Its wierd how relationships work out and people change. The choices we make in life allways wierd me out. Im not sure how to explain this but this really makes sense in my head. One little decision can change things forever and how your life works out. It can even be as simple as making friends with someone or buying a cd. Damn i think im trying to get around saying that friends are wierd. I think now what would happen if i hadnt ever been friends her; if i had found some other random girl at camp to talk to and hand around with. Things would be alot different.... i think. Its not like i care anymore. People change for the postive and the negative. I dont think our paths will ever cross again as friends but yeah i shouldnt care but i still do and dont. Its like i care for what she used to be and how i used to feel about her. But not really anymore. Maybe i loved her and thats why i cant hate her. Blah enough thinking about this. Bye Bye. I hope you have a nice life and end up well. Does anyone even read this stuff. I cant believe im writing in a blong online. This is very emo. At least its not livejournal and someone i know runs a risk of reading this.