Today really was a sad day for me. it really did feel like i was losing a lot, even though my life iddn't really close persay. i mean i'll live. All through today, i walked around school like my normal routine and saw all the people i passed by everyday. Familiar faces that i never met, or ones that i knew but stopped talking to and ones that i conversed with daily. I thought about all these people, these seniors that are going to graduate in a couple of days and how today is their last day here. Throughout the day, there were so many of them that i wanted to say bye to, to give one last hug or one last word to, but i never got the chance. Either i didnt' see them again, or they were too far away. It made me really sad to think that this was my last chance, and if i don't go, i'll probably never see them again. it's also really sad to think that while i'm thinking about how much i'll be missing the seniors, is how much they are probablyu going to miss EACHOTHER. and that in exactly one year, i'll be doing the same thing. But i tried to forget about that beacuse it makes me not want to be a senior. I don't want to not be able to see people like kristin, andrew, eddie, arya, danny, and melody at least every other day or ever again. it's quite a depressing day, and i didn't really truly understand the meaning of not appreciating someone until you almost lose them. there was especially this one person that i got to really say goodbye to, but in the end i had to turn around and leave and not look back because i was about to cry. and of course i didn't want them to see because of course, it's a secret. there are some people like andrew speer that i will never forget, who woudl of that that this person whom i saw as a bitter and mean guy at the beginning of hte year turn out ot be someone so caring and undescribably nice? i will never forget kristin kresse and kim miller. kristin's crazy and very humurous lity compensated for kim's pessimistic views. Their awesome freindship, is somtehign tha ti want in the near future with tanaka and antoinette. they're type of friendship really mirrored something that i'm sure tnaka and antoinette and i will come to share someday. of course there's eddie who was always made fun of me in speech and debate, yet i withstood almost all of htem, and i sitll love him. He was one of bte nicest boys that i met this year, and i think someday he'll make a wonderful pennsylvania girl very ahppy with his niceness and guitar playign skills. and speaking of speech and debate guys, adam renz will always be the guy that cracks me up. his sense of humor i bet will get him far in life. and oh yea his bsing skills will really help too haha. i will enver ever forget his sense of humor and his charasmatic personality. what a guy. and how could i forget arya, whom i walked with after school almost every day with sarah. our quick two minutes across the bridge and light but amusing conversations are the ones that i will cherish. i forgot to write it in his yearbook, but he had the best fashion sense that ever walked the face of this earth. i wish i could have dragged him shopping with me one day. there are so many more, btu the more i write, the more i want to cry. and oh yae, i have to make kristin kresse give me graduation tickets so maybe then i can really see all the seniors off.