Listening to: RHCP- Other Side
Feeling: abused
i cant type someone save me and open there selfe to me before i got CRAZY!?!?! im drunk so WHATEVA i hate myself for what i try to be...... plz why dont people like me? if you are from AIRDRIE then plz comment i am really not that bad of a person, i just feel so rejected..... the screeen is black and blue.
how are you? I am fine, wish you would be mine :) I now smell like pine because of the fire that i stood alone beside! fuck i cant even communicate how i feel. how can I when im supposed to be normal. arent you all the normal anyway???? im not fucking normal at all.... my thaughts would not even be coherent to you right now. i wish you were in front of me right now so i could meet you instead of just youre words typed on a little screen. i feel so scared and so alone.... and i know why i do. its because of what you feel right now. im so against the norm its not even funny. all you pop-punk boys and girls should follow me and NOT follow ANY NORMS. like you wanna be different but dont have the courage to be truly yourself... WTF dont love me, dont even like me.
ciao bella
Amanda
But things will get better! ..eventually