I hate myself, with a burning passion. If I could go back in the past with what I know now I would not do half the things I did. If I knew what I was going to be like today a few years back I would have stopped myself. Honestly I'm a piece of fucking shit and shouldn't be worth anything to anyone. I should have never gotten involved with the people that I did. I don't know what to even say besides I hate myself I honestly do. I hate the fucking mistakes I made. I hate the reasons why I fucked over the people I did. I hate everything I have done and everything I will do. I just need to get out of here to a place where there is no one I know, to start over and fresh, to be the person I'm suppose to be and not be the person who everyone has made me...