hey heyyy!!sry i ahvnt worte in here in awhile my ma didnt want to go on it nemore for some reason but yeaa!!!welll....me n cuyler r doin awesome!!!except that he lives to damn far away!!!:(!!but yea!!!and...this weekend is gonna be the shit!!!onli if i can go lol not sure yet!!but i might b goin up north with my friend n yeaa....oh and theres gonna b guyz n dirt bikes n all this other shit!!yayyy!!....just think of the rest lol!!well if ne1 wants to talk to me or somthin cuz i wont go on this that much my aim is monkeyzrhot09 msn is monkeyzrhot@hotmail.com and yahoo is snwbrdinkicksass!!soo yea IM me pplz!!well skools actualli pretty good not even close as half bad as i thought it would b!!well yeaa god i miss ppl!!!i hate hopw ppl live so far away form me!!errr!!!well yea!!tty pplz later mayb!!!member IM me!! leave sum!!

well ok wed umm wat ddi i do shit i forgot umm....ohh yea i went to my gmas well me n my ma did cuz there on a trip and we had to liek mow the lawn n water the flowers n stuff soo yea i mowed the lawn n they have the frickin biggest lawn ever and it like took all nite i swear lol it was boring but yeaa!!!n yest my bro had a fball game like right when my ma got home and it was when i finished my hw soo i went to that then there was this game after his and he had to sub for it soo i stayed for 2 games last nite n i didnt get home till like frikcin 10 and thats the time i usualli go to bed for skool but i tool a shower n dried n straightnd my hair wich took me till like 11 1130 and i wake up at 530 n today i was sooooooo frickin tired i honestly coulnt keep my eyes open in ss i fell asleep lol!!like i tried to keep my eyes open but i coundt they hurt lol!!!haha n then today i went to the freshman fball game we lost lol but i didnt realli pay attention all that much!!lol i hung out with mona krystal kelsea steve chabah(isnt that the coolest name ever lmao haha!!!) and this kid trevor and cole!!oh and cj lol!!well i kinda like chabah lolll ha but yea hes cute in a way not realli the cutest or w/e but yea n hes kool i guess n seems nice hes my new friends lol haha!!steve hes my new friend to hehe hes kool!!n cole yuckk i hate him n trevor we didnt realli talk!!n cj hes weird liek when u first meet him hes like the nicest person ever honestly hell do nethin for a gurl lol but then he just gets weird liek hes too nice lol n i guess he kinda lix me or somthin idk unles chabah was liek lying cuz some1 else there lix me idk but it was realliii fun!!n yea well thats all for now lol!! leave some!!!

omggg skool was frickin awesome lol!!except for the fact that my gay ass bus never came to my stop so i had to find a ride somehow and i was like 20 or so min late for frickin skool or w/e!!but yea the ppl in my classes rock lol im glad!!but yea omfgg!!!!!im sooo happy cuz this kid i like is no longer takin since last nite!!yayyyy but im gonna wait awhile n stuff u knwo but yea!!!yayyy!!!lol im like realli happy for some reason idk i just am!!haha!!oh and yest i gto a new straightner thats wayyyyy better then my old one n i finalli got my eyeliner yeaaaa!!!and today i got new shoes finallii!!!lol there not the ones i realli wanted but the ones i wanted they didnt have ne sizes that fit me they onli had sizes up to frickin 7 n a half wich is gay but yea oh well!!im soo frickin tired i woke up at frickin 530!!!shitt thats early!!!!jeezzz!!!well ttylz!! leave some!!

k first ill tell u bout my weekend!!well bailie came over sat and we went to the state fair!!i saw some ppl i knew and if ne1 knows it stormed out that day and yea we stayed neways we were like the onli ones that ddint like go under somthin lol soo we got DRENCHED lol it was great!!but yea then we came home n yea boring but then last nite we had a bonfire lol and omg i live right by the state trail and theres a bridge like right up the tril and so me n bailie walked up to it n stuff but when we came bac my mas bf n my bro knew and they hid like on the side of the trail wich has like a buncha trees n stuff by it n they like all of a suddin popped outta knowwhere and ive never ever screamed soo frickin bad in my whole life!!it scared the shit outta me!!lol it was great tho!!but yea idk!!i was gonna say somthin else but i forgot!!well...tomorrow is my first day of frickin skool!!i realli dont wanna go now cuz like idk we have wayyyy too mani ppl at our skool!!and we have like no money spo i ahve to use a backpack from frickin last yr or 2 yrs ago and i have absolutely no clothes wat so ever and yea soo im gonna look like shit prolli and im prolli gonna get lost or somthin idk but fuck it sux!!!but yea well ttylz!! leave some byee

yeaaa!!i got bac from the fball game at like 10!!i had to get a frickin ride from my bros friends mom cuz my bro was goin neways but yea!!well the hottest guy frickin ever sat by us with all the other freshman fball players!!im friends with most of them but yea!!god i ahte them tho cuz there all gonna go for them skinny ass preppi whores i swear n there all frickin gay!!lol but yea w/e hes justa fuckin hottie!!and he has the bestt eyes frickin ever but yea man!!!lol it was fun tho we lost by 2 but w/e!!lol well bailies comin over 2morrow yayyy!!havnt seen her in awhile but yea were goin to the state fair cant wait!!!well yea ill write in here later!!ttylz!! leave some

k just wanted to sayyy yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy this kid adam that ive liked for like a yr or more now but like weve been friends n stuff but we havnt seen eachother in forever and at open house i saw him i guess he thinks im hot now lol!!!(idt i am but yea) he does and im happy cuz i still like him haha yayyy!!k ill write in here later after the fball game or somthin!!!leave some comments ppl!!!!ttylz!!byeeee

heyyy!!!omggg!!!!bluey(luke) fuckin HOTTIEEEEE!!!!!!!!!and has the most frickin gorgeus eyes frickin on earth!!!i cant wait till skool starts to see if i have ne classes with him or somthin!!i will be soo happy if i do omg im just soo excited!!!lol haha!!!but yea welll the day of the open house wich was tues i slept over at monas!!!its awesome over there but yeaa!!!well then yest i went to ummm id even know wth oh yea i stayed over at monas till liek 5 530 then came home took a shower n straightned my hair then went straight to kells house then we went straight to the mall her sis came with but then we walked across the street to the strip mall then just sat around there outside lol then we went bac to her house n just talked seriously all frickin night lol then this mornin my ma picked me up n me n my bro got our teeth cleaned (yuck i hate it)(and my mas a dental hygenist or w/e so she did it n yea) then i came home sat around for a bit then went to the soccer game with mona and saw my;) cutie!!!!oooo hottie mannn!!then came home then picked up bro at his fball practise and then came home n now im sittin around lol!!!but yea that was my couple dayz!!n tomorrow me n mona r goin to her bros fball game(varsity) and hopefulli hell b theree!!!hehe!!but yea ill write about that later!!!cant wait till thiss weeekenddd yayy and mon and tues(first day of skool)ttylz buh byee

hey heyy!!!yea umm today is the stupid open house n i reali dont wanna go!we get our pics done today and i know for a fact im gonna look like shit cuz i do every single year!!ill think i look fine b4 i go but when i gte there its like aghhh lol yea idk!!!soo yea cant wait bailieee!!!!!!!!yayyy its gonna b so fun lol!!god i realli dunno wat to type i was gonna write somthin but i forgot!!but yea oh well!!well yest i went over to my friend karis house n we hung out at first with this gurl alisha but then we left n went over and hung out with zach n jaimie!!there pretyy kool lol losers but kool!!lol hahaha!!zach n kari r goin out its sucha weird relationship cuz they fight all the time but like they dont think nethin of it and they like break up alll the time for like an hr and its realli weird lol but yea!!idk then we just hung aruond her house but yea fun fun i guess lol!!well ttylz buh byeeee

omg im sooo tired i woke up at 630 for some reason and i couldnt get bac to sleep so i came out here in the livin room where the comp is lol!!!its been an hr and feels like i just got on here like 10 min ago but yea lol!!well i finalli talked to this guy like 2 dayz ago cuz he hasnt been on in forever!!but yea he prolli wont b on again till sat yea hes weird lol not realli but yea!!!oh and i finalli figured out how to frickin straightin my hair like good straight lol im happy!!but yea i cant wait for this weekend cuz bailies comin over sat well were goin to the state fair yayyy and then shes stayin over till mon.!!!!!yayy i havnt seen her forever!!!lol and finalli we gte to do somthin without bein at camp lol!!haha n mayb sun were gonna go see a movie with my ex(great lol) and jakeypoo lol (thats for u bailie haha) but yea then mon me and my friend mona might go to the switchfoot concert at the state fair i just needa get the money lol and make sure she can go cuz i can lol!!but yea itll be greattt!!oh dang tomorrow is the stupid skool open house thing shit i forgot about that i dont wanna do that lol but yea then next tues we start skool!!!!nooo!!lol but yea idk sry i just ramble on bout the stupidest stuff lol!!but yea leave some comments!!!ttylaterz!!

okie dokiess!!!well yest i went to the soccer game with my friend mona and this gurl krysten it was pretty boring until after the game cuz the football ppl came down and i have alotta good freinds on there well not alot lol but a couple soo yea we were like hangin out with them n talkin to them and it was great cuz i havnt seen them realli and almost ahvnt tlked to them all summer and yea it was fun lol!!but then we went bac to monas lol and hung out for a lil bit not too much cuz we decided we wanted to see a movie lol!!!well we went to see skeleton key with me mona alissa and erin!!!HOLY SHIT!!!!that movie is fuckin scary mamn lmao!!!idk some ppl might not think so but i sure the hell did lol!!haha but yea man o man sacry stuff!!!well it was me originalli suposed to sleepover but then we asked erin!!lol sooo yea we all did!!it was fun and whenever we go there like ummm we stay up like alll nite well i could mona usualli goes to sleep between 6 to 8 am and i usualli stay up and hr or more later than her but then i just go to bed cuz like i have nuthin to do and its borin but then we usalli get up round 10 to 11 or at least i do then mona sleeps forever lol n yea!!!oh man o man her bro fuad oooo hes a cutiee!!!!(oh and there muslim or w/e by the way lol) but yea mannn lolw ere friends tho lol im like friends with all of them haha its funni lol!!its kool tho and they all rock!!!!well yea that was my day yest dunno wat im doin today prolli nuthin soo yea!!!actualli today we went out to jimmys its a resteraunt man o man i feel sick tho seriously!!i had 2 peices of pizza and some mozzerella sticks!!!lol idk i feel sick tho err!!well tty alll laterzz!!!buh byezzzzz

heyy!!man o man am i ever tired!!!lol i dont even see y i write in this when i have nuthin to say but oh well!!!when skool starts ill ahve more to say!!and i didnt have this on the interesting dayz!!lol!!but yea 2day i am going to this gurlz soccer game at 4 up at north yea babi!!im goin with my bestest friend mona and krysten but yea then im gonna be sleepin over there!!!yay n stayin up till like 8 in the mornin like we usualli alwayz do!!haha!!!great times over there man!!!lol but yea!!!i just found out my "pimp name" is washed UP. slut!!lol wow im not that i can tell u that much lol!!my bros gf did that for some reason soo yea!!well yea ok does ne1 know how to get an icon were like ur name n stuff is!!if u do tell me lol!!!well gonna go ttyall laterz!! buh byeee oh and leave some comments lol if ya want ha!!

heyy pplzzz!!!lol sry!!well yea sry if i write in here so much its cuz i get bored n stuff n i need somthin to do soo yea!!!welll no1s on still well besides my bud bailiee haha but yea otherwise no1!!!errrrr this guy hasnt been on in frickin 4ever n its gettin me mad!!!!goddd!!!!but yea err idk!!! leave some comments plz lol i liek readin them i guess!!!idk but yea bored bored bored!!if ne1 has yahoo msn or aim and u wanna talk just ask me for mine or give me urs lol!!!idk y i thought of that but yea!!!well im gonna go leave some!!!buh byezz ps n bailie guyz over here r wayyyyy hotter!!hehe :P pss if u know how to get an icon or w/e like up by where ur name and age is and stuff tell me!!lol

ummmmm wellll!!lets see i had somthin to say n now i forgot!!jeez i ahte when that happens it happens to me like all the time!!errr lol!!well 2day i woke up n went on the comp lool haha like everyday!!!lol but yea k then my bro all of a suddin had a bunch of ppl over n it was weird lol but so he went out n stayed here lol then we both went up to richards its a veri cheap veri small type of a grocery store/gas station place lol!!then some of his friends cam there cool but to young for me to b good friends lol haha!!welll ummm thenn wat else did i do......i dunno lol!!im talkin to kellie on my cell right now!!lol haha shes funni but yea and im talkin to jason and bailiee my budss on the net right now!!!lol haha!!!welll ill ttyall laterz now!!!buh byeee

well i just finished redueing my page lol!!if its hard to read or somthing or i should change somthin just tell me!!!well yea im realliii bored no1s on for some reason like all day either n yea boringness like alwayz!!!well i went and picked my bro up from football with my ma theres some cuties up there lol not the kids on the team cuz there 2 yrs younger than me butt there brothers lol yea babi!!!but ha in my dreams!!!welll im gonna go now ttyall laterz!!!buh byee

k im gonna fill u guyz in first on wat went on!!k theres this guy that i realli realli like n he realli lix me to at least thats wat he says n he acts like it to soo yea he does lol but yea i had a bf and he was single for awhile n i didnt know wat to do but then i figured out that i wanted to dump my bf but he wasnt the onli reason i was gonna dump my bf well so yea i dumped my bf like 5 dayz ago and the day b4 i dumped him i found out that cuyler got a gf n i got realli sad n depressed lol ha well yea n i feel soooo bad for dumpin my bf like i like him but then i realli dont its more of a i dont but he like is sayin like a bunchh of sweet things to me cuz hes like in love with me lol i dont think he is cuz were not that old n we still have a long ways to go but he thinks he does n i dunno like if i should go bac with him or like stay single for awhile n stuff!!and me n the other guy we act like nuthin happend like we still act the same round eachother like big tyme flirtinn n stuff even tho he has the gf now and im the single one cuz it like just flipped around at first it hurt but then yea i thought bout it alot n stuff n i dunno!lolbut yea i dunno if i should go bac with him or just keep it the way it is n its just sooo frickin hard!!!but yea!!there was other stuff goin on at that time wich made me like more depressed and it was bad but im pretty good now still a little but yea nuhtin major!!!well tty all laterz!!!leave comments!!!!

k well i finalli got my thing done i dont realli like it but w/e idc lol!!aghh well yea if u didnt know thats story of the year in the back its kinda screwed n i woulda put somthin else if there was somthin but yea it was the best one but w/e!!!soo yea well bout me umm yea i dunno but yea lol ha!!!ttyl buh byeee ~dez~

nvm i figured it out!!!haha lol sry if u wanted to help me but yea!!we can still talk if u want or w/e lol haha!!!ttylz!! ~dez~ ps this isnt wat its gonna look like im still workin on it

errr ok this isnt wat its gonna look like im just confused by it nuthins like workin so w/e!!!idk ill just wait for some1 to help me lol!!!but yeaaa well im gonna go n yea lol ha ttylz!! ~dez~