i hate when i get my hopes up. it's so much easier to be let down when you expect it. tonight was the big "halloween" party, & silly me.. i was expecting it to be a good party. let me just say that i rarely party... so i guess i'm naive when it comes to these things. but anyways, we got to amber's house about 2 hours after the party started, there was maybe... 15 people at most there. it sucked. the music blew everyone was already drunk. i disliked half of the people there. & i don't drink. i always figured i would if given the chance.. but apparently not. i've been given so many opportunities to get drunk, and i just don't see the point. kudos to me i guess. get me out of this town.