u all know i l ike this boy since 4th grade... and im going to tell u how it was when i first saw him. ok it was like the first day in 4th grade and it was early in the morrning and the bell havent rong so i went to get breakfast in the thingy i eat it and then went out side and i was walking down the side walk thingy and i saw him and he was smileing but he wasnt at me i guess one of his friends said s/thing funny but that was the first time i saw him and seen him smile. it was so weird cause i stoped right then and IT WAS like couldnt breave. but all that weak i didnt eat or do any thing my mom thought i was sick and was thinking to take me to the doctors... but the next day he talked to me but the words that came out of his mouth were the same words that wlays came out of his mouth ewl whos that she has cudys... hehehehe and ever since then hes always teased me but once in a long while he'll be nice to me... but i still like him and i cant get over him only if he new how i felt and how much i like him but im afraid if he new this he'll hate me more.. what do i do? now i never see him smile and when i do i fell like so happy it makes my whole mounth only if he liked me back. that would be cool but he dont and i tell my self that ever day i say samantha josh dont like u get over him. but i cant i always think i have a chance. but i dont if i did i would have him. but im ugly he dont like me well i write more later love you all ur all beautiful.. o and read im sorry its like the 3rd one down