well last night me and my friend matt got into a fight. he told me that he kissed a girl and i told him that i had a little tiny crush on someone. but the thing is that he kissed a girl i only have a crush. it pissed me off. and i was going to ask matt out i was already to and everything but he doesnt no that and im not going to tell him. so yea me and him are fighting right now. and we agreed not to talk for like 2 weeks or so. so we get over it but im not going to getover it. he broke my heart. and i think thats the first time i ever cried that much over a guy. but this time he went too far and i dont think im gong to forgive him. i really dont want to forgive him. he didnt even think about how much it would hurt me. that pissed me off the most!!! i cant believe it. i loved him and he told me that he loved me but he kissed another girl so obvisly i didnt love me. he just wanted somthing that he can never have. well thats all for now. ttugl. bye!!! Until You, Without You Always feeling alone, until you I didn't love myself, until you I didn't care about life, until you I never held a friend's hand, until you I never told a friend that I loved her, until you No one had ever held me for no reason, until you No one had ever truly known me, until you Lying in the darkness, without you I don't know who I am, without you I don't know what to do with myself, without you How did I ever get by, without you How did I ever find comfort, without you Would I have ever seen my true self, without you Would I have ever known true friendship, without you thats for matt if hes reading this because he really hurt me really bad.