fuck. today was a good day. but my grades are driving me crazy. i lost all my will & drive. where did it all go? what happened to me? i need someone to tell me i can do better, i need someone to push me. tomas doesn't do that at all, he just gets mad at me for being upset over a "B". rachel and travis don't care. alyssa is just like me... only she's picking herself back up. so what if i'm not happy with B's? so what if this is a continuation of last night's entry?