Monday Taking care of a mermaid-obssessed four-year-old with only two barbies and a tub of water has some VERY interesting results. I should NOT have worn a white tee-shirt. Tuesday Registration! Yay! My schedule is: History 1 with Ken Newspaper with Danielle College Prep with Karen Chemistry with Jack Gym Hockey with Troy Geometry with Jen Wednesday Boooooring. We had an all-school meeting, that dragged on, and then we had counselling groups, which REALLY dragged on, and then we had a class meeting. Jamie is the new class president (yay, I don't have to do it anymore :P), Rosie is vice president, Dieter is secretary and Bryan is treasurer. Thursday Our class went to the food bank and packed frozen pasta :P It was fun. We had two different sides, and naturally the guys turned it into a competition. But that's okay, because our side won! Our side packed two and half HUGE boxes of pasta, and the other side only packed two, and we were still done before them :P Friday I had a headache today, so I stayed home. Not like we were gonna do anything exciting anyway. And I had an eyedoctor's appointment. We ordered a year's supply of contacts! Ugh, and I had my eyes dilated. I friggin' hate that. Okay, that's all.

Aaaaah! Collin's friend (FUCK, I can't remember his name for the life of me...) just called Fox a jackass! *tear* I know he was just trying to help Collin out, but... FOX IS NOT A JACKASS! Fox is fucking awesome! Grr! Wow. This is just sad. Ugh. And this is the product of lack of sleep, continuous cursing, staying up late on my sister's computer, taking care of a four-year-old for four hours, and having a doctor's appointment. I blame that for my incredibly psycho and overenthusiastic rant about a comic strip. :P

Aaaahhhhh, I cannot WAIT until the fifth movie comes out!!! I was kind of annoyed with the casting, but now... HELENA BONHAM-CARTER IS PLAYING BELLATRIX LESTRANGE!!!! How fucking awesome is that?! She's so perfect for that role! It's so cool!! I can't wait!!! AAAHHHH!!! I love Helena Bonham-Carter so effing much. That's just awesome. Gah, I'm so happy. ....I might've posted this before. I'm having a slight case of deja vu.... Oh well. :P It's kind of funny, because we were talking about it in SDL during fourth quarter, before they switched the person who'd be playing Bellatrix. The girl before was kind of ugly, which I don't think fits Bellatrix at ALL--I always imagined her as beautiful but evil. (Probably because she's related to Draco.... God.) But now they replaced that lady with Helena, and she is the PERFECT fit for it. Hee! ^.^ Wow. I'm getting a little too excited about that. Okay. Nothing's going on with me. I have writer's block, which sucks, because I was hoping to get this next chapter out soon, but that isn't going to happen. So, yeah. That's about it. TTFN!

Something happened. I got to hang out with Sandra the other day. It was nice. We went on a walk around the neighborhood and got some food at McDonalds. I missed hanging out with her.' And guess what. I felt nothing. This is good. It's been a year since the stuff between her and I happened, and I can finally get over it. But now I'm confused, too. I don't know if I'm over what happened with her, or if I'm over her in general. I don't know if I still want to hang out with her. And I know I probably shouldn't, but I know she needs someone to help her out, and I've always been practically the only good influence in her life. I don't know. I'll think about it. The problem is, I've come to the conclusion that I'm not gonna hang out with her anymore several times before, but I never had the guts to tell her I'm done with her. And I don't know if I can do it now. I'm too fucking nice. Grr. Anyway. That's all. I'm done. TTFN!

I'm sick, and I'm miserable. The entire family has a cold. And it sucks SO BADLY. What the fuck kind of summer is this?! School AND colds?! Something's not right here. I'm kinda bummed right now. I'm sick, I'm tired, and Breaking Benjamin has disappointed me, yet again. After my doctor's appointment (which was ACTUALLY tomorrow--thanks, Mom) we went over to Best Buy so I could get their new CD, Phobia. See, I'm old school. I drove across town to buy a CD when I could've downloaded it for the same price (only cheaper, because of gas), because I'm dedicated to this band. And what do they do? They let me down. Yeah. This CD isn't that great. The plus side, though, is that it makes me like Saturate a lot better :P But, I'm sad. A few of the songs are alright, but generally, it wasn't worth buying, and it sucks because I've been waiting for this CD all summer! Argh.... And it all started with Chad. Fucking Chad. Breaking Benjamin kicked so much ass until they replaced Jeremy.... Wow, I'm still bitter about that. Ergh. Anyway. Okay, back to depressing shit. LaRee called me the other day and I didn't answer, because I'm not ready to talk to her yet. So she left a message on my cell, and she was really upset and crying. Apparently, she talked to Zack and he told her why he broke up with her, but she didn't say anything else. But it didn't sound good, by the fact that she was crying.... And I haven't called her back. I know she needs someone to talk to, and I really want to talk to her, too, but... I don't know. I can't just sit there and listen to her talk about how much she loves Zack anymore. And I'm not ready to tell her how I feel. Anyway. Different shit. I had a doctor's apointment... a while ago. The doctors think I have sleep apnea. It's incredibly unnerving. You would think sleep apnea is a big deal, but suddenly it went from having trouble sleeping to heart disease. It freaked me out. But the doctor said that sleep apnea can actually be the reason that I've been having a hard time losing weight. I really don't want any surgery or anything, but fuck, if it's gonna help me sleep better AND lose weight, I'm all for it. So yeah, the apointment I went to that's actually tomorrow was at the sleep clinic. How fun. I get to sleep for them. Okay, I have a hard enough time sleeping in my own bed, but I can NOT sleep in different places. That's just not gonna work. But Mom moved that apointment to next week, so hopefully I wont be so phlegmy. And I have an eye doctor apointment on Friday, and I already had two doctor apointment, one to establish the sleep apnea, and one to draw blood. *Sigh* So many freaking doctors. Actually, I can't wait for my eyedoctor apointment. That means I get new glasses ^.^ I have two UBER annoying scratches, one on either lens, and I've had them for a LOOOOOONG time, and I can't wait to get new, scratch free ones :D And on Friday, mom is waking me up at 8:30 *barf* and taking me to the DMV so I can take the test and get my permit. A little late, I know. I hope I get my license by next summer. Then I can get a job that might actually enjoy. Okay. Really long entry. Wow. I'm done now. Bye. TTFN!

“I love him, Sie. I really love him.” She has no fucking idea how much that hurt. Why the fuck do I still feel this way? I thought I’d gotten over her a long time ago. After she turned me down. But… I still love her. I know I didn’t use that word before, I know I NEVER said that I love her before (in anything more than a friendly, sisterly way), but I’m saying it now. I FUCKING LOVE HER. And she’s in love with this jackass who totally used her and broke her heart. God…. The way she talks about him…. The way she talks about ME…. I don’t get it. She talks about him like he’s a fucking God. She’s always saying how he’s always making her feel like she’s beautiful, like she’s worth something, like she’s loved. And then she tells me that I make her feel the same way…. So why him? Why a guy that lives in Nevada, who BROKE UP WITH HER, instead of me, who’s RIGHT FUCKING HERE, who could never DREAM of hurting her, who she says makes her feel the exact same way? I don’t get it…. I didn’t even realize how much she still meant to me until she said that. “I love him, Sie. I really love him.” God, the tone of her voice…. It was like her heart was literally being ripped from her chest. Like those were her dying words. And I felt like I was getting the shit beaten out of me. It bad enough that she’s falling apart. Now I’m falling apart too, when I’m the only person she can turn to, and I can’t even tell her how I feel. Because she turned me down once. And even if she DOES reciprocate, I’d just be her fucking rebound. And she means too much to me. I wouldn’t be able to stand being with her if I didn’t mean just as much to her. I told her to call me anytime, whether I was sleeping or not. Now I wish I’d told her I couldn’t talk to her anymore. I think the next time I hear her voice, I’m gonna break down. And I CANNOT handle that right now. God. She keeps telling me she “loves me like a sister.” I fucking ahte when she says that. I give ANYTHING for her to think of me like she thinks of him.

I don't know why I'd updating. I don't have much to say. Okay, never mind. I've got a lot to say. I just don't really feel like saying it. I've been thinking about it for a while, and I decided that Tweek is not worth my friendship. He's used and hurt almost all of my friends. While he may be a good friend AT TIMES, he's just not worth the effort. I was furious at him for a while, because he hurt Jordan. Now I'm just tired of being angry. I'm past angry. I'm just done. I can't handle him anymore. And I don't want to bother trying. More upbeat now. I went to see The Heists at Bitoz last night (or Friday night...) for their second real show. We drove out to Eagle River and got Sakae, and then she spent the night after the show. It was fun. This show wasn't as good as the last, because they got booked a day in advance and got hardly any time to practice. But I just love hearing them. They're wonderful. Some shit happened at the show, but I don't feel like talking about it right now. I've got a bad feeling about all of it, and until I get word of Minoka, I just... don't want to think about it. Anyway. Something else! I'm working very hard to become a vegetarian. Not an easy task! I dunno if it's gonna last, but I'm going to try it and see how it goes :P This is because, 1) the Buddhism beliefs against violence, 2) the stuff Mathew Lush said on his MySpace page, and 3) it's a good way to lose weight :P Summer school is out in 5 days!!! Yay!!! Okay. I'm gonna go, I'm geting tired. TTFN!

Okay, a lot more upbeat than my last entry. Sorry about that. I just watched Beautiful Thing (which I bought forever ago but never got around to watching....) It was so fucking CUTE!!! Ahhh! I wanna watch it again, but I'm gonna give myself a couple hours before I do :P Ah! It's wonderful! I love British gay guys!!!! Wow. I'm getting WAAAAY too excited about it. I'm gonna go now. *** Okay, I wrote a poem yesterday. It's crap. I'm still working on it. But I'm gonna post it anyway. I want to fall a hundred miles, and to break a thousand smiles; I want to drown in black abyss, just to feel one final kiss. I want to die a thousand deaths; to exhale that one last breath. I want to break all that's true, just to bring me back to you. Yeah. Crap. Comment if you want. Tell me how crappy it is. :P

I'm fucking depressed. I don't want to be, but.... God. I'm a shitty person. I cannot get Kyle and Sandra off my mind. I know it was nearly a year ago, but I still hate myself for doing that. And I hate Sandra, because I told her how much I loved Kyle, and she still went after me. And I hate Kyle for turning me into such a fucking idiot. But I miss him. So much. And I want to make things right, even though he never knew they were wrong. And I can't decide what to do. I need help. What's worse: keeping a horrible secret that feels like a lie, or telling that secret at the risk of hurting someone, or many people? Sandra not being here doesn't help. At least when she's around I don't have as much time to think about things involving her.... I know that sounds incredibly stupid, but it's true. We've been able to hang out since all this happened, and I've been fine, but ever since she landed herself in rehab, I've been so fucked up. I fucking miss her, but I know she's bad for me, but I don't care. I know I shouldn't be around her anymore, but I need to, at the same time. I've known her for almost seven years. seven years! How am I supposed to just forget about that? I do want to.... I do, because I know she's just ruining me, but I can't. It's so fucking complicated. Anyway. I need to stop talking about this shit. It's depressing me. Jess took me out to dinner and to Best Buy on Sunday. I got the She Wants Revenge CD (love it :D), The Movies expansion pack, Sorority Boys, and Saved! I'm happy. Then we went to Denny's. We both got skillets, or "bowls," and they were fucking GOOD! I'm going to Denny's more often :P God. The biggest bitches on the face of the planet eat at Denny's, I guess. First, there was this group of 20-year-olds (or so) that were sitting about four tables away, and this one girl starts bitching out the waitress because their food took too long, and according to her there was no cheese on the chili cheese fries (even though her friends said otherwise...), and she got all pissed off and called the manager and started a huge scene in the middle of the restaurant. After they left, though, it got even worse. There was a family sitting across the room from us, with four or five kids, I think. The dad... God, he was the biggest jerk ever! The oldest girl didn't finish her meal, so the dad told her brother to hit her. And he kept yelling at them for stupid shit, and then he'd start yelling even more because they weren't paying attention. Jesus Christ. I wanted to shoot him! Both Jess and I were apalled. It was horrible! Anyway.... I'm gonna go, do something....

I think back to when Kyle and I were together, and I think that I really loved him. But then I think back to what happened with Sandra... while Kyle and I were dating... and I wonder how I could do that him if I really loved him. And then when I think about Sandra herself.... I don't know if I love her, or if I'm in love with her, or if I was but still have just a little bit of feeling for her now, or if none of it is really love, just... pity. I don't know if I love her, or if I just want to help her. But either way, I don't want to feel it anymore. I want to get over it. She's put me through so much shit. I don't know why I still feel it. I really hope she doesn't read this.

Summer school sucks. I don't like the people there. At all. They're all homophobic preps. And it's THREE HOURS A DAY listening to these homophobic preps yell across the room about their makeup. I. fucking. hate. it. Anyway. I'm gonna stop bitching. I found out today that Kyra is working with Jess. I find that entertaining. After school some day soon I'm gonna stop by the camp and hang with Kyra for a while. I miss her. We haven't hung out since she left Steller. And I feel really bad about that X( Okay, I started a series of my own stories. That's right, they aren't Harry Potter fanfics! They're my own, original stuff. They aren't that good, though. I basically just started writing them to get me in the mood for writing my own stuff. I figured I should start doing that since Harry Potter will be over soon.... But these stories are basically about embracing death through nature (loosely based off the romantics' ideas of nature as a way to communicate with God), and they all have a lot of nature with a little modern twist. Sounds emo, right? I didn't realize how emo it was until after I started writing them.... Anyway. Tweek didn't know who Eve 6 is. Either he's deaf, or he just doesn't give a shit what I have to say. And I'm thinking it's the latter. :P Okay, I'm gonna go to bed soon. G'night. TTFN!

You heard me. I'm totally lesbian today. I just took apart my bed frame on my own (which is no easy feat. That this is huge). I'm rearranging my room, and I'm sick of that huge-ass frame taking up half the room. So I got bored today, and I started dissembling it. And now the living room is a total wreck because I put everything in my room out there :P I'll post pictures once I'm done moving everything. It's gonna be cool ^.^ Anyway. Drastic change to my SitDiary! Yeah, I know it's purple and pink.... And believe me, I wouldn't put purple and pink on my diary for any other reason but this: purple, pink and blue are the bi pride colors :P So, yeah. I'm gonna put up some cool pictures from the MySpace group Isupport soon. As soon as I can, anyway. SitD is being a bitch, as usual. Okay, I know it's been over a month since I've last posted. Actually, almost two months! But I've got stuff to talk about now. While my friends are going to Hawaii and California and other places this summer, you know what I'm doing? Sitting in an old classroom in East with an annoying teacher who doesn't go by the Steller philosophies! That's right, folks--I'm going to summer school. And Sandra's out of rehab. I haven't even gotten a chance to hang out with her yet. We were supposed to hang out on Monday, but she didn't answer the damn phone. I think I'm gonna give my old desktop computer to Sandra. I don't use it anymore, and she doesn't have a computer, so.... Yeah. Anyway. I'm gonna go. Gotta keep working on my room :P

I'm fifteen today!!! WOOT! *** Examples of brilliance in my group of friends: Okay, first one. In SDL. Bryn and I were listening to Panic! at the Disco on my mp3 player. Bryn: "Can you skip number two? I don't like that one." Me: "Sure." So, we listen to the CD (we listened to the last few songs first, because they're the best), and when it got to number 2, I forgot to change it. And aobut halfway through the song, I remembered, and pressed the "next" button. Bryn: "What are you doing?! Why'd you change it?!" Me: "You don't like that song, Bryn!" ....... Anyway. Next example of brilliance. Sakae and I were hanging out in the airlock after school. A new student was being interviewed, and the interviewers were showing him around the school. So they brought him into the airlock. David: "This new student is going to be in the tenth grade next year." Sakae: "What grade are you gonna be in? Are you gonna be in our grade?" .....Yeah. Anyway. I just thought that was funny :P Bye.

Okay, it's been a while since I updated. I just haven't really felt the urge to write about my life lately. I guess I just feel like keeping things in my head instead of on a website.... But I'm gonna update anyway :P I went to see Take the Lead with Bryna and Malcolm at Century today! I love that movie. And I think we were annoying people in the theater, because Malcolm was sitting between Bryn and I and we were whispering really loudly to each other :P It was funny. My birthday is in three days! Yay! I'll be fifteen.... Cool. But my mom is kinda freaking out about it. She's like, "Oh my god, my baby is fifteen...." Anyway. I might flunk out of Steller!!!! Shit shit shit shit. I need to get my ass in gear. Very badly. Urgh. Panic! at the Disco kicks ass. I miss Jordan. Way too damn much. I have a new idea for a story. I'm working on the prologue right now, but it's really hard to write. It's switching back and forth between the present and a flashback, which makes it a little more difficult, plus the fact that I'm not that great at writing beginnings. So, yeah, it's difficult, but I'm about halfway done. The next chapter is probably gonna be really hard to write, though.... Anyway. I need a name for it. Grr. I wish Jordan would get online. Cause he could help me with the name. Okay, I'm gonna go. Bye.

Yay!!!! Overnighter was on Friday!!! Yay!!! Okay, it was pretty sweet. I went to the Dimond mall with LaRee, Sakae, Bryn, Becky and Chelsea. We went to Hot Topic first, and I got a rainbow pride wristband, and I really wanted to get a shirt that said "taste my rainbow" and the third season of Invader Zim, but I didn't have enough money. Then we went up to the theater to see She's The Man. It was sooo much better than I thought it would be, and Amanda Bynes is friggin' hot.... But at the movie, everyone except LaRee and I already had their tickets, so they went into the theater while LaRee and I got our stuff. LaRee bought our tickets and I bought the treats. Then when we got into the theater, LaRee asked me if we could sit away from the group. So we did. But of course, me being the idiot that I am, didn't realize that it meant she wanted to be alone with me, until about the middle of the movie, so I sat a seat away from her (which I usually do during movies). It was the fucking dumbest thing I've ever done. I just keep thinking, "What could've happened if I hadn't sat a friggin' seat away?!" And now I can't help but wonder if she thinks I don't like her anymore. After the movie we just kind of wandered around. Most of the stores were closing so we only hung out for a bit, and then our group ran into Sid's group so we all sat down and I talked to Ella and Sid and Kelli for a while. Then LaRee and I had to go find Sam, Carmelle and her friend, because they rode with us. We all went back to school and we met up with Max and the rest of our group, and we went into to Bob's room, but we had to leave because it was the R rated movie room and Max didn't get the fucking permission slip for it in. So we went to Ken's room and hung out in there all night, save for when Sakae, Max, Timmy, Bryn and I went to see Rocky Horror at midnight (YAY!!!) and part of Fight Club (which got fucking cut off at the middle because they were serving breakfast and cleaning all the rooms, it pissed me off). Yeah, it was cool. Oh, and it made me so happy! Once during the overnighter, Sid came and tracked me down so he could talk to me ^.^ It made me so happy. We rarely ever talk anymore, and I miss him, but it always feels like I'm the one that starts to conversations and stuff, so it made me soooo happy when he came and found me. Then he played me a song he wrote on Minoka's acoustic :P It was the song that he wrote forever ago that I was completely in love with.... Yay! Okay, anyway. I gotta start working on homework. Bye. TTFN!

I'm about an inch away from having a mental breakdown. First, LaRee IM'd me, and she kept telling me that I was a bitch, but she wouldn't tell me what I did wrong or anything. So I told her that when she feels like elaborating on that, she can e-mail me, and then I blocked her. I fucking hate it when people do that. Especially when CLOSE FRIENDS do that. I've lost enough friends because they decided to be assholes like that, and I really don't want to lose LaRee like that, but at the moment, I'm not very fucking fond of her. Then I called Sandra, because I really needed to talk, because I was pissed and confused and annoyed with LaRee. But Sandra wasn't there. Her mom picked up the phone and told me that Sandra's being sent to North Star tomorrow, and that she's gonna be there for a long time. Her mom is a fucking idiot. This is, what, the third or fourth time she's gone there? Does her mom not realize that it ISN'T FUCKING WORKING?! She needs something stable, for Christ's sake! North Star isn't gonna fucking help her, just like it didn't fucking help her before. I don't know why this is eating me up so much. I should be fucking used to it by now.

Okay. I'm bitching about this a lot, I know, but things just keep getting worse. Okay. Things are really awkward between LaRee and I now, which is the last thing I wanted. We hardly talk at all. And now I think she's trying to avoid being alone with me, because every time we talk on MSN, there's someone else in the conversation, and if that person leaves, LaRee always says that she has to go. Ugh. I don't know what's going on, and I'm confused, and annoyed, and frustrated, and I just want things to go back to the way they were before. Anyway. Let's see, something good. It's spring break! Woohoo! I'm having a sleepover on Monday night. I'm inviting Bryn, Carol, LaRee, Sandra, Sakae and Chelsea. It's gonna be cool. Zack is in town!!! Yay! I don't know when I'm gonna get to see him, though. *Sigh* I'm really worried about my grades. If I get below a 2.0, I'm out of Steller, and I won't be able to stand going to Bartlett, not even for a year. I CANNOT go to a different school.

Ok, seeing as how I have no life to talk about, you're stuck with just a quiz (until I get a life....) ANSWER TRUTHFULLY... 1. do you like anyone?: Yep. 2. do they know it?: Yes ARE YOU... 1. simple or complicated? Complicated. But I don't appear to be that way to other people. IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU... 1. Had sex: No. 2. Bought something: Yep. 3. Gotten sick? Yep 4. Been hugged?: Yeah. But not enough. 5. Been kissed?: Yeah, probably, my Ella 7. Felt stupid: Ehm, probably. It happens a lot :P 8. Talked to an ex: Just Jordan (but I need to talk to him more!!!! GET ON, DAMMIT!) 9. Missed someone: Lots. 10. Got drunk: No 11. Gotten high: No. 12. Danced crazy: Lots :D 13. Gotten your hair cut?: No, I'm growing it out now. 14. Watched cartoons: Um.... I don't think so. Maybe. 15. Lied: Yeah, occasionally. RANDOM... 1. Nervous habits?: I fiddle with things. 2. Are you double jointed?: No 3. Can you roll your tongue?: Yep 5. Can you cross your eyes?: Yep 6. Do you make your bed daily? Hahaha, yeah right. If you saw my room, my unmade bed would be the least of your worries. 7. Do you think you are unique?: Kind of. HAVE YOU EVER... 1. Said "I Love you" and meant it?: Yes. 2. Given money to a homeless person: No, but I've given food to a homeless person. 1. Do you swear?: Duh 2. Do you ever spit?: ....When I'm brushing my teeth :D 3. You cook your own food? Sometimes 4. You do your own chores?: Yeah 5. Did you get laid today?: ...I wish. 6. You like beef jerky?: Ew, no, it's gross. 7. You like pepsi or coke?: Pepsi. Coke has a disgusting aftertaste 9. You're happy with your hair? No. I hate it with a fiery passion. 10. You own a dog? No, just an insane mutant cat. 11. You spend your money wisely?: Define "wisely" 13. You like to swim?: Yeah, but I don't really get the chance to very often. 14. When you get bored do you call a friend?: No, I don't like phones. 15. Are You patient?: Yeah. I'm a very patient person. DO YOU PREFER... 1. flowers or angels? : Um....Neither, actually. Well, in the non-religious sense, angels. 2. gray or black?: Both, depending on my mood 3. Color or black and white photos?: Grayscale, they're just more classy. 4. lust or love?: That's a tough question. I could go through my whole life a be happy without finding real love. So lust, I guess. 5. sunrise or sunset?: Sunrise 6. M&Ms or Skittles?: Neither 7. rock or rap?: Rock, I detest rap almost as much as I detest republicans (yeah, you heard me) 8. staying up late or waking up early?: Staying up late, except that then my mom nags me about it 9. being hot or cold?: Depends on my mood 10. Winter or Fall?: Fall, it's beautiful, and I don't like that much cold. 11. left or right: Right 13. having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends: 2 best friends, I don't really like people that much 14. sunshine or rain?: Rain 15. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Vanilla. But only if it's really, really vanilla-ish and/or has toppings :D 16. boys or girls?: Girls 17. vodka or jack daniel's?: Don't like alcohol.

Okay. MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just wrote a whole long entry, and the dumbass mouse my dad bought clicked the back button!!!! FUCKING A!!!!! Okay, here's the jist of it. I think I might be a lesbian. LaRee said that she likes me but she isn't ready to date yet, which is frustrating, but I'll wait if she wants me to.... There. *** Okay, my internet on my laptop isn't working. Dad switched to ACS instea of GCI, so GCI cut off our cable thing. Now dad's trying to set up wi-fi for Jess and I, but it isn't working. So we're all stuck using the downstairs computer. Grrrrr.

It's funny how you can have the worst day of your entire life, and then one great thing happens and you can't help but smile for the rest of the day. That's how today was. First period was alright. Second period was pretty cool, as usual. Fourth period sucked ass, as usual :P Lunch was awesome. Bryn, LaRee, Sakae, Max and I hung out in Ken's room. It was fun. We just talked about sex the whole time :P Fifth period was pretty kick-ass. LaRee and I hung out and talked all period, as usual ^.^ But yeah, the day in general kinda sucked. But then.... Right after class, Max came down the hall and found me, and pulled me into Danielle's room with him to tell me something. and guess what she told me? That LaRee told him she likes me. I can't wait 'til tomorrow. I'm gonna ask her out. TTFN!