Vegans! God damn Vegans. As part of the most hypocritical group of people on the Goddamned planet, Vegans believe it is their God-given right to look down upon other people's diets, and people in general. What is it about being a Vegan that makes you such an asshole? Beats the hell out of me. The worst is when those PETA members get their panties in a bunch about KFC for the millionth time in the last month or so, so they gather their signs and protest out front of the closest KFC they can find, hoping to change the way things are done. KFC as a corporation rakes in untold amounts of money each year by feeding deep-fried goodness to average folk who just want to eat some dead animals. Do they really think that a handful of teenage girls protesting out front of ONE store is really going to make them sit back and rethink things? Morons. And what's worse? Their Goddamned stickers and posters that they paste everywhere, trying in vain to gather support. When I was in high school, one of them once covered my locker door in stickers, for whatever reason. Possibly because they knew I was a carnivore, and thusly awesome. I eventually found out who it was, and had the bastard suspended for vandalism. Why am I such a dick? I had the decency to keep my opinion to myself. Vegans are the most opinionated and downright furious, bat-shit crazy group of people I've ever known. I cannot fathom what they think gives them the right to throw buckets of blood on people, and draw horrific posters and comics. And they think I'M a dick because I eat meat and keep it to myself? Fuck you. And I bet they never took a look at what went into all those fancy clothes, shoes and things they wear. There isn't one Goddamned thing they wear or even eat that doesn't come from an animal. Animals, even the smallest of pieces, are in EVERYTHING. Those plants you eat all the time? Fertilized by soil filled with dead animals. Those boots? Leather. Pants? Filled with cotton fibers from animals or plants fertilized by dead ones. Has it even occured to them that plants are living things too? When they give me shit about eating animals, I like to give them shit about printing their posters on thousands of dead trees that are brutally hacked down and flattened into paper. When they retort by saying that animals live, eat and breathe, I counter by saying that plants also live, eat and breathe. Maybe not in the most conventional sense, but it is fact nontheless. The result? They get fed up and walk away while I gloat in victory. I win. Normally I wouldn't care, but the fact that they're so Goddamned opinionated and vocal about it pisses me off. I can't stand being in a restaurant, and a Vegan gets a plate of food that someone forgot to take ONE piece of meat out of, and they announce loudly to the whole building that they're a vegetarian and REFUSE to eat any meat at all. You know what bitch? No one cares. Now shut up so I can enjoy my steak.

You now what I hate even more than people? People who make fun of other people. Taunting is fun, don't get me wrong, because it takes balls to taunt somebody to their face. Taunting is the distant cousin of Making Fun Of, but taunting requires doing it to someone's face, which is a totally different subject. Making fun of someone is a total act of cowardice, and requires only that you make malicious comments about someone when they aren't around to defend themselves. Spineless indeed. Take those guys from high school who read comic books for instance. I was one such kid, who was forced to hide his interest due to insensitive pricks. I've grown up considerably since then and now I don't care, but the fact remains the same. Comic books is actually what got me reading as a child. My dad gave me a Batman comic (which I still have), and I went to town, reading and immersing myself with everything I could get my tiny hands on. Since then I've grown up quite a bit and have amassed a decent collection, one which I still ready through from time to time. Geeks, as they were commonly referred to, is what those AE jackasses and their slutty girlfriends used to call them. Luckily for me, I was also a Metalhead, and had a LOT of Metalhead buddies looking to crack some AE Kid skulls for making fun of people. If ever I heard a AE kid, or Jock or otherwise making fun of a Geek, I'd flip that AE Trucker hat right off the top of his head and call him a "frosted hair shithead" in front of all of his friends, before degrading him so bad he'd just say "Fag" and wander off, his feelings crushed. I cannot fathom the audacity of these kids. Does wearing a fucking pink American Eagle shirt give you the right to make fun of someone because of their hobbies outside of school? No. You guys are jocks who get naked in a room full of other dudes before getting all sweaty running around outside (or inside), before going to take a shower together. That is the GAYEST thing I have ever heard of, a fact that I brought up more often than I remember when dealing with kids like that. They spend so much time naked around other cocks and asses that a documentary on sports could easily be confused with a prison film, and the Geeks are the ones that are gay for reading comics? Fuck off. And on that note, at least have the balls to say it to their faces. Only watch out. Almost all of the comic book guys I knew in high school knew some form of martial art, and could easily throw down and kick some SERIOUS ass if pushed the wrong way. Hey, I know that if one of those guys gets pushed too far and comes to school with a gun and starts blowing people like those AE kids away that I'll be just fine. Will you?

Hmm... Apparently when I indicated that this would be updated often, it was sporadic at best. Oh well. In any case, the Fierce Deity has returned. With a lot of revelations since the last time this was updated. People still suck, and they're still morons, but I have a genuine hatred of people that was even worse than it was even the last time I updated this thing. Through all the ups and downs of life I've noticed one common factor throughout all of the human race: We're all idiots. Myself included. I'm not about to start ranting with a "Holier than thou" attitude, because I hate people like that. Like men who spin lies and wild stories about themselves to attract women, only to have the girl fall in love with the story they are, not who they REALLY are. When it all crumbles down around you, you have nobody to blame but yourself, shithead. Why not just tell the truth? Is it REALLY so hard for people to just be honest? My God, to tell the truth in ANYTHING that people do nowadays is as rare as finding someone who actually uses common sense when making a decision! And women who are just plain dumb. Before I go any further, women are NOT dumb. Like most men, children and elders, some of them just have the IQ of my desk. As a "for instance", girls who knowingly date douche-bags. The fake-tan motherfuckers who wear American Eagle trash and those bug-eye sunglasses that are traditionally worn by women (ie. Jersey Shore type guys). They party endlessly, and when they catch their boyfriend with some other dumb bitch, they cry for WEEKS and claim "he was such a nice guy!". Uh, no he wasn't lady. I hate to burst your bubble, but your man was a DOUCHE. And then you know what they do? They take him back. And he does it again. Its a vicious cycle, one that repeats endlessly. Its no wonder that the genuinely nice guys out there get the shit end of the stick. Nobody ever gives a genuinely nice guy a second look! Because as much as people suck, there are nice people out there. There aren't many of them mind you, but they ARE out there. Nice men and women who would never lie to their spouse, never say mean things, never get drink and hit them or abuse them at all. But the constant stupidity of the human race keeps bringing us around to the people that will treat others like shit. Why? God only knows. I refuse to believe that the Good Lord upstairs put the human race on the planet so we could be treated like shit. Because Lord knows that women who date douche-bags and are thusly treated bad by one are the ones that make those e-mail forwards like "20 Things an amazing guy would do" and other such tripe. If they want a man to treat them right, like the e-mail says, GET RID OF THE DOUCHE-BAG. Christ on a bike! Does that confuse ANYBODY else out there, or is it just me? And there's WAY more to this complex net of morons. I have scarcely scratched the surface. But that is another rant for another time. I can't possibly rant about this anymore without giving myself a stress-induced headache. God people are stupid.

I hate popular kids. How is it that just because you wear bright coloured American Eagle or Hollister shirts you're better than everybody else? Just because you have the cash to throw around 100 bucks for a pair of jeans doesn't make you better than anybody else. But society seems to think different! The Goth kid who wears all black, or the bright coloured American Eagle kid? Society will tell you to avoid the Goth kid, because they're wearing all black, and thusly must be evil and fit to avoid. But the American Eagle kid, shower them with attention! If they're mopey for whatever reason, shower them with attention! Let them know that you're there for them! But alas the kid in all black. Despised by society, they are left to brood by themselves. Sure they cope, but why do you think that we're all so bitter, and cynical? Talk to your friends the American Eagle kids. Better get them outta my way before I punch them in the face. In a way of a "for instance", my dad could die soon. My mother is sick. My sister is confused about herself, and is in a daze half the time. I am incredibly lonely and without friends because of society, and on top of that, people avoid me. People I once trusted. An American Eagle kid I know feels like his heart is being ripped out and its not funny. Umm...okay? Welcome to real life pal. But oh no! The American Eagle kid is sad! Let's all feel bad for him and hope he gets better! Let's completely ignore the kid who has no one and is feeling real pain. I hate people.

2:28 PM I hate people. It strikes me as odd how people truly believe that no matter how much problems they cause in their own and other people's lives they've done nothing wrong whatsoever. They yell at people for things they have no control over, and leave them feeling insignificant and unappreciated. They go and start abusing drugs and other such things until their lives are on a downward spiral until they have to do some to get by day to day, and they blame it on everybody else. They go and toss lifelong friendships away because they start getting some from some bitch. People don't bother to open their eyes and look around them, and look beyond their own problems. They've got nothing on the kids and other people that have a real reason to despair. If they'd bother to take their head out of their ass and look around the world around them, everybody has problems. Everybody is so Goddamned self centered that they just don't give a flying fuck about anybody except themselves. People who think they've got it rough have everything they need. And those who think they've got it rough need a good swift kick in the ass. I hate reading in the news that some rich kid killed himself. They don't know what its like being the tiny kid who watches his mom buy drugs to get through the day, with the money she got from standing on the street corner. People don't know what its like to be the family evicted from their home and forced to live on the street fighting every day to stay alive. People don't know what its like to be the person dying slowly from some fatal disease they got simply from bad genes. People don't know what its like to live with abusive alcoholics for parents, or people who have seriously messed around with their kids. This happens all around us. The world doesn't just revolve around little Johnny, who was dating Sarah until she left him, and now he cries and looks at a knife like its his only way out. Suck it up you fuck. Take a good Goddamned look at the world around you and realize how much better off than other people you are. Maybe instead of carving yourself you could dedicate your free time or otherwise unfilled calendar to helping these people, until they have as much as you do. Imagine that, looking beyond your own problems to help people out, other than yourself. And don't you dare critisize me of not doing the same. The kid who bought a bunch of homeless guys a fuckin meal because they had gone days without food. Made some poor kid's day by handing him a 20. Talking with abused people and comforting them in their time of need. So the next time you start pissing on about how rough you've got it, or you're thinking about dragging that knife across your wrist because of some girl (or guy), or you're thinking of putting that bottle or joint to your lips in an effort to rid yourself of your supposed hard life, think about the people around you have got it so much rougher than you'll ever have it. Don't choose to do something stupid. The world would be a better place if the people stopped worrying about themselves and decided to help about somebody else. Even just a "Hey, how are ya?" to somebody who is down and hurting could save their life. Choose to help somebody.

The Fierce Deity is back! With nothing special to say really. Except its been an incredibly long time since I updated this. Been through a few girlfriends since last time, none of which worked out. Made an effort to get with a few girls since that time, none of which worked out. Damn. It sure has been a downer, that's for sure, but whatever. It not like anybody cares anymore. I haven't met anobody who has even been remotely interested in how things are with me whatsoever. And that's heartbreaking to know. But I dunno. I'm still working hard on trying to find somebody to be with, even if only for a while. And that seems to be harder than I expected, especially now that I'm getting older and people are just getting crazier. But hopefully the Fierce Deity won't be walking alone anymore. But in the end...he always does.