summer is over. OVER. i can't believe it. this happens every year..at the end of summer I'm always looking back and saying "wow, it went by so incredibly fast." but then again I guess time flies when you are having fun. and I had a ton of fun this summer. although I got nothing accomplished that I wanted to. but that seems to always be the case with me. I don't know what it is about summer, but just the weather is enough to make me happy. It could be the worst day ever but to be able to drive and see the sunset with all the beautiful colors and just how peaceful everything looks makes it all worth it. it almost makes me want to move somewhere where I will be able to wake up every morning with the sun shining through my window. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I don't know what it is, but its just a feeling I've been having that Its time for me to leave my town. and move somewhere else. perhaps another state. i have a feeling I'm going to just wake up one day feeling spontaneous and decide to move my life in a whole new direction. I tend to not think about practicality too much when I make decisions because if I did, I would never do anything. thinking about winter approaching depresses me. I truely do not like it. At least I did change for the better over the summer. I really learned to appreciate everything. and when I say that I mean appreciate being able to live the way I do and to see the things I do. meeting new people all the time. going new places. I appreciate the small things. and i think that is something a lot of people should learn to do.