Man my life sux... I am living with my dead best friends family cause my mom diserted me 4 her boyfriend right? well you know our good friends social services? they decided it was a good plan to make linda( ty, my dead friend's mom) to become my legal guardian or else i have to go to a foster home or move to Victora /w my crazy ass dad..... like wtf? how does this help me in any small way? GRRRRR why the fuc should i even try? im so frickin lazy... i cant get a job, i fail school and i stay up all night! It would be alright if i had some friends but all i do all day long is sit RIGHT here and get nothing done all day! im gonna become a bum anyways, why be a burden on society for my suffering? i truly believe that i will never be completely happy for the rest of my life.... dude i cant do anything acceptionally well, i suck at guitar even though music is my life im inept physically and mentally! FUK