Idk why but today I had a realization.. I realized that things in life will always diaapoint you. You can really never count on anyone, but yourself. It seems that when I listen to peoples oppinions Im going to be the one screwed in the end. I gave my heart to someone that I truely loved and still do. I just dont know how to tell him that I messed up, I dont want to seem stupid and have him think that I didnt want him. I still want him, I just think that I didnt know what I wanted, I wanted to take sometime to think about me. He has everything I want looks, style, personality, humor, hes everything I want. I love him, and I want him back, I just dont know how to say it. What do you think, comment me and tell me what I should do.