Oh no, I knew you were going to read this. You see, that's your responsibillity, isn't it??? That's what you feel you have to do.....be someone for everyone. In a way, you think too highly of yourself. Not everyone needs you. The world will continue to turn without you. Don't be mad at blogs and the such for things like this. I knew you were going to read it. I had every intention for you to read it. You feel like everyone depends on you, when you aren't the only thing they depend on. No one is going to think any less of you for finding someone. In fact, I tend to see it as a sign of maturity and self-awarness if someone can realize that maybe they can't handle things on their own. Think of all the people you already depend on. You parents, your teachers, just to name a few. You depend on every single person in your life. That's just a given. You can't go through life not depending on someone. That's just not possible. If anything. you depend on the person in the car next to you to have a basic understanding of NC state laws as to driving. Don't think that you are the pillar that holds up the entire world. You're not. Oh, and I can't keep this behavior a secret. You have one week to tell your parents, or I will. And I don't just mean about the actions. They need to know why. You're feeling pressure, and that's not okay. You need to let them know. They're the ones who can help you, and they will. Just give them a chance. You're keeping it all inside......you need to let it out. I alwyas thought you were the older, more mature one, but now I feel like Mikey. I need to step in and be the older one. You have one week.