i never really write how i feel, or what is going on in my life 'emotionally' or what not in here [even though this is a 'diary' and that's what you're supposed to do] because quite frankly i don't think anyone really cares.. they all just wana know so they can go gossip and spread it around you know? but then again who really cares what goes on in my day either? i dono.. for once i'll tell you how i feel.
1. i haven't seen brandon in a week and haven't talked to him since monday. i don't know what's going on.. i heard scotty said some stuff down at the pool around him which isn't very surprising considering he's thought my business is his to tell the world for a very long time. although what he said isn't even true.. but i just hope brandon doesn't believe anything scotty says because that's well, ridiculous. and i love brandon more than anyone.. yea
2. my dad hates me and always sends me ridiculous e-mails and complains of buying me a one dollar water bottle for me at the one softball game of mine that he came to. wow what a dad.. can't buy me something over a dollar and sends me hateful e-mails all the time. fabulous, huh? nothing new.
3. on a positive note.. i have the best friends in the whole entire world. duno what i'd do without them. especially kenda--i've never hadda better friend than her..
kay i feel like i'm complaining about my life though and i know people have it worse than me so imma be quiet now. later..