Well, my name is Amelia. I've had a few diaries on here. But, I have been away from this site for quite some time. I met so many great people on here. And I hope to reunite with those people, and make tons of new friends. :) Okay, I should maybe tell a bit about myself, eh? Well, I live in a small town in Minnesota. It's got a mix of 'hicks', 'preps', gangsters, and 'goths'. I, myself, would be classified as a 'goth' or 'freak'. Yeah, I'm pretty weird, I giggle at the sight of blood, I'm morbid, I wear a lot of black and red, I'm not a christian, I wear pants with chains and loops on 'em; but none of that makes me a 'goth'. I just wish people in this town could understand that. Gah. heh But luckily, no one in my town will, most likely, ever find this diary. So I can pertty much say whatever! wee! Anyways, I have a wonderful, amazing boyfriend, Bobby. We're going on being together for 7 months. This Saturday will be our 7 month. I love him with all of my heart and soul, and I forever will. He's my savior, my love, my light, my dream come true. He means so much to me. I would give up my life for him, in an instant. I know that many will say that I'm 'too young to know what love is'. Not true. I sure as hell do. I have had conversations with married adults about the love that I feel for Bobby. And they've always told me that they were 'blown away' by how mayure I sound while talkig about it. I'm not exactly, completely sane either. I have an ongoing list of disorders and mental diseases. Great fun(*insert massive amount of sarcasm here*). Some that are, more embarassing than others. I just, would like to find some people on here that I can relate to, maybe. I'm a big believesr in magic, the wicca/pagan religion, faeries, dragons, elves, nymphs, all that good stuff. I love it all. I believe in wishing on shooting stars, faerie circles, blowing the 'fluffers' off of dandelions and making wishing. I'm actually quite childish, in my own innocent way. heh I love dancing in big feilds, and picking wildflower. I love dancing and standing out in the rain. Making out in the rain is great fun, too. hehe I'm not a virgin, and I'm not afraid to admit that on here. Yeah, I know I'll probably get a few 'slut' comments, if I even get any comments period. But, I lost my virginity to my current boyfriend. We plan to be together for the rest of our lives, and even if we're aren't, I don't regret losing it to him(or, I like more, giving it to him). I wouldn't take it back, even if I could. I wouldn't have wanted anyone else to have that. I'm just glad that this thing is 'secret'. Because, enough people in my town know already, no more need to know. heh But... not much else really to say, I don't think. Atleast, I don't think that there is. Well, I think I'll post of few pictures. :) Always, Mel