PEOPLE SUCK
THATS RLY ALL I CAN SAY?
We got...
The girl of my dreams, as of late saying, shes kinda meh, and wants to feel something "real"
and just last night she took X, and ended our friendship.....
And today SHE yells at me saying, its not her fault?
When... Last week she asked me to "save her/help her" and I wanted 2 do nothing more than that, seeing as how shes one person I don't wan't being turned into a mindless zombieslut who drugs up/sluts herself out with dudes/crashes at night/fucks up in skool.
Shes 2 smart/beautifu/amazing for that
BUt
We wer supposed to go the movies this weekend, and she promised me shed go with me
And she broke our plans, to go take X, and do w/e
How can i help her, if the person who hearts her is gonna be ditched so she can fuck up some more?
Then all my friends told me to forget about her and Thats what im doing atm
Cuz
I kno maybe at this time, i need to go against her wishes, and try and persuade her shes going the wrong way....
But i wrote her this long thing saying like...
If she wants to feel "real"
Drugs are parting her from reality...
But Our love is Real
And when i hold her hand its real
And when we kiss, and it means something its real
And when i say I love her its real...
And then i got Blocked!
W00t
So0o0o0 There goes another heartbreak
Another I love jamie phase, thrown out the window, after this time she was RLY persuasive with her "this time it will work, i won't be stupid, i love you, and I beielve in us, despite everything else, and I won't mess everything up"
I guess time + drugs + noob friends= can rly make ppl lose sight of things
And then!!
AND THEN!!!
AT THE MOVIES!
THERE IS LIKE
19 YEAR OLD GUYS
WITH LIKE 14 YEAR OLD GIRLS
I HATE GUYZ
AND I HATE PPL
RAWRRRRRRRRRR
DAMN U MYSPACE
drugs are icky
thats why i got so mad at you for smoking cuz i was scared you'd hurt yourself
and yea... people suck
i'm sorry!
i'll make you another box if you want cuz yea i felt bad that i like annoyed the shit out of you and i bought you a singing dog thing for valentines day
=/
i heart you
dont let icky people make you emo
i know its hard
but i heart you and all your friends/family heart you!
dont forget that k?