ive been sick all week. It sucked i had to go to the hospitals for a couple tests. Oh yeah i get my new cellphone on wed. Its pretty sweet. Its a non notheramerican model so no one else will have it! well except the chinese cellphoen shops but its like 500 dollars there so i dont really thing anyone will buy it. Yeah i got in a fight with my dad today. He was like "next month you can give me the 400 for your share of the plane ticket to japan" then i said "it wasnt 400 it was 300 and we agreed on it. I remember it" then he got all mad and started being pissy saying he wasnt my banker. SO i just went in my room and studied. But regardless yay im going to japan. My friend who im staying with, Aya, mother owns a bar. This should be interesting. She was like in japanese i want to to hear you sing green day. And i was "honto? warui desu" (really, im bad) then i was like people will stare at the white guy with red hair and laugh but whatever its all good. I cant believe im acutally going. Its gonna be such a fucking good time. I hope i can save a couple grand so i have alot of money to drop in tokyo :) .... kkk enough with obsessing over japan. Im allmost in grade 12. Im pretty excited. Next year i havea spare block each semister. Itll all be partying with my friends and getting drunk with random elgin people. This is kinda random but i like my school alot more than semi. I fit in pretty well and have alot of friends. I would die if i ever had to go to ems. All the little emos would kick my ass or i would be converted and write shitty poetry and shop at value village:P I dont mind emo people but alot of them are pretty fucking annoying. But i guess that goes for any trend. Maybe ill have a coming out party and discover ive been in denyial my whole life and im emo oh yeah about coming out my friend told me hes gay. I dont care i think its probably good for him but itll be hard to tell people. Not everyones accepting as i am. Its cute when he hits on me anyways but i allways kinda have to be caucious when i get drunk and he dosnt get to feel me up/ Thats why i have dave! Blah im sleep its 1:15 am in vancouver. Night