Meh Im leaving Sitd Its 2 blah now 2 many n00bz But before i go Patricia, here is your email since you oh so wanted to post it up And this is ONE of several you sent me Subject: my version of "hey now" ((fm static)) *ahem* *strums guitar* *starts singing I met you at Towncenter that night where i was meeting you and my heart said hey now hey now hey now hey now yaaow you hugged me through the sweet smell of your cologne and blew me away now away now away now away now yaaow later on you asked me out, I remember that day now day now day now day now yaaow you loved your bawls and we'd never run out of things to say now say now say now say now yaaow every minute im not with you i hope ill see you soon theres just something that happens when I see you and instantly i feel so complete it hits me right about the time you speak to me and you give me this feeling its like no other feeling but it knocks me off my feet please dont ask me what i like about you cause its every little thing you do and thats just the way you make me feel and i dont think that there are any others out there like you and i wont blink cause that would mean i would miss a second talking to you and i know you dont know what i mean and maybe this all just a dream i pinch myself just to make sure but im still here and there you are i wonder why we met at all it just kind of happened somehow but here we are together and us being friends is all that matters in the end and instantly i feel so complete it hits me right about the time you speak to me and you give me this feeling its like no other feeling but it knocks me off my feet please dont ask me what i like about you cause its every little thing you do and thats just the way you make me feel you can never ask for too much cause Id walk to the 305 just to see you thats just the way you make me feel. Mhmmmm How long did it take you to revamp the words and dedicate it to me Patricia? :) Well im done with sit diary! I love you all! Ttylz! Btw Ruby is still my her0 !

Hello0o0o0o Gabriel has a gf W00t And it pwnz0rz :) And nicole totally rox my s0x And shes everything I want And shes MY perfectnessnessness CHa! Passing Out On ur GF, due to No sleep for several days T0tally oWnz >_< And I have her pretty ring SO0o chaaa! OHH ohhh! and..... My kitty and doggy got cuter Of course T000dAl000Z! ~edit~ Comments Congrats its about time, u rly deserved this one. [anonymous (69.65.93.67)] WEll this is probally Jamie So, ty It was about time I stopped being stupid and not realizing that my best friend was teh bestzorz. wow gabriel..no other girl wud like u so u resort to dating ur own stalker...nice...i hope u guys last a LONG time. u 2 deserve each other [anonymous (64.12.116.197)] And this one ^ was from Patricia no doubt Several things to tell u sweetie A- Who is the stalker? ur leaving anonymous comments on our online diaries, when neither of us are friends with you? Get a life? B- Your just mad that I happen to choose every girl over you, Stop sending me Emails and saying "Gabyyyyy stop hating me plz" C- We will last forever Pwned :)

Ok These were comments left on my friend nicoles sit diary... from retards.... jamie im sorry i talked about you in one of my entrys i didnt mean to offend you but i didnt even say anything bad so w/e u didnt offend me then but srsly nicole i considered u a friend, how could u insult me on his diary. u dont know wuts going on with me, and i dont take being called myself or wut im doing icky. i know ur overley infatuated with gabriel but insulting me is not cool. w.e. [Retard NuMero uno] yeah okay hi. im super pissed. first of all you cant fucjing say drugs are icky if you've never even done them. you cant judge things without real knowledge of them kthnx. AND WHAT THE FUCK ?! jamies not icky okay? never ever EVER call my friends icky. okay? and dont act like your not emo about gabriel. gabriel is icky so your a hypoctrite cuz your emo about icky people too. [Retard NuMEro Dos] Lets start with amanda first, cuz sHes the gayer of the 2 First, SHE didnt Insult EITHER of you retards She left me a comment saying Drugs wer icky... Secondly You don't need to take drugs to kno that they arent healthy Smart ass And nicole hasnt taken any but I have AND drugs are fucked up K? And GABRIEL is icky? Amanda, I rarely talk shit about you, but if wer gonna talk about whos icky you use to be the koolest girl, and you used to be like... a girl to talk 2... Now your just a whore, taking ccc and getting used at night Whos the icky one ? And jaime its hard to talk shit about you cuz i heart you But Nicole is my friend. And just like YOU don't like ME talking shit about YOUR friends DON'T fucking talk like that to MY friends. She didnt say shit about EITHER of you, and you have no right to fucking be bitches to her, just cuz she was trying to be a REAL friend. And "you don't kno wats going on with me" Well Jamie, wat is there About you? Your horny as fuck... Wanna live life to the fullest at the age of 14.... cuz u kno..... we DON'T have our whole lives ahead of us So you wanna dope up on every drug now.. Be a whore with every guy you kno, get taken advantaged of, then cry at night regretting everything you did. And then someone tries to help you from the path your going on And you don't take it. Any 14 year olds taking X are trying to grow up way 2 fast/and/or/ trying to think they are suddenly mass Pro's at Drugs Your Both Pathetic.

PEOPLE SUCK THATS RLY ALL I CAN SAY? We got... The girl of my dreams, as of late saying, shes kinda meh, and wants to feel something "real" and just last night she took X, and ended our friendship..... And today SHE yells at me saying, its not her fault? When... Last week she asked me to "save her/help her" and I wanted 2 do nothing more than that, seeing as how shes one person I don't wan't being turned into a mindless zombieslut who drugs up/sluts herself out with dudes/crashes at night/fucks up in skool. Shes 2 smart/beautifu/amazing for that BUt We wer supposed to go the movies this weekend, and she promised me shed go with me And she broke our plans, to go take X, and do w/e How can i help her, if the person who hearts her is gonna be ditched so she can fuck up some more? Then all my friends told me to forget about her and Thats what im doing atm Cuz I kno maybe at this time, i need to go against her wishes, and try and persuade her shes going the wrong way.... But i wrote her this long thing saying like... If she wants to feel "real" Drugs are parting her from reality... But Our love is Real And when i hold her hand its real And when we kiss, and it means something its real And when i say I love her its real... And then i got Blocked! W00t So0o0o0 There goes another heartbreak Another I love jamie phase, thrown out the window, after this time she was RLY persuasive with her "this time it will work, i won't be stupid, i love you, and I beielve in us, despite everything else, and I won't mess everything up" I guess time + drugs + noob friends= can rly make ppl lose sight of things And then!! AND THEN!!! AT THE MOVIES! THERE IS LIKE 19 YEAR OLD GUYS WITH LIKE 14 YEAR OLD GIRLS I HATE GUYZ AND I HATE PPL RAWRRRRRRRRRR DAMN U MYSPACE

Nicole and me wer in a fight So like the baller she is, she decided to do something, instead of become a bitch. So she gave me this box with all kinds of shit in it. 1. A very cute card, with an animal cover 2. KITTY beani Babies! 3. A cd she made, of songs that remind her of me, that are all l33t hax0r 4. BAWLZ! 5. A 6page note thing, on her feelings :) That is by far the cutest thing, Anyone has, or will ever get me. The card said to smile, and thats exactly wat it all made me do :) And when I saw bawlz in there, I started laughing my ass off, cuz I always buy bawlz! cuz they pwn! its the best drink ever! And chaaa And after me being all :( after chloe being pmsy, and not calling me when she returned to florida I rly needed something to perk me up Ty nicole I love you Best Friends forever And like ya said No matter wat, wer in life together :)

wooooooooooooooooooo! Happy New Yearz everyone!!!! I hope your new years pwned, cuz mine did alllll my family came over and I got to see all my cute little cousins and video tape them all with my new video camera they are all so kool Especially my 3 year old cousin amanda! shes so adorable! Rawr!!!!! And cha! And its sunday! Chloe comes back today! 14 LONG DAYS without hearing her voice! Ack! Im not letting her fall asleep tonight! I hope she calls >_< And yea!! SO0O0 happy New yearz everyone... ummm Penguins are gonna take over the world..... Ruby owns faces........ ANd ummm... My kitty is a ninja..... And........ umm........ And cha!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYYAYayayya I love you all!

My life is being a big ball of blah right now. When you like someone, thats when EVERYONE starts liking you- and usually I can be strong and be all rawr to everyone. But what if the girl you like, is going away for a few weeks, after hanging out with them once lol The point issssssss dec.16 I went to the movies with a girl named Chloe And it was awesome I was excited,happy,and in a great mood. And it was the bestest night ever. The next day she has to go to Indiana (We live in Florida)during christmas break. We last talk dec.17, saturday , and i tell her I love her, and I will miss her. Now its dec.29 My Best friend Nicole likes me My First true love/EX gf Likes me And The breif moments me and Chloe talk thru AIM, is for like a few minutes, and all we can sneak in is, a hello, and how are you doing. And I wanna throw my heart at chloe, and give her all my trust. But im scared to get hurt... And to add to crap My love life isnt the only thing being a ball of gay My best friend bernardo, is currently living in argentina, and he couldnt visit this year cuz of his grades. My other best friend Gian is going thru a "im 2 kool for everyone" phase. And my other best friend Matt, is being a complete Noob/hipocrite/conceited/noooby mc noob. Ohhhhh AND THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP, I stepped on a tac Lol Rawr

Rawr! I hate gayspace/myspace/noobspace/whorespace/lamespace w/e you wanna call it WITH A PASSION! It's a site ALL based around the sole purpose of eachothers looks, and for horny ppl to meet other horny ppl. And like when im out with my friends and wer taking pictures, the first thing they say "OHH TAKE A PICTURE OF THAT SO I CAN PUT IT ON MY MYSPACE!" and when you first getting to kno someone one of the First fucking questions you will probally get asked is... "do you have a myspace" It makes me want to punch babies :( SitD is great, and I love it! Especially before myspace was so popular, there were a huge amount of ppl on this site, and everyone just wanted to write about stuff, and get comments that made you happy :) And you got to interact with ppl, thru getting to kno them emotionally. Not thinking they have large breasts, so you send them a comment. I say Scott and I Bomb myspace.... Anyone else despise myspace and how it's taking over the fucking world?! btw... I heart Chloe ! +edit+ ZOMG I GOT A KITTY!!!!!!! ZOMG zomg ZOMG zomg GO pet it! ITS SO FUCKING AWESOME YAY!

w0000T! I just had the best night Ever My day was awesome as it was, cuz brandyn skipped skool, and we spent all day watching jerry springer and maury and it was good shit >__< Basicly It was the best night ever, with the bestest girl ever And shes perfect tonight is perfect and I think im in love! W0000T! Ttylz

Meh so Today is tuesday and its been good then bad/ then rly bad/ then good day Where to start! well monday was a pretty good day for the most part Danica called me as shes walking home like every day and chaaa And chyea Nothing rly special, just chialaxxed at and watched movies alot Then at night I was on the phone with danica, and we started talking about stuff And somehow we got into her and drugs And she had previously told me that she was drug free for like 3 months But it was bullshit And like.... Today she didn't call me on her way home, so my day already was nooby cuz we always talk for like 5-15 minutes while she walks to her casa, and it boosts the aweomness of my day by like a million! And Today she was talking smack to her friend about me, who like..I think is rly pretty.. So you add last night + Cloie telling me danica said some shit about me = Me getting uber sad Then matt called me, and helped sadness go to hatred Soo Here i am Pissed/sad/angry/confused Cuz Im trying to get the girl of my dreams to like me Then im also trying to get her to stop doing drugs as a friend and as the guy who likes her And i dunno its all so messsed up It rly lame

lalalalala ummmmm Friday I went to the movies with my 9 year old cousin And we watched the chronicles of narnia And during the last 30 minutes of it, Danica called me to come outside and hangout with her And I was mad at her, but I wanted to see cloie >_< But cloie wasn't there, and I was like BAHH! but then like I had in my head to hate danica I HAD IT! IT WAS RIGHT THERE! but then she was like, so sweet to my cousin she was playing with her, she was like tickling her, and like.... I couldn't help thinking in my head "god i love her" :( But she was so adorable AND THEN SHE GAVE HER EARING TO MY COUSIN and I wouldve hugged her and been like zomg I WUB YOU! but I was to shy, so I smiled instead lol And the night was rly good, cuz just messing around danica was awesome, I would even choose it over chilaxing with ninjas! Then I got home and we had a small fight on the phone :-/ Then she fell asleep And i spent last few hours awake playing tic-tac-toe- with my cousin, and singing songs dancing in front of my mirror. Saturday was fun, and at night mathew came over my casa So we got to hangout at the arcade, own eachother in different games, and talk about stuff And we got pretty emo on the way back home, and basicly wer both rly glad we have eachother always to call, and always here for eachother. And chaa! Today is sunday, and its morning and im bored! Mrf Mrf! Ttylz

lOL Danica Loooook at us We Met Friday We argue here and there We have a fight and get pist at eachother Sunday Night And I told you id fall for you And sure enuf Saturday Night After me and matt made a pact to hate you, ignore you, and be assholes to you I couldn't stop thinking about you, or writing about you.... And We havent rly talked At All But your smile, hug, and "Iloveyoubye" Was just 2 much for me to take And Gabriel fell for you... again... And Then Saturday we got into a small fight I was trying to hide my feelings for you And you kept calling me And by night I just couldnt resist calling you, and wanting to fall asleep to your voice. Then Today Everythings Fine Friday night, I dreamt of us being bf and gf..... mAking saturday worse But Saturday night, I dreamt of your mom, and you and me just being absolutley best friends, where we talk about anything, we do everything together, and wer just BEstest BESTEST friends, no secrets at all, just joy. So I thought maybe once, I could just look at you as a friend bUt I can't Honestly I don't mean to push you away, I don't mean to be an asshole Rly And, Not only do I like you... But I can't see you Bcuz matt and me made a pact to hate you And If I saw you alone I would be a lying asshole And if I saw you with him wed be jackasses 2 u And if we actually hung out with you, Then id have to put up with how fake he is around girlz, and THEENN listen to all the crap he has to say about you when I get home... Allllll of this Bcuz the tingly feelings I got when I first hung out with you Never died Once Its remained hidden... but it never left And True Love Never Dies... :-/

ZOMG Just got back from teh movies!!! zOMG zomg Buttonz,MAwuuuu,Lila,Cathy, Jen, Jess We walked around owning noobz And omg !!!!!! LIKE THERE WAS NO BAD PART ABOUT TONIGHT JUST LAUGHTER, AND HAPPINESS AND WOW It was so fucking awesome AND 2 MAKE IT BETTER I READ THIS ----as i said if u wana tell ppl shit i tell u not to tell other ppl darling 2 can play that game and looks like u lost this time and u deleted the diary gawd it was so pretty and good luck in life cus u need it. pay back s a bitch and so am i. :-D im so happy ur mad at me thats all i wanted is to see u pist off to no point :-) ---- tHATs a comment Jamie left me Har Har HAR I love her no lifeness getting worked up >_< TODAY PWNZORZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ <3

I love how I put so much trust into that one girl im into And despite everyones bullshit I give her my heart Yet They always tend to backstab me And then everyone who was talking shit gets to laugh and smile knowing they were right And its even lamer than clowns

S0o0o0o0O0O Gabriel has fallen in wub with ellie And Like WOw My ex My cousin my other cousin... and probally cupid Don't like "US" BUT it's rly lame Cuz I rly like this girl And My ex is one 2 talk, cuz she moved on and this shouldnt affect her My COUSIN Tells me wer cute.... Yet behind my back is totally opposed to us My older cousin never met the girl, but doesnt like her And cupid.. well... MRF point is, everythings totally Lamezors I rly like this girl, and I don't want anything to ruin my happiness :( :-/ I just have to cross my fingers and hope me and ellie can just like, be stronger than everyones bullshit. And Hope she falls in love with me, as I did with her Ttylz

I rly don't kno wat the deal between me and Jamie is At all Bottom line is I want her to want me all for her I want her to love me, adore me, cherish me be obssessed with me And i want jamie all for me And i do love her, and i adore her, and i cherish her, and im soo0o fucking obsessed over this girl And sometimes Im so sure she wants me, and loves me And I tell all my friends who doubt our love to fuck themselves, cuz jamie is rly my special someone- And at nights shes my best friend But then again Some nights she hurts me, I find out she hides secrets from me, She chooses all her friends over me And Its so Confusing Truly So much stress over one girl And the more i love her the more i get hurt And the more i ignore her the more i get hurt /sighx2

PFTTTYYY jamie wrote an entry in this journal we made a long time ago.... Now shes telling me she never rly liked anyone else WHICH i would think would make me feel better But Im Crying and crying 3 years of getting her to understand i love her Fights and more fights And the time we get so close to going out, to finally being together Where like, i can hug her, and be there for her and protect her from w/e WE END UP BREAKING IT OFF BCUZ of some bullshit she made up Now i get to go thru my bday and thru this COLD aweseome weather how i had all these dreams of like, getting to just relax with the love of my life yea, now i get to think of how all of that is dead Thx to ONE lie she made UNO!!!!! NGJLGFNJL;NJLNBJLK;BNjlkbnfjkbdgfk;jB JLBFJLDBFNSJKLBNJklbsfjklabfnjlfnjlsdfn;

well Don't wanna get 2 emo About the jamie thing We had like THE CLOSEST GOING OUT PHASE EVER THIS ONE WAS RLY IT IT WAS LIKE SO AMAZING WE SHARED EVERYTHING WITH EACHOTHER ALWAYS LAUGHED AND ALWAYS ENDED THE NIGHT HAPPY AND IN LOVE EVEN AFTER W/E FIGHT Then tonight I was all obsessing over Jamie all excited cuz i was gonna run to jamies house and surprise her and yea And it looked like it was gonna rain so i thought id have to run in the rain And i was SO HAPPY so Then Jamie popped out of nowhere Shes like hey, then walked up to me, and i thought she was gonna hug me or something but she opened her mouth and showed me her tounge ring Which i hate, and she knos it, and she told me she took it out the other day So i walk away rly pissed And then im feeling bad, cuz i havent seen her in forever, and i kinda just wanna hug her.. But Mathew is like "Dude, don't like her, I KNO FOR SURE, she doesnt like you or even feel shit love for you, Shes just fucking with your head mang" So im like, kk w/e so we start walking around aimlesly Then i see a guy holding his arm around, her, AND i wouldve went over and hit him But im not her bf, so decided against it Then i met up with her friends, and they told me a few nights before she had made out with like 20 guyz and did all this shit while she was drunk outside To top it all off, i come home....first jamie tries to bitch at me for walking away from her Then she sais srry and she loves me Then she tells me she kinda likes someone else then she sais srry and she loves me And the moment im about to say... "why couldn't we just talk about this... why do we put ourselves thru this?" Her away message comes up and sais :IM SO OVER HIM, Cuz hes an asshole blah blah, ty to whoever told him about me and the other guyz cuz you helped me out:: And then i blocked her before i ran to my pillow and cried How Peachy

Yo Homies!!! IM STILL at matts casa And tuesday me, mathew and striefer meister Went outside and with all the power out in broward, cuz of the hurricane Like There wer so many stars It was rly cold to It was so kick ass It seriously Loooked like glitter all over the sky sky And wedensday me, streifer and matt, just spent all day being noobs playing video games and wat not And cha Ive been at matts casa since ummm Friday, its now thursday XD lotz of alcohol Lots of owning noobs online Lotz of watching stars Lotz of listening to don't lie Life is good :)

YOYOYOY OMGDZERS HELLO09O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O ONEoneONE1111oneone1111!!!oneone!!o11111 OCT.21-25TH was the best weekend EVERZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ Fridayz...... Was AWESOME SATURDAY WAS..... AWESOMEX2 SUNDAY WAS.... (EXCLUDING THE HURRICANE) AWESOMEX3 MONDAY WAS........ AWESOMEX4 IT WAS AWESOMEZERS!!!!!!!!!!!! FMJKDBGNSJKBGJBSFJKSBJBJB clutter clutter clutter lol im still at matts house, ive been here since friday chilaxing, getting drunk And playing WoW Mrf mrf mrf For those slow, the mood and title and music, is an inside joke between me and matt. Im actually the happiest ive been in a while And I FINALLY told jamie off!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!! No morez!! AND I THINK I LOVE someone Named clare Who has a gf :-/ TTYLZ