well, i just got home from school, and justin didnt seem to care all day... it was like he wouldnt hig me or kiss me or hold my hand, and he wouldnt say i love you back either... i dont know what is wrong.. and whenever i ask him he just shruggs his shoulders, i dont know if he is going to break up with me, but if he wsa i think he would have done it by now, i dont know, maybe he wants me to break up with him, but thats not going to happen. live him way too much. i mean yeah, sure, things sseem like they are going down hill for some reason, basically he is making me feel like shit, to be honest. i mean i keep telling myself its not worth my tears, but it must be, for some reason i keep crying. love is all about struggles anyway, i mean , if it werent for hard times, we wouldnt appreciate anything would we? i dont know anymore, i just dont know what to do, i mean i love him so much. i cant lose him : /