tyler richardson was my last relationship! i was practicly in love with him! he was perfect for me! he made me so happy, and made me feel smart! its been almost a year now since we have broken up, and i still miss him and think of him all the time! Every one tells me to get over him, but its not that easy to get over some one that ment so much to you! sometimes i wish we can be together again but i know that will never happen, because he is over me! now he kinda treats me like shit, and i do every thing i can to make him happy, witch i know that is wrong, but i cant help it! I try to explain to him how i feel and that i still have feelings for him, but he just wont understand! i need some one new but i dont want anyone else but him! he made me relize thing, things i never new! some times he confuses me because he makes me think he wants to be with me! but then again he makes me think he dosent! im so broken with out him he broke my heart and its really hard to fix it right now!

have you ever felt that feeling, the one that just makes you wanna sream! i hate that feeling! i feel like that right now! i guess because im stressed about everything, friends, boys, family!

"something to think about.... Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason someone would hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you , take a look again. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks. So if you are a loving friend, send this to your real friends on your list"

hey everybuddy im happy my kelis not moving. yahy. now im could hangout with her.....i miss her and everone else... but ill see them soon. i will and if any of u wanna hangout then just comment me or call. im here sitting down petting my kitten tinkerbell... i love her she is so cute. when i wake up in the morning and open my dooor she runs in and goes straight to my landry basket and takes a sock out and runs out of the room with it. now i have no socks.lol. i love her my lil kitty.but any ways yeah. i talked to joey he is so sweet. but were just friends cause it wouldnt work out when he lives all the way at catalina island. so were just friends. but i still like him im going to visit him soon me and amanda are.. and i cant wait till we do. im so happy cause my amanda is not sad anymore.well ill let u go buh bye love you all

omfg!!!!! i am so happy i went to keli's house yesterday and spent the night i am so happy i saw my keli.. i missed her it was cami's b-day. she is so so soooooo pretty no perfect.... i love her. she is my lil sweetheart.lol well me,keli,cami,marina,blair,taylor,ian,kyle,and i for got the other kids name was there but her was adorable. me and keli piggedout on tamalas.mmmmmmmmmm they were good. lol. o the weirdst thing happend when i got home i was sitting on the couch and my mom came in the living room AND STARTED HUNGING US (ME AND MY SIS) and said dhe love us she was all i love u samantha. she never ever said i love u to me only when i was a lil lil girl. i almost cried. i was so happy today and yesterday was the best day ever... well i g2g i love u all buh bye hope u all have fun for the rest of the summer......

yesterday it was fun i went to the movies w/ amanda cato, tylor richardson, and cody amandas cusen.it was fun we all went but as friends we saw the notebook. it was so cute i wish a guy loved me that much u have to watch it. well after that we went to the park u know the one across the post office. we saw cody firguson and kenith. i havent seen them in like a long time. well after that we walked to the beach me and amanda went to put are feet in the water. and i splashed water on here and she splashed some on me, she fell in and her clothes were sooked and i felt bad so i fell in on purpose. it was fun cody and tylor were sitting on the sand they didnt want to get wet. i havent had that much fun in a long time i was so happy.

u all know i l ike this boy since 4th grade... and im going to tell u how it was when i first saw him. ok it was like the first day in 4th grade and it was early in the morrning and the bell havent rong so i went to get breakfast in the thingy i eat it and then went out side and i was walking down the side walk thingy and i saw him and he was smileing but he wasnt at me i guess one of his friends said s/thing funny but that was the first time i saw him and seen him smile. it was so weird cause i stoped right then and IT WAS like couldnt breave. but all that weak i didnt eat or do any thing my mom thought i was sick and was thinking to take me to the doctors... but the next day he talked to me but the words that came out of his mouth were the same words that wlays came out of his mouth ewl whos that she has cudys... hehehehe and ever since then hes always teased me but once in a long while he'll be nice to me... but i still like him and i cant get over him only if he new how i felt and how much i like him but im afraid if he new this he'll hate me more.. what do i do? now i never see him smile and when i do i fell like so happy it makes my whole mounth only if he liked me back. that would be cool but he dont and i tell my self that ever day i say samantha josh dont like u get over him. but i cant i always think i have a chance. but i dont if i did i would have him. but im ugly he dont like me well i write more later love you all ur all beautiful.. o and read im sorry its like the 3rd one down

im not saposed to love u im not suposed to care im not saposed to live my life wishing u were there im not suposed to wounder were u are or what u do, im sorry i cant help my self i fell in love with u by:not me its by casandra but its so cute i love u all this poem is for all my friend

surgar and spice and everything nice thats what little girls are are made of! frogs, snails and pupy dog tails thats what little boys are made of!

~ does ur mom says she loves u? mine never has it sux. i feel abandoned.thats why u should say i love u to people cause they probly have no one say i love to them. and yeah i love roland. i love keli. i love amanda R. i love arrika. i love chelsea B. i love alyssa R.and i love u. hahahahaha. so yeah well ill let u guys go, good night and o and sweet dreams.ttyl ~