so today i was with riley untill 5pm...i when to his house watched suicide girls cuz i wanted to...[[one day i wanna be one,they are sexxii]] then we made out and had sex....then like an hour later i was tired and was on his bed and we started all over agian lol then had sex again lol i got him addicted i think lol but now i have really bad cramps...but it was all worth it..cuz i really see myself with him forever...i really think he is my soul mate...he calls me beauitful even when he knos i dont think i am ...i love the way he holds me and kisses me and trys to make everythign better when i am upset...i just wish he never let me go cuz he would of been my longest bf yet in my life....this month would of been a year....

he is my zombie to my brain..<3

but today my threpst alexis...never kno i never cheated on anyone befor and she was suprized that i am faithful....and i belive in fouls [[wedding]]...i dont understadn why she was sprized...its just how i am even thought i have been used abused and cheated on alot in the past i will NEVER do that o anyone it is rude and wrong..

right???

one day i wanna get married....but i kno i cant have kids..due to some problems...