what is one of the most important things to me? i've realized. making memories. everything i do, i want to remember. my friends sometimes don't understand my need to get out and go places and do things. it's because every night I feel like I need to make the most of it and by the end of the night I want amazing memories that will last forever. does that sound dumb? because if i sit at home all night, what do i have to look back on? that night is not going to stand out in my mind. it will just become lost. with all the other uneventful nights. but I don't just remember, hey i went to a show. it was fun. this is what I do: im at a show....and I just get in this zone where im completley cut off from everyone else. and im just in my own moment. I take it in. everything. the surrounding. the feeling im having. the smell in the air. the sounds. and i make sure to take a mental visual picture. and when I look back on it, my mind goes straight to that picture and it's almost as if I'm in that moment again. I try to do that at least once when im doing anything. it's almost like im literally capturing that exact moment in time so I have it to look back on. yeah, maybe im just weird....