told her no. She knew I had school in the morning but I didn’t care I needed to know for sure that she was ok. Anyway now it is Monday and I am just waiting for her to come on the puter so we can talk even tho I am getting her tomorrow afternoon I just need to talk to her now.
College Boy Signing off.
Gay club.... weird...