well i'm grounded!!.. it was going to be til my birthday but now it's for two weeks. people have been calling my house and leaving messages asking if i'm still alive!! it sucks ass. i have no phone and no IM and i can't go ANYWHERE for two damn weeks!! godd wtf!! nd i'm grounded 'cause my mom saw my hickey. figured out i'd lied to her about michael and i being juss friends and blah blah. and she said i can't see him no more and he can't call!! i mean what the hell!! i gotta talk to her about that though because everything that makes me happy always juss gets taken away from me nd it's not fair!! i still gotta see michael and still talk to him after these two weeks are up.. HAVE TO!!!!! like ya'll don't even understand.. gotta see this boy!! i'm writing letters to like everyone because people are writing me to see if i'm alive because when they call i can't answer and i'm not online!! lol so yehh life is pretty damn boring right now.. but i'm online now 'cause my mom is at work on weekdays so maybe it won't be too bad.. but with my luck she'll somehow figure out that i've been on and like ground me longer!! haha. but yea she told me to read my bible to make time go faster? uhm.. shannon brooks doesn't read. lol. so YEH byee

______Your Life_______ [x] they call me: Shay [x] sex: girrrrl [x] my first breath of air: 8/21/89 [x] status: i likkke someone [x] occupation: student _______Rewind_______ [x] most memorable memory: when i fell in my kitchen w/ kenda nd sarena [x] worst?: when i was drunk off my ass at ginny's with rachel.. whOa that puking shit ain't for me man [x] first word uttered: i dunno?? lol [x] first best friend ever!?: JULZ!! _______Love?_______ [x] love is: undescribable, undefinable, and different for every person [x] first love: brandon [x] love or lust?: love [x] best love song: help me hold on by travis tritt [x] when love hurts, you: cry [x] is there such thing as love at first sight?: i don't think so ______Opposite Sex_______ [x] turn ons: TEETH!! gotta have good teeth [x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: not at all [x] what kinda hair style?: it all depends on the guy [x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: be there for me through everything and love me for who i am [x] where do you go to meet new people?: no where.. lol [x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: nope _______Picky Picky_______ [x] dog or cat: dog [x] short or long hair: long [x] sunshine or rain: sun [x] moon or sun: both [x] hugs or kisses: kisses [x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: one best friend [x] summer or winter: summer [x] written letters or e-mails: written letters [x] playstation or nintendo: ps2 [x] car or motorcycle: car [x] house party or club: house party [x] sing or dance: dance [x] freak or slow dance: both _______Lately_______ [x] how are you today?: okay [x] what pants are you wearing right now?: soffes [x] What shirt are you wearing right now?: blue hollister tanktop [x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: like it does everyday.. down nd straight [x] what song are u listening to right now?: none..tv [x] how is the weather right now?: hmm warm [x] last person you talked to on the phone?: michael [x] last dream you can remember?: can't remember [x] who are you talking to right now?: michael nd cale [x] what time is it?: 12:24am _______More About YOU!_______ [x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 4OO6 x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be?: pink [x] have you ever almost died?: no not really [x] what's the next CD you are going to buy?: i don't buy CDs.. i DL muzik nd put it on CDs.. [x] what's the best advice ever given to you?: duno [x]what's the stupidest thing u have ever done?: asked if thursday came after friday [x] how many kids do you want to have?: 2 [x] shampoo?: garnier fructis [x] what are you most scared of?: storms [x] how many TV's do you have in your house?: 5 [x] do you have your own TV?: yup [x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: fractured and sprained [x] who do you dream about?: random pple [x] who do you tell your dreams to?: i never remember my dreams [x] Is cheerleading a sport?: NO! [x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?: i just bite them _______Friends_______ [x] best friend: alexia julz kyle kait cammy jesse haleigh cale ktf ktd emma jr megf lerahn jas bl steph sarahs rachels [x] known longest: everyone from due west kindergarten.. [x] wish you talked to more: cammy [x] wish you saw more: lerahn [x] who drives you insane after a while: no1 really [x] craziest: katie nd emma [x] loudest: kyle [x] shyest: julz [x] best hair: ktf [x] can always make you laugh: haleigh and alexia and cale [x] best eyes: brandon [x] best body: james [x] most athletic: michael or brandon [x] hot tempered: jr [x] most impatient: jr [x] shortest: alexia [x] best singer: mindy [x] skinniest: me [x] nicest: callie [x] best personality: michael okay, done! ;D

hmm boring today. done nothin' but watch softball and baseball on tv! it'll probably be CAL vs UCLA in the championship game of the CWS! lol soo yehh. first boring day of summer under my belt! oh i was in manda's dream last night. haha miss nd love you girl. :D

last night i went nd saw Van Helsing* with Michael and i must say that was the most retarded movie i've seen ina while. maybe because i didn't understand the whole dracula, frankenstein thing. but Michael did so it's cool. there were some loud ass people in that theatre that were really bugging me though. then i went home talked on the phone then went to sleep! then i got woken up by my mom's fiance this morning.. gerr. but i needed to get up anyways. then Michael came nd got me after his basketball practice and i went over to his house all day. we watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding which i must say was another retarded movie. then watched Angels in the Outfield which is a FABULOUS movie! only the old movies are any good these days! lol then i hadda go home 'cause today is Michael's parents anniversary so it was a family thing! lol so yeah i guess imma just chyll here tonight because my mom is mad i've been "gone the whole summer" not that she's ever home before midnight anyways?! and i got dogs and cats all over the neighborhood to take care of for the people who are having a blast in las vegas and the beach and stuff! byee! CaLiGuRL3316: i gtg love u soo much ^ i miss nd love callie soo much! :D

wheww i'm verrry burnt. lol but at least i'm tan on my back now haha. well today i got up and went outside and layed out for a lil then met up with julz and haleigh down at the pool. then scotty nd clinton came down.. i played cards with them and whooped their bootys in the two* games i played. haha i think we played crazy eights or something? i dono. then tonight i think i'm going to go see van helsing with michael at like 8:3O.. whO knows!! but yeahh i gotta go!! laterr ____________________________________ wana know who your true friends are? mess up and see who's still by your side..

gosh i love summer! it's very carefree.. i love it. anyways I GOT ALL A'S!! i was expecting to get an 89 in math 'cause i had to make an A on my final to get an A but shay got a 9O on her FINAL!! yayuhh! smartie shay. anywho my final grades are a 90* 91* 92* and 94!! well i went to the pool today with julz and got a lil bit burnt!! lol oh well then michael bre nd jonna picked me up and we went to bre's house and watched scarface with michael bre greg jonna and raymond. me nd michael left halfway nd went back to his house for a lil then down to the pool!! it was fun then i hadda come home but goddd i love summer and i love having someone to spend it w/ too!!

sorry i haven't written ina while! i haven't been home all weekend! ANYWAYS.. my finals on friday were alright i guess.. they were easier than expected but still hard!! anyways i came home nd then michael came nd picked me up then we went back to his house and watched bad boys II nd then something on espn that was so boring but hey michael likes it so you know! anyways that was fun then we went to the movies to see mean girls and i met up with Katie nd Lacy!! the movie was soo cute.. makes me wana be really extremely nice to ppl!! lol anyways after the movie i went to katie's with lacy and then we walked to walmart and i finally got me some daggum black eyeliner!! we bought some food and candy too.. [what else would we buy?!] then went back to katie's and i fell asleep b4 them.. idk what was happenin'.. all i knew was i was tired!! well we woke up nd then i went home nd got a shower nd stuff then Emma* picked me up nd we went to katie's!! then we went out to eat at longhorn's and then went to target and the movies again!! this time i saw 13 going on 3O and that was an awesome movie.. very cute!! then me nd emma went back to katie's and chilled and were just bein' goofy.. then finally fell asleep on katie's AWESOME pillows!! and emma and her move so much when sleeping and i was smack dab in the middle of them.. but you know it's cool 'cause i love them. so we got up and her daddy got us martin's.. woooot then went to church.. came home.. went to the pool!! ate some food then my mom came nd got me nd now here i am!! i really wana go to cowboys or michael's but i just got in trouble so i don't think that is gona happen!! so yeah lol this is long.. no one reads it.. byee!!

my finals were soo hard! ugh! but i only needed a 56 on my spanish final to keep my A and a 63 on my lit. one to keep my A so hopefully i passed both of them! lol we got out at like 12:15ish then me nd julz went to Wendy's yummy! and here i am.. and i really need to get my nails done but NOOO no one is ever home at this god forsaken HOUSE!!! so if you wana take me.. holla!

well we're outta the coke classic. we shoulda dominated in that tournament but you know, shit happens. we lost to morris, and they're a good team and all, but we can beat them.. have before. but i'm not really sad about being out of the tournament.. i just don't wana leave my ladies. this was the funnest season i'd ever had at west cobb and i didn't want it to end. but i guess you gotta move on in life. but alexia emma katie and i are really good friends and i think we're going to do something this weekend. can't live without those girls.. they make me happy! lol well great seasons ladies.. even the people who can't catch groundballs you know. oh she found out me alexia emma and katie were saying stuff and she got so mad.. it was kinda funny. she didn't talk at the game last night. OOOHHH well. anywho.. that's all i gotta say. later..

`it's all i ever hear; be a good girl; just behave; sit up straight; stand up tall; never falter; never fall; stay in school; make the grade; never fail; never fade; be a hero; be a star; be *everything* but what you *a r e*` if you're reading this and you know me.. post a memory that i've had with you as a comment. [a happy one] =)

i hate my family. well mainly just my mom. she's always so bitchy to me and only me.. not to matt because he's the angel child. she like takes pride in yelling at me for the gayest stuff. i hate it. oh and i'm grounded because i layed flat on the floor? and then she said get up and sit in the chair and i just got out from under it and layed there and then she was like get in the chair and i was like i don't want to sit in it because it's uncomfortable and she goes fine go to your room. and she just came up here just to yell at me about my 'negativeness' well um i'm sorry that chair isn't comfortbale. god whatever i wish i could file for adoption.. or just move somewhere far away. i hate it here.

well my day started off good. i went shoppin' with my bro and his GF and got 6 new shirts for like $8O which is pretty good for me. then i hadda game at 3:3O and lets just say we killed the team. then afterwards we went to dairy queen for our lil team party or w/e.. we're still gona do somethin' else.. but yeah. i ate a lot. came home then went to miranda's house for a lil then went to my game at 8:3O. and i don't even know what to say. but i've never been more pissed off in my entire life. since when can you not catch a groundball OR a popfly and since when can you not hit it out of the INFIELD? come on now. that was terrible. and our coach SUCKS. i've never seen a worse coaching job in my entire life. CATCH A GROUNDER OR A POPFLY HERE AND THERE AND MAYBE WE'LL WIN NEXT TIME. my god.. oh and the people i snapped at in the dugout.. umm i'm sorry nd all.. but also since when do you talk to people who are pissed off? especially me. oh and newsflash ladies.. umm when you hit the ball, you're supposed to run.. unless i missed something? yeah. well we lost.. to a team we're so much better than. but hey it's cool.. i got 2 triples and got walked. so you know. whatever..

i never really write how i feel, or what is going on in my life 'emotionally' or what not in here [even though this is a 'diary' and that's what you're supposed to do] because quite frankly i don't think anyone really cares.. they all just wana know so they can go gossip and spread it around you know? but then again who really cares what goes on in my day either? i dono.. for once i'll tell you how i feel. 1. i haven't seen brandon in a week and haven't talked to him since monday. i don't know what's going on.. i heard scotty said some stuff down at the pool around him which isn't very surprising considering he's thought my business is his to tell the world for a very long time. although what he said isn't even true.. but i just hope brandon doesn't believe anything scotty says because that's well, ridiculous. and i love brandon more than anyone.. yea 2. my dad hates me and always sends me ridiculous e-mails and complains of buying me a one dollar water bottle for me at the one softball game of mine that he came to. wow what a dad.. can't buy me something over a dollar and sends me hateful e-mails all the time. fabulous, huh? nothing new. 3. on a positive note.. i have the best friends in the whole entire world. duno what i'd do without them. especially kenda--i've never hadda better friend than her.. kay i feel like i'm complaining about my life though and i know people have it worse than me so imma be quiet now. later..

this morning i got to school and everyone was like pouring outta the building and the fire alarm was going off. so i got off the bus nd went with lerahn jr nd cassidy into some trailor with bryce fletcher brent jermaine nd some other dudes til we could go back inside.. which wasn't til like 8:4O.. it was ridiculous. people thought it was a senior prank because like when the alarms were going off about 5 of the redneck seniors rode in on tractors with rebel flags.. lol but really it was just a coincidence that an AC unit thingy blew up on the same day. lol but yeah.. i'm glad it's friday but i woke up so late today but oh well. i hope i can hang out with brandon tonight.. i haven't seen the kid in forever! i missss him lots! or i might go to the movies but haven't decided what i would wana see nd stuff.. still gotta see mean girls* though! everyone said it was good. then tomorrow i havva game in the mornin' and i really hope we win so we won't have to play two more games that day. then on sunday if we win then we play sunday evening! meg is bein' a meany >:O but i still love her! lOl. i havva math test next class.. i think. i don't really remember.. oh well. i gotta 95 on a quiz in math we got back yesterday! that's dang exicting considering that class is very hard for me! gotta go.. byee

hOlA aMiGaS.. duno. well i didn't write yesterday but man the weather was being a tad bit bipolar and couldn't decide if it wanted to scare the crap outta me by storming or make me happy by not storming. it finally decided on scaring me all night. i saw my KELLY BELLY* last night though down at the pool! that made me happy.. i miss that girl! but anywho.. i didn't havva softball game last night, we don't play again till saturday! today my bro came to school with some other college people and they were talkin' to AP Calculus and Calculus classes and i went and saw him after 2nd and it was rather odd seeing him in my school. haha but then in the middle of 3rd i went and got lunch money from him so i could eat because i forgot my purse.. so you know. i just stole JR's* hat and he didn't have time to try nd get it back from me because the bell rang so haha he doesn't get it til the end of the day.. i could just go straight to my softball meeting after school nd not give it back but i guess i'll go see him at the end of the day nd give it to him like the nice little girl i am! =D haha actually i don't want it because it's a Georgia hat.. nd i don't like Georgia. well it's gona be lunchtime soon.. nd that's my time to get fat. byee

only 8 more days! and 7 after today! haha. yay you can count shannon. YA anyways. we def. whooped up on some milford booty last night. i believe the score was.. 16-4.. somethin' to that affect! now we don't have to play till saturday! after the game i raced one of candice's guy friends who thought he could beat me? HAHAHA. that's all i have to say. :P then i got me some dippin' dots nd went hommme! then i watched my shows on discovery* of course then went to sleep! i just got outta the shower so i gotta do my hair! byee ya'll

too much gosh dern homework these days. anywho. today of course i got more projects to do.. and i gotta start studying for finals because i'm dumb. and yeah i have softball every night this week but it's cool, and an excuse not to study. yayuhhh. :D well i havva game tonight at 8:45 again and it better be on time! EOCT testing is now over for me.. thank god. soo boring. i took me a nap in computer apps. because i was so god dang tired all day because i didn't go to sleep till like 12. but anywho.. math was math. came home and definitely couldn't get my garage door open for like 9 tries.. i felt so retarded just standing at my garage door soo.. helpless. but it worked.. finally. haha well i just got done with algebra homework.. now i gotta do lit. nd spanish! later days ya'll. [[jesse moment]] =D

we won our first coke classic* game 22 to 5 against sandy plains. our game was supposed to be at 8:45 so me nd alexia got there at like 7:3O and we definitely did not play till 9:45.. so i didn't get home till about 11:3O so i'm really tired.. but happy we won! and we're playing again tonight at 8:45 [[hopefully it'll start on time]] and we better win because if not then we have to play every night for the rest of the week and i don't want that 'cause i gota start studying for finals! soo yehh.. i didn't make allstars but i don't really care! just makes my summer that much more fun! :D good luck to everyone who made it! kay well i gotta go do my hair! havva great day everybody.. katie* alexia* emma* ya'll are histerical. always got me laughing.. ya'll are the best ladies.

well after my last entry i went to sleep for about an hour and a half. idk why.. i've just been really tired lately. guess i'm just ready for summer* but then when i woke up.. me nd my momma nd dave [[ughh]] went to Cold Stone* and got some ice cream! of course i got the biggest thing you could get of Birthday Cake Remixx* and i thought i was gona throw up. but it was still good. anyhow.. afterwards i came home and did a lil hw.. a.k.a talked online. and it was freaking storming. ughh i hate storms. people called and asked if i was ok though. that made me feel [[special]] haha. but then my bro finally came home and helped me with my algebra homework because i'm dumb and i don't get it no matter how many questions i ask and no matter how many problems i work. so oh well. hmm then i woke up this morning. and went to school. it was so incredibly long and boring.. but only 9 more days. yess and i just got done doing my homework because i havva game tonight and when i get back it'll be wayy to late to even considering doing anything. alexia is coming over at 7 'cause we're taking her to the game. yayy i might hang out with bl* sometime inbetween then but who knows. havva great night! oh and the title, haha. i hope i don't make all*stars 'cause i know who the coach is and i don't like him too much. but i don't really have to hope not to make it 'cause i highly doubt i did considering how big those girls were. but that's good 'cause i can do without the 5 days/week thing in the summer. okay byee

well tryouts were only 2 hours. but we did drills nd stuff.. there were like 33 people there nominated out of like 12O.. so that was cool to be in the top people. i think i did pretty well, caught everything and my hitting was good. but i just don't know if they're gona like pick all the big people or not. because i'm well.. small. haha but i'm not like horrible at it. if i don't make it, it's no big deal. 'cause they're only choosing 13 or 12 people out of that 33 so whatever! lol. but for my regular season team.. we have our first tournament game of the coke classic tomorrow at 8:45 at Al Bishop park. that should be fun.. i hope we play our best. well i came home after waiting 2O minutes on my brother to get there.. he's slow. idk then we went to dairy queen and wally world then i came home nd talked online nd eventually went to sleep at like 1.. and got up at 8 for church. gave my mom her Mother's Day* card nd stuff then went to piccadilly. and here i am! i am debating on whether or not to lay out.. i really need to even out this farmer's tan.. people in my sunday school were makin' fun of me. o.O they know they love me. haha laterrr..