*I hope everyone gets what they wish for on there special day!* It’s my birthday and I haven't wrote in a while but I will soon but I’m busy sry ttyl While time flys by, all the world can see what I have to say to you from me... when you keep your deepest thought for you only to heard.... It’s hard to face your fears with tears... I hate to break the news.... but I can't take the fuse.. I hate to tell you this on my birthday but I feel like I just need to let it out I wrote this letter a couple nights ago.... ok "Hey I haven't answered your calls kind of for a reason. I’m a little bit pissed off at how you think you don't know me anymore and that I’m kind of just stuck up my boyfriend's ass. When its only been a couple of times that I would even bring him up because I would listen to you talk about your girlfriend's or want2bes.....I'm sorry that it seems like I’m not there for you or what not I guess its kind of like (I don't care)... I’m sorry we can't be together and I think its best is we just stop talking because you even said yourself that you wish you never met me that way you wouldn't feel how you feel about me now... I'm sorry its my fault, I moved , but you new I was moving and all I did was try to be there for you and for you to put me down the way you did the other night it made it seem that you thought I was never there for you because I moved and I’m with Wes! I don't think it will ever be right I kind of get the feeling I’m holding you back from alot of things and yeah I like talking to you when your not talking about stef/heather/kayla... or whatever but I kind of think it just might be best for me and you to stop talking because I know you'll alwayz have thoughts feeling but I love Wes... and I know you know that and I know you wouldn't do anything to break us up but I think you can't accept that fact or maybe you can but don't like it... I am not one to hold you back on your love life or whatever... All I wanted was to be friends with you but deep down I feel like it will never change with you. You hate when I talk about Wes and I can't help but stick up for him like I do because I love him and if you loved someone like I love him or like you loved heather and you were dating them....you would feel bad it you talked to someone you loved you like they did but idk put yourself in my position... you don't think its hard? I know you care about me but you and me both know it not going to work and if it was suppose to happen we'll find out in the long run....I can't help the way I feel... I think its better is we just stop talking I’m just another problem in your life and I’m sorry I can't be who I am and you like it...So what if I have changed I think the only way that I’ve changed is by having a strong feeling for another and not you... Me and you kind of never were friends we just started going out and I was crazy about you...And I hate to break up the friendship just as I did the relationship but I think it’s for the best.... I'm sorry