gah... everything is going the wrong effing way... i woke up this morning in an ok mood... i dunno whats wrong with me but im really down now... like it seems like everyone has something to do with someone... hmm... for some reason im never invited to do anything with anyone anymore...and its really starting to piss me off... im friends with a lot of people but none of those people really ask me to do things with them on the weekends...its like we are only friends in school...and some of them say they are going to call me and they never do... yeah sometimes im asked to go somewhere but im busy that weekend or that day and i cant, then the next time they want to do something...they just forget about me and dont bother to call and ask if i wana join them...because they just assume im busy... or when im at my dad's house for the weekend, they assume i can't get to town so they dont ask me... oh well...i complain alot i guess...maybe people think im too stupid and "embarrassing" to hang out with...whatever...