you ever wonder what your life would be like, if not for these little instances that change things slightly. bad decisions, wrong turns, seconds too soon or too late, the wrong words, losing your cool, getting too drunk for your own good, thinking your tough, hurting yourself, hurting other people more, not saying goodbye, giving instead of taking, faking it, lying to save your ass, talking shit, leaving, hesitating, being afraid, not believing, wishing . when i look back at the life i've lived, is it strange that i can remember the bad more clearly than the good?