i am letting go now i promise b/c i cant take all this drama anymore and im not sure i can deal with anything anymore and all i have to say is that it was fun it was real but its definitely not meant to be i thought it was but i was all wrong and i gotta BREAKAWAY sorry im listening to that song right now...anywho i gotta make a few changes around here and get my life back to normal and boring but i just hope that he knows that i think i did love him...oh well ill write more later love u *emoly