Soooo chantall dumped her boyfriend but i dont know if i really want to ask her out now. Joyce came to visit me at elgin today with lydnsey which was kinda cool. I kinda had forgotten how i felt about her. I know it sounds kinda stupid but she grabbed onto my arm for a bit in the hall and yea.... i dont know what to say. Shes cool. I want to be the fuck out of highschool. University is looking so appealing. Some people are so immature which i really cant understand. Fuck were all 18 or pretty close to it. We're adults theres really no excuse to be caught up the highschool bullshit anymore. I could really go for a cigarett right now but i dont smoke anymore.... Fuck im tired. Im gonna go study somemore