Uhh so here i am again erasing all of my enteries, i told myself that i wouldnt do this last time i did but lifes been changing alot latley. lifes been difficult and not as easy as it has been, summers been pretty good but things are going slow right now since im in trouble and cant do much. i miss shay and nick my 2 best friends. i havent been doing much latley. my boyfriend broke up with me. i was sad for like day but no im over it, i always think that when im with someone and its good in the beginning that there like the one but then wen things are over and im over them in like a couple of hours i know it wasnt ment to be,but he was being really immature about this whole situaion he blocked me from aim, and deleted me from the space.. it was just a break up sheesh. but whatever. i keep falling for boys that i shouldnt too. i like this boy that lives like 30 mins away from me why would i put myself out there and like someone that lives far from and i know that nothing will happen, just the talks we havve are amazing and it makes me think and keeps me thinking.. like something good will happen ya know? and im getting bored, i havent met any new people, i love all of my friends but sometimes it time to meet new ones. i wouldnt change anything right now. and the people that are closest to my heart are the best thing i could ever ask for. i love my 4 krew for life, without shay and nick and brennen and wel myself i would be where i am todya they make me laugh non stop and help me forget about the bad things in my life.