I really don't know anymore, I have given up hope that I am ever going to meet someone. Maybe it is just me being in my depressed state of mind, hell I really don't know. I do know that it sucks being stood up and it sucks to be used(not that anyone has in a while, but still), and it also sucks that I am told I am too nice all the damn time. I really don't know anymore. I do know that all I have going for me is my job, my health, and my family. I don't have any friends where I live that I can go and hang out with, it sucks going to places when you can't go with someone that you know. And most of all it sucks being lonely all the time! I don't ever go and do anything, all I do is go to work, come home, go eat supper with my dad, come back home and that is it! I need some excitement in my life, and I wish that I could find someone that would be willing to have some excitement with me. But, I really don't know anymore! I know that I need friends to get me out of the house because I am starting to go crazy being at home all the time. Well, I guess that is enough whinning now, so I am gone for now, but not forever, I'll be back! Much love, peace and happiness to everyone!