Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I’m always wrapped up in things I cannot win What I really meant to say Is I’m sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep it always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I never meant to be so cold