Guys. I finally remembered my password. YES.

I haven't been here in FOREVER. I actually have a man that I've had for about six months, that I've known for 3 years.. He's amazzzzzing. ♥ him like mad. .... That is all.. ~*~*~ Two Words Once Choice No Regrets~*~*~

So, Brian, Mich & his gf, Laicee, Fishy and I went to see Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny. Afterwards we went to TacoBell. Brian decides he wants to run hot packets over with Mich's truck.. so we all go outside, to the Albertson's parking lot (right nextdoor-ish), and me, my sis/Fishy and Laicee stand in the middle of the parking lot.. Brian not too far away, and Mich and Amos looking Amos' truck... while we're waiting Brian yells "HEY LOOK! THERE'S TYLER! OUR CART ATTENDANT!" and when he gets out his car, we dicide we're going to be nice outside work for once (because people always think we're not lol), so we yell "HI TYLER!!!" a few minutes later, he and this girl walk up to us. She yells at us "WERE YOU GUYS JUST YELLING AT HIM?" "we were just saying hi......" "well he's saying he doesnt know you!" he said "well from over there i didnt, but now that i see them, i do" she said to us "how the fuck do you know him?!!" "from work...." she said to him "I CANT BELIVE YOU'RE DOING THIS TO ME AGAIN" he said "please dont start this....." "what the fuck!" they argue... she goes to grab her baby, the kid flails in the.. seat thing.. she turns to us "I HOPE YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT YOU JUST FUCKING STARTED!!" they walk off arguing, Fishy has this nervous laugh she does, and OF COURSE she did then. The girl heard "YEA, KEEP LAUGHING BITCH!" and they walk to their car at Longs, walk all the way over to Wendys, back to their car.. and then speed off.. we jus stand there.. freaked out.. Laicee freaks out thinking she's gonna go get all her friends and beat the shit out of us, 'cause she thinks her man is cheating on her with us... (all 3 of us??) and I run over to Brian and grab his arm.. he laughs and us and calls us homewreckers.. walk over to Amos and Mich and tell them our story.. we get bored, go to Target and tell Lucas (our GSTL/boss-type guy) what happened.. Next day, our cart attendant Tyler doesnt show up..... couple days later, he calls in says he's gonna be an hour late...... Doesnt show up... A day or two later. He quit. Now we blame ourselves 'cause we fucked up his job AND love-life... and it turns out, his mom works with us too...... i felt bad, but its not our fault his gf is fuckin psycho ~two words one choice no regrets~

This sucks. I had been meaning to go to church, to see the people I missed.. One in particular... her name's Sandy.. I loved her hugs. They were one of the main reasons I loved going there.. She was always happy, "AIMEE! WE'VE MISSED YOU!" We? You. Hardly any of them did. I dismissed it, "I missed you too!!" then we hugged. about two months went by with me saying that.. TWO MONTHS. Today I find out she was in a car accident a month ago, and since she had a special note thing from the doctor saying she cant wear a seatbelt, no airbags.. she was badly injurred. She started getting better and better.. then her heart stopped, and she got brain damage.. so they cut the chord.. I KNEW i shoulda gone. just to get one last hug. but i never did, "I'll just go next sunday"... thats all i said.. dude this sounds like something you'd read in Chicken Soup for the Soul.. she died 4 days ago.. the memorial service is being held on saturday. I'm going. I'm not missing my last chance to say goodbye. Not again. ~two words one choice no regrets~

YES!!! My betta fish that I have had for over a year now, is PREGNANT!! With Shishimi's babies!!!!!! I'm so flipping excited that it finally happened. This is like a soap opera, man. They say they can have up to hundreds of babies O_O Sometimes not all of them will survive... Yea with my luck she'll have 400... Then I'd have to get 400 small bowls... ~two words one choice no regrets~

Sooooo.... I went to Santa Maria yesterday... I met a guy.. kinda.. Actually I just saw him.. Such physical attraction.. Lame :p Fishy (my sis) said it was love at first sight for the both of us... That'd be great if I actually believed in love at first sight...... But this was jus so close I'm sure theres SOMETHING wrong with the guy... He works at Target. WHOA. I like that Target ;) :p Paul is LOD there, but he's back here for remodeling, then he goes back... I should go with him :p haha.. Anyway. Now that we all know this sad tale will never happen, here's whats going on so far... I'm looking for another job 'cause Target is starting to wear me out, and suck. I used that canned air stuff, tipped it upside down and sprayed it on my arm one night.. A few days later it was starting to disappear.. So I did it again when I was doing the overnight with Greg, Laicee, Savannah, Fishy and Heath.. and.. then it started turning blue.. Then it was kinda brown.. Then it started to flake, so I pealed some of it off.. now its kinda tanish-brown.. and scarring.. lol.. I'm told it wont get better, and if I did it anymore I'd get frostbite and they might have had to cut it off... That amused me. I made lunch for my mum and I today, my Monday. I dont do anything Monday nights anymore. Just turn off my phone (with the occassional texting), and relax.. I might be moving to SLO with Jason, Fishy and Raine (my other girl love) soon.. I went on Dom's trampoline last night, and while he was out getting alcahol.. Jason, Fishy and I were jumping on his trampoline and we were playing crack the egg. Fishy was the egg. We cracked her. I tripped and fell. Fishys foot came up and hit my chin. It hurt. We all died laughing. It was red. Later I went to go look at it in the mirror.. and there was a cut. a CUT! a bruise, I'd understand, but a cut? From her small shoes! Psh. Theres no bruise today.. just the bigass cut lol Oh and Fishy came out of the closet (litterally :p) And I cant get SM out of my head. I've also been remembering things that happened in my past.. Things I wouldnt normally think of.. Its weird, everywhere I've gone lately, I have some kind of memory from that spot, even the smallest thing.. I just wish my memory was that good all the time :p We've also been having bonfires every third saturday of the month. Its fun.. Theres this guy at work. Eddie (26). He's cool.. but.. he keeps trying to ask me out.. While knowing I'm taken (not for long though, but thats another story..). I HATEEEE when people are pushy like that. I told my mum about the sit. and she said not to go out with him if he's gonna be pushy even knowing that I'm with someone, 'cause who knows what else he might push for in the future... I'm in a band!!! With some guys from Target. Its me, Fishy, Brian, David, Alex, Nate.. Not sure who else. And Ryan is gonna make a video game we're gonna put with the CD. haha. Its awesome, he and I talked about how its gonna be when we were doing the ad together a few weeks ago, we told David, he thought it was awesome so we're gonna do it. We're gonna record in Nate's studio in a month or two.. Brian and I have written a couple songs, and he and Fishy have come up with a few names for other songs, just not the lyrics yet.. We're gonna work on that.. I'm not sayin the name yet, you'll just have to wait til my website and everything gets up. We're also not selling it, just giving them away. For now anyway.... Til next time....... ~Two Words One Choice No Regrets~

THIS BUGGED ME Thoughts?? ~two words one choice no regrets~

Ian really is a great guy..... ~two words one choice no regrets~

So, its been assumed that Ian and I are now "an item"... HOW DID THAT HAPPEN? He asked me out. I said yes. That doesnt mean we're "together". Just means that we're gonna go out. That's it. Two people arent together unless one says "will you be my girlfriend?" or "will you be my boyfriend?". Gosh. I hate when people assume things... Blarg. ~two words one choice no regrets~

Artist: Puscifer featuring Maynard James Keenan, Danny Lohner Song: REV 22:20 Lyrics Don’t be aroused By my confession Unless you don’t give a good goddamn about redemption I know Christ is coming And so am I You would too if the sexy devil caught your eye She’ll suck you dry Soon you’ll cry To be back in her bosom To do it again She’ll make you weep And moan and cry To be back in her bosom To do it again Pray – shall I go blind? Pray – cos nobody ever survives Praying to stay in your arms Just until I can die a little longer Saviors and saints Devils and demons alike She’ll eat you alive Jesus is risen It's no surprise Even he would Martyr his momma To ride to hell between those thighs The pressure is building At the base of my spine If I gotta sin to see her again Then I'm gonna lie and lie and lie She'll make you cry I'll sell my soul To be back in your bosom And gladly help Please suck me dry And still you'll cry To be back in her bosom Do it again Pray – shall I go blind? Pray – cos nobody ever survives Praying to stay in your arms Just until I can die a little longer Saviors and saints Devils and demons alike She’ll eat you alive My pulse has been rising My temples are burning The pressure is so overwhelming and building So steady and heavy I'm ready to blow She waits, what is she waiting for? Pray – shall I go blind? Pray – cos nobody ever survives Praying to stay in your arms Just until I can die a little longer Saviors and saints Devils and demons alike She’ll eat you alive --- As heard at the end of Underworld--- And I like these lyrics : Artist: David Bowie featuring Maynard James Keenan Lyrics Song: Bring Me The Disco King (Loner Mix) Lyrics You promised me the ending would be clear You'd let me know when the time was now Don't let me know when you're opening the door Stab me in the dark, let me disappear Memories that flutter like bats out of hell Stab you from the city spires Life wasn't worth the balance Or the crumpled paper it was written on Don't let me know we're invisible Don't let me know we're invisible Hot cash days that you trailed around Cold cold nights under chrome and glass Led me downriver of perfumed limbs Sent me to the streets with the good time girls Don't let me know we're invisible Don't let me know we're invisible We could dance, dance, dance thru' the fire Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire Feed me no lies I don't know about you, I don't know about you Breathe through the years I don't know about you, I don't know about you Bring me the disco king I don't know about you, I don't know about you Dead or alive, feed me no lies Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king Bring me the disco king, bring me the head of the disco king Spin-offs with those who slept like corpses Damp morning rays in the stiff bad clubs Killing time in the '70s Smelling of love through the moist winds Don't let me know when you're opening the door Close me in the dark, let me disappear Soon there'll be nothing left of me Nothing left to release Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire Tell me no lies I don't know about you, I don't know about you Breathe through the years I don't know about you, I don't know about you Bring me the disco king I don't know about you, I don't know about you Breathe through the years Dead or alive Bring me the disco king Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king Bring me the disco king ~two words one choice no regrets~

Okay, so I've become reaquanted with a friend yesterday. Everything seems okay, but I'm still being cautious.. That's not my problem.. I dont know what my problem is. I feel.. out of it.. Kinda.. Nothing is the way it should be. I'm not where I should be, I'm not where I want to be. Physically, emotionally, mentally.. Something is missing. I think I know what it is, but I guess.... I want more than just that.. Does it make me seem selfish? What's wrong with me?.... ~two words one choice no regrets~

Yeap. I be scattered... I was watching the news today.. Not intentionally, my mum was watching.. And they were talking about global warning.. And anybody who knows me knows that the end of the world stuff scares the crap out of me.. i get panic attacks like no other, and today I almost blacked out it was so bad, lol but anyway. I hate the talk about it, but I got a new outlook. Livin life to the fullest, not like i hadnt been already, but not enough. I love being young.. There's more to life than music, and movies, and what shoes you're gonna wear today, or the fact that the guy or girl at work/school wont give you the time of day.. Dont worry about it, it all works out for you in the end. Just have fun with life.. I'm tired of being down on everything every once in a while.. But I cant stop that 'cause I'ma need drugs for it, but I can sure try to help that.. So yea.. I can go on and on and on.. but I gotta go to work :p so Check ya later dudes~ ~two words one choice no regrets~

...yep.. my life story.. --------------------------------- these are staying here til DS comes back up lol TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:AimeeBirthday:3/10/87Birthplace:SLO .. some hospital =pCurrent Location:AtownEye Color:blueHair Color:right now, black, blonde and a brown colorHeight:5'8ishRight Handed or Left Handed:LeftYour Heritage:French, Indian, Danish, German, Scottish- pretty much everything ha.. just wish i was MORE german :(The Shoes You Wore Today:i didnt wear shoes today yetYour Weakness:corniness O_OYour Fears:not sure exactly...Your Perfect Pizza:chicken. lolGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Move outYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:"lol" "boy howdy" "haa" Thoughts First Waking Up:already?!Your Best Physical Feature:haa..Your Bedtime:whenever.. usually about 3Your Most Missed Memory:the NiN concert :( Pepsi or Coke:PepsiMacDonalds or Burger King:the BK LoungeSingle or Group Dates:both.. but when i'm getting to know someone, groupLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Nestea... i guess..Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate! Cappuccino or Coffee:mmm cappuccinoDo you Smoke:sometimes.. but cigars, you ninny =pDo you Swear:only when i'm pissed off, annoyed.. or.. yeaDo you Sing:sometimesDo you Shower Daily:yeshHave you Been in Love:apparently not...Do you want to go to College:not sureDo you want to get Married:i guessDo you belive in yourself:sometimesDo you get Motion Sickness:sometimes.. Do you think you are Attractive:not really... but i dont think i'm ugly eitherAre you a Health Freak:NOPEDo you get along with your Parents:most timesDo you like Thunderstorms:HAIL YES!Do you play an Instrument:kindaIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol:noIn the past month have you Smoked:yeaIn the past month have you been on Drugs:no- not illegal onesIn the past month have you gone on a Date:noIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:noIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:noIn the past month have you eaten Sushi:noIn the past month have you been on Stage:noIn the past month have you been Dumped:nopeIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:nopeIn the past month have you Stolen Anything:noEver been Drunk:almost :pEver been called a Tease:yesEver been Beaten up:noEver Shoplifted:noHow do you want to Die:slowly and painfullyWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up:dunnoWhat country would you most like to Visit:Germany, Sweden, Scottland, CanadaIn a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:all of them :DFavourite Hair Color:dark brown, black, odd colors, blonde with colorsShort or Long Hair:long! and shortHeight:taller than me =pWeight:doesnt matterBest Clothing Style:goth, punk, raver, whatever metal people wear lol.. and.. anything not preppy >.Number of Drugs I have taken:ha.. ummm... None, i thinkNumber of CDs I own:lots, i didnt countNumber of Piercings:4Number of Tattoos:noneNumber of things in my Past I Regret:noneCREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! ~two words one choice no regrets~

This sucks. First New Years with nothin to do. I'm workin. Blah blah blah... Someone call me lol Have a good night everyone!! Drink lots in rememberance of my loserness!! I forkin emo heart you all!! ~two words one choice no regrets~

Why do I always refuse to like someone? ......Please take this time to refer to entry number 462...... I wonder if thats why....... ~two words one choice no regrets~

dont you hate when people tell you that? and I just thought this one was funny

I have now been sick for one week... This sucks.. And I'm going to work tomorrow whether I'm sick or not.. I went to work Sunday, and they wouldnt let me go home early. Called off Monday, had Tuesday and Wednesday off. Thursday I cashiered, called off yesterday and today.. I cant do it anymore.. I need the money.. Have a nice day! ~two words one choice no regrets~

K. so. Whooooos on my shit list?? Huh?? Huh?!! Here goes : Justin Greg Target Greg Dad Chet Josh Good List : Sean Troy Greg Brian Ryan Thomas Thomas Robby Wes Dustin Dusti Ro Katelyne Brian Dustin Dillon Ian Mike Nate Ethan Badger Megan Ashlee Jessikah Michelle Kelly Mecha Nick Joey Joel Alex Jake Bryan Josh backroom Josh Patrick Manuel Willie Gio Fluffy Dom Chris Jordin/Jorden Matt Matt Quen I think thats his name, lol Jamma Jon Paul Dave Heather Beverly Tee-Ravis Annie Moo Jazzie Amanda yea.. i'll update more later, prolly.. Those people, the shit list... Suck soooo much right now, I swear.. Check ya later dudes~ ~two words one choice no regrets~

**sings** EverYbodyy wants to rUle the worrrld.. I like that song... ~two words one choice no regrets~

HAIL Flippin' yes! I cant wait :) It'll be, Me, Trent Reznor, and some other people getting in the way :p Yea, I dont have anyone to go with, but, atleast i got my ticket before EVERYONE got to it :D oh and, YOU! Not you. YOU Fuck you. ~two words one choice no regrets~