Listening to: Underoath
Feeling: longing
we have a snow day today
which really sucks
cuz i wanna see dan
but i guess you cant always get what you want huh?
i talked to heather on the phone yesterday about all this shit about dan, and we didnt even get to finish our convo...
but we have concluded that i am paranoid, because i already care a great deal about dan, and im just so scared that he is gonna decide that he doesnt like me, or that he is gonna find some one better..
and it kinda scares the both of us that he can like a different girl so easily..
cuz i am really int his for long term, but i dont think any guy is ever in anything for long term..
i dont know, i really hope is is in this for long term..
cuz he is so amazing, i just want to be with him for as long as possible...
ugggg.... i just so scared that i wont end up ebing good enough, cuz i never am...
hes prolly too good for me anyway, i mean hes popular, and cute, and nice, and sweet, and just...wow...he amazes me, he is so awesome...
i dont know what to do...
i think i love him...
is it too soon to say that?...
o by the way, congrats on marcy and spence : )
i love you daniel david ackley
creepy eh?
we should get together today
cuz im bored