hey guys, i forgot my password and it was taking too long to get a new one. it was faster to set up a new thing all together. any ways. i'm really pissed/hurt. my cousin Clark (we means a lot to me) was caught with acrap load of drugs, actually it was one drug. now he's at juvi and i have no idea when i'm going to see him again. i generally dont care if ppl do drugs or not, but this...he's my family and the closest thing to a good brother that i have. now the family isn't going to trust him, or be very found of him for a while. what i dont get is why he didn't tell me. he had plenty of chances to say "o btw Kae, i've been doing drugs for a while and blah blah blah." he knows i wouldn't like it, but i wouldn't tell on him and i wouldn't feel so betrayed now. i'm debating if i should punch him. be pissed at him, or forget all about it the next time i see him. i know for certain that i am not going to take on the motherly role of "why did you do that? dont you know that bad for you? etc." he already has people to do that, and i am not going to be one of them. on a more happy note, i was going through these pictures i have from intensives last year and i found a few really goood ones of Logan. it makes me happy! he has pretty eyes *thinks about his eyes for the next 5 mins*. SHUT UP SIE! i know i'm being crazy! to save you all i will move on. actually i have a history project i REALLY need to finish. lots of love, ~Kae~