I had such a great Saturday. I woke up at around 10 and Julie got here at 11:50 and then we arrived at Catie's at around 12:25. We were the first ones there besides her and Sammay, so we just hung around for about a hour. Then we played games and I learned that Julie and I like baby food and that Julie sure can chug fast through a baby bottle. lol. I won two candles. I sure was proud of myself. After that, I went back to Jules's house and then we went to Vestal to pick up some things for Sammay P's birthday. We went to Wal*Mart and had some gay guy ring us out. He sure was funny lol. Then we went to Fashion Bug and Halmark. T'was Fun. Then, we met Sam and Carl at the bowling alley and called Steph, so her and Chris came. I had a ball. I usually can't bowl, but I didn't do too bad. I ended up with like a 75 or so. lol. I had two strikes. I was so happy, and like 4 spares..Carl was getting mad because I was tied with him for a while, but he ended up going past 100. Stupid jerk lol. Just kidding. After that, we went to pizza hut and had that new pizza bites pizza. It wasn't too bad. I learned our waitress hated SammyP because she gave us dirty plates and gave Sammay a root beer instead of a coke lol. Then, Steph and Chris left, and Julie Sam Carl and I went to Cassy's. I met Arthur, and he is really nice. Nevaeh is so darn cute lol. She sat next to me on the ride home. Sam Cassy Julie and I had to go to a motel to pick up Hannah and Beth. I didn't know it was Hannah, or else I would have talked to her. She looked so much different. She got so pretty! I miss her. Her and I will have to hang out sometime very soon. Then, we had to say goodbye to Cassy and I am going to miss her. We all need to hang out sometime soon again. lol. Then, Sammay took us back to the bowling alley so we could get Julie's truck, and I had to say goodbye to her. I wanted to cry...it was the most fun I have had in forever. A girls day out. I missed them too. Then, Julie and I went and crashed at her house and then woke up so here I am at my house now lol. xoxo I miss you girls Love kAtt goign to write in my myspace about "chronic liars" THANKS KYLE FOR LETTING ME KNOW THE TRUTH! I APPRECIATE IT IF YOU READ THIS!

Today was a very bad day for me. Why, I am not so sure, just everything that went wrong did. So I'm really waiting to see her so I can really punch her in the face. Oh trust me, no one is going to be able to pull me off of that girl. Never has my hatred for someone been so strong. White Trash is what she is. Shane and I are partners on some stupid Gov't project. I don't even want to do it. We have the electoral college. Who cares about it? I don't want to make a poster. Get over it. I hate kleptomaniacs. They should die. A lot of people should actually. (For a complete list my screenname is dramaqueen05127) So today was a cutting evaluation. Ashley said I didn't do bad, just to watch out for some missed hairs. So, I was glad I did the cut right. I have a lot of trouble with it. That is why. By the time NOCTI comes, I should be a professional. lol. I'm mad about AI. There is some website trying to forge voting, so that the bad people will stay, and the good people will go home. That makes me so mad. I hate America sometimes. Did I mention the fact that I hate white trash? Especially ones who can talk behind my back but not to my face? Yep. I definitely love it!

1.what is your name? KATHLEEN 2.what is your favorite color? PINK 3.what is your favorite thing to do? SLEEP 4.who is your best (guy) friend? SHANE 5.who is your best (girl) friend? MELISSA 6.do you believe in love at first sight? NO 7.are you in love right now? NO 8.if you are in love then with who? -- 9.what is your deepest darkest secret? IF I TOLD YOU THAN IT WOULD NOT BE A SECRET, NOW WOULD IT? FINE. I HATE TRAILER TRASH. THERE. 10.if your a (guy) what is one thing in a girl that attracts you to her most? 11.if your a (girl) what is one thing in a guy that attracts you to him most? NICE SMILES AND HONESTY 12.what do you look for in a person more than anything? HONESTY 13.would you ever (not) talk to someone because of only there looks? NO I TALK TO LINDA 14.if so then why? 14.if not then why? WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE HAS NO IMPACT ON THE PERSON YOU ARE INSIDE 15.whats your biggest fear? SLEEPING AND DYING ALONE. 16.whats the one (big) thing you've said or done and was not sure how the other person would react to it? BREAKING UP WITH PEOPLE. 17.whats one thing you did and felt really courageous about it? I CAN'T REMEMBER. I GAVE BLOOD..AND I AM TERRIFIED OF NEEDLES. AND I WENT FISHING ONE TIME, AND I AM PETRIFIED OF FISH, SO I FELT GOOD ABOUT MYSELF FOR GOING THROUGH ALL OF THAT. 18.do you have a crush on someone? NO 19.if so then who? 20.have you ever kissed this person? 21.if not...then do you want to? 22.if you don't want to then why? 23.do you think you are a good friend? COULD BE BETTER, BUT WE ALL COULD. 24.whats your biggest regreat? MY EXES. 25.did you lie on any of these? NO.

Well, I just got done watching American Idol. T'was a grand experience, let me tell you : ) My boy blue did great. He sang about "graduation coming soon" and my mom was like "Kath he's singing that to you" I was like "I know mom, you don't got to tell me twice" lol. Can't wait for the wedding ; ) So I guess Bucky is probably going home. Too bad. I love the Buckster. He is such a nice country boy. I would have babies with him if Elliott wouldn't get mad. Elliott has been working on his teeth, they were really white and a lot straighter today. So, today was a boring day. I'm really tired all of the time now. I do not know why. I found out Amanda is the one who was running her mouth to Sam. Yes, Amanda. The one who "doesn't want to get involved in any fights and "thinks" she knows who told Sam that." Um..If you said it, than wouldn't you think you'd remember? Retard. Fuck best friends with her. I don't need her in my life. I feel so bad for people. That poor Richard kid on the bus. Heather was going to throw a spitwad at him, but I told her not to. She said she hates him because he stole money from Chris D, supposedly. After like 8 of them beat him up. I'd steal his money too. How people can do that is horrible. I mean sure there are some people who I would beat the shit out of, no questions asked (for a list i/m me), but I would never hate someone for no apparent reason. I'm really good at judging people usually, and the kid keeps to himself and does nothing to anyone on the bus. I don't understand why people can be so cruel. When she told me that, I started listening to OLP - Life, and tried not to cry. It seriously broke my heart. Tomorrow, I shall talk to him if Jeff is not driving the bus. Poor kid. Mom says I'm like one of those people who has to try and help everyone. Like if I see a dog or something, I always think I can save everyone. But I've come to my own realization that some people can not be saved. (for another list, i/m me) So I've been talking to Jason, and he is ***SO*** nice, and he has a lot of the same interests as me. And, he can keep my attention. We all know how hard that is to do. He shares my love of 80's hair bands. Is it love or what ;-) Just kidding people Just kidding. You know I'm married. Um..so I hate trailer trash. What a closing argument that shall be. Love Kathleen xoxo (PS. I got a pic of Shane's butt..shall post later))

Well, today is Valentine's Day. I got really cute cards from Katie, Kim, and Dominique. I guess all in all it was a good valentine's day:-P Kim got these beautiful flowers from her man. He's so nice. I talk to him on the computer. They are such a cute couple. haha. They make me so jealous for being so damn cute:-P So, Stacey and Mrs. Teetsel worked on her dress today. They got kinda far. I got to be the designated picture person. T'was cool. lol. I love to take pictures. Hopefully, the dress comes out nice, because Stacey has put a lot of time and money into it. Mr. Delano pissed me off today. He basically accused me of cheating. He can be such a jerk sometimes. Like, why would I want to cheat? He's so ugh..stupid lol. He really makes me mad. Whatever. I'm not going to kiss his ass like some of hte stupid bitches in that class. Let's not even talk about it. It will just make me mad. Amanda and I worked on our SALON PROJECT today in COS. haha. It looks pretty darn cool. Not really, but oh well. We made everything ourselves, so it's not like it looks totally shitty for what we had to work with. Oh well. As long as it looks okay, who cares? Tomorrow I am going to Melissa's and then maybe on Thursday we are going snow tubing. We aren't quite sure yet lol. We're too spontaneous to have plans;-) lol. I love that girl though. Seriously, I have SOOO much fun w/ her! The NAVY is going to be a blast! I had my first drill..but you can read about that on my MYSPACE so I'm not going to retype it all in here. So..that was my amazing..yet somewhat boring..valentine's day. Remind me and tomorrow I will tell you about Kyle after I talk to him tonight and let you know if there is anything to tell about:-) NOW FOR A GREAT V-DAY SONG Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I ripped out His throat And called you on the telephone To take off My disguise Just in time to hear you cry when you... You mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourn the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singin'... Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I don't know much at all I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight There was Police and Flashing lights The rain came down so hard that night and the Headlines read A lover died No tell-tale heart was left to find when you... You mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourn the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singin'... Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I don't know much at all I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight Tonight He dropped you off, I followed him home Then I, I stood outside his bedroom window Standing over him, he begged me not to do What I knew I had to do cause I'm so in love with you Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I don't know much at all I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight Tonight

So, I wrote Don a long email telling him how I felt about all of this, and he barely even said anything. He was probably high. So, fuck him. I don't need a guy. Hell, in a couple months I'll be gone here and to some amazing place, while all of these people are sitting on their asses making nothing of themselves, and being nobodies. I'm so excited to leave. I seriously can't wait. This is going to be so good for me. Kristi and I got into another fight. There's a shocker, I know. Her and I fight like we are married. I think I'm still mad that "supposedly" she told Ali that I wanted to do shit with her and Trent. And I'm not like that, sorry. Plus, I wasn't even attracted to Trent in the least bit, so why would I even want to do anything with him. That's just lowering my standards. Not something that sounds *too* appealing right now. I'm just mad that stupid rumors get started. I hate this stupid crap. I dislike Mr. Montross very much. I hate that he only yells at me for my nose ring, no one else. Amanda walks in with a diamond in and he says jack shit, I walk in with a clear one, and he taps my shoulder and rubs his nose. Get over it. You don't have me for class. None of my teachers complain. Grow up. Seriously. Plus, he's so fake nice. When Dennis was there he acted all nice, then when he left he was a dick. And he was mean to me this morning about Stephanie's locker. I didn't know my stuff was in there. Throw it away if you didn't want it in there. I don't effin care. God, that school pisses me off! So, I am not going to take hte ASVABS tomorrow. I didn't have a chance to ask mom. Plus, I do not think that I am ready. I want to do really good on it, so that they will want me even if I don't graduate from High School. Since our hours are due friday, i'm pretty sure I'm screwed. No graduation for me. Whatever. Fuck it. Love Kathleen xoxo

o. Middle name: -- Marie o. Describe what the city/town you live in is like: -- Small, nosy, clean, smelly like cow crap o. Obsessions: --Being clean (OCD) o. Last movie saw in theaters: --Dukes of Hazzards o. Favorite meal of the day (breakfast, lunch, or dinner?): --Dinner o. If you could speak any other foreign language, which would it be? --Spanish, fluently o. Craziest thing you have ever done: --I have no idea. I'll do pretty much anything I'm put up to o. Current best friend: --Amanda/Kayla/&Ali are my best friends o. Dream career: --Journalist in the Navy o. Where you see yourself in ten years: --As a successful journalist in the navy, helping people, with a couple kids of my own, & married hopefully. o. How you would choose to die if you were able too: --Doing something I love to do//Peacefully in my sleep o. Worst way to die: --In a fire o. What do you believe happens after death? --Heaven or the choice of reincarnation o. Cutest male or female celebrity: --Tatum Channing and Nicole Richie o. Movie that made you cry the most: --American Beauty o. Scariest movie you have ever seen: --None were extremely scary. The New Texas Chainsaw Massacre was the best one I've seen though. o. Do you own a cellphone?: --No, I do not. o. Longest phone conversation you have ever had: --I have no idea. Gary and I used to be on the phone for 3-5 hours at a time. Without stopping? probably 5 hours. o. Current pet(s): --2 cats (Chloe and Tiger) 2 dogs (Baby and Duchess) o. Worst fear(s): --Being lonely/Dying alone/Sleeping alone/Sharks/Snakes/Spiders/Heights/FISH/dry hands(don't ask) o. Dream vacation: --Aruba o. Favorite website: --Don't really have one. www.navy.com I guess. o. Describe how you look: --5'3, brown eyes, average build, short bleached hair. Don't know what else to say? lol. o. Favorite smoothie flavor: --Triple Berry o. Best day of the week and why: --Saturday. I can sleep in and stay up late. It ROCKS! o. Morning or night person?: --Night. Definitely. o. Do you want to have kids someday?: --Of Course I do. o. What would/did you name them? And how many? --I want a lot of kids. The names I have picked out are Alizabeth CarolAnn, Kendall, Trenton, and Noah. o. If you could live forever as one age, what age would that be and why? --15. It was my favorite age. o. What attracts you to a guy/girl?: --Nice smile and personality. Muscular arms. o. Favorite holiday(s) and tell about a memory from each one: --Christmas (Uncle Kirk), Halloween (Going out with Amanda and sneaking out of her house to go see Josh and Gary and I fell in the pricker bush at 12 am), Thanksgiving (Aunt Kim and my boys), Easter (The clues mom gave until we could find our basket), Christmas Eve (Church), My Birthday (my McDonald's party when I was 5)

And how many people want to kick some ass? I DO I DO And how many people are sick of holding it back? I AM I AM Sorry, decided to kick off my entry with some stroke 9. ♥ I love them. I truly do! Today, I did not go to school. I am so sick. I feel like my head weighs 100 pounds! I made cupcakes, five of them. I ran out of paper. And then I made a cake with the rest, but couldn't find the PAM or w/e it's called. That cooking spray crap. So I was not having a good day. Then, Ali came over because she was having some problems and needed someone to talk to. So she stayed for a couple hours. We went and picked Kayla up from bus, and I pulled my "psychopathic" thing on Rick. Hopefully, I got rid of him. He's a 26 year old creep. Or 27. Or how old. Anyways, -- he's weird --! Petty Officer Yun called. Someone told my mom about the NAVY. It wasn't me--so I don't know how she found out? Oh well. She was supportive though. She didn't freak out, which I thought she would have (which is why I didn't tell her in the first place). But, he wanted me to go take the ASVABS on Thursday, but I can't because mom has work. And she would have to take me there at 10 and then pick me up at 3, and I don't think she would be willing to do that. So, oh well. Next time though, I am sure. I can't wait. I want him to come back to school so I can tell him everything. I feel like shit. I don't think I am going to be able to go to sleep tonight. My head is killing me and I can barely breathe through my nose. It will be 10 times worse tomorrow though, I am sure. And Mrs. Bush wants me to do a perm wrap tomorrow. Um..no thanks. She tells me I always act like I'm sick. Pretty sure I told her that ONCE and she said that. I hate that lady. Almost as much as I hate Joe. And the rest of them. lalala. Talk to u all later! xoxo Kathleen xoxo ((THE NEXT BIG THING))

I've been doing a lot of thinking, and I am 100% sure that this is what I want. I am going to sign the papers sometime this week. I am going to bust my ass so that I succeed for this. It's not only something I want--but it's something I need. I want this more than I have ever wanted anything in my entire life. I will only be leaving my baby for 8 weeks. That's not bad? Then, she can come live with me. I need to get away from all of this stupid petty bullshit. I need to learn disipline. In all reality, I want someone to break me down and rebuild me to be stronger, smarter, and more successful. Who wouldn't want that? This is not going to change my beliefs. I will still stick up for what I belive in. I will not fight a war I do not agree with. I am doing this for the children. The ones out dying on the street. This is what I think God had planned for me. This is truly the break I have been waiting for all my life. Melissa and I are going to work out 2ce a week and bust our buns off. We are going to be the best Navy Girl Soldiers EVER Love, Katt xoxo

1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? I start it, and then I get in. 2.) Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle? yes, while I am waiting for my shampoo or conditioner to set. 3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial? haha. No. 4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? Yes I have. 5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? Never showered, used to all bathe together when we were little. Until I was like 4. 6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? No. That's so weird I never even heard of it before, until last week someone told me they did that. 7.) Have you ever dropped the soap on your foot? Once in a while I do. However, it is usually the shampoo/conditioner bottle. 8.) How old do you look? I look about 15. I have the voice of a 6 year old. 9.) How old do you act? That depends on who I am with and what we are doing. Usually, I am acting my age, but sometimes I get a little out of control lol. Like a little kid:-) 10.) What's the last song you sang? Oasis-Wonderwall 11.) Have you recently become a member of anything? Not that I remember. 12.) What are your plans for the weekend? Hanging out with Ali,Glenn,and possibly Donnivan. 13.) Do you kiss with your eyes opened or closed? 99.9% of the time they are closed. However, a couple times (.1%) I have opened them to see what it looks like. It kind of freaked me out though! 14) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? Yes. I stayed on for like..8 seconds I think it was. I was too short to get on it though, so it wasn't my fault! 15.) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating? No. I have horrible gag reflexes. I would gag myself before my finger would even get close enough to make myself throw up, if I really wanted to that is. 16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be? The girl who the pirates kidnapped DUH! 17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut? Yes. 18.) Have you ever been called a slut? Yes. And I guess in some people's eyes I could be. 19). Have you ever smuggled something into America? Nope. 20). Does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive? Not more attractive, but it's a plus. 21). Do you live in a city with a good sports team? Um. No. Definitely not. 22). Have you ever finished off the popcorn? Uh. Yes. 23). How many people do you think would come to your funeral? A couple. Most of them I probably don't like. They'd just act like my friend so people will have sympathy for them. That's usually how funerals go. Especailly in high school. 24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead? Don't know. Don't care. 25). Do you have more enemies or more friends? Um..a tie, I suppose. 26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter? Not a letter, but like..a note. 27.) Can you fix ur own car? Negative. 28.) Have you ever turned someone down for a date? Yes 29.) Are you smarter than your friends? Some 30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends? Never. 31.) Have you ever been to jail? no. 32.) Should you have? yes 33) Do you like the smell of beer? yes 34.) Have you ever killed someone in a dream? never 35.) Have you ever given to charity? yes 36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000? NO! 37.) Do you sometimes get depressed? yes 38.) Do you live with your parents? yes 39.) Do you have plans for your future? yes X MARKS THE SPOT YOU ARE: [x] short, under 5'4 [] 5'4 -5'6" [] 5'7" - 6'0 [ ] tall 6'1 and up NATURALLY [] blonde [] redhead [x] brunette [] dirty blonde [x] dark brown [] black [] blue-eyed [x] brown-eyed [] green-eyed [] hazel-eyed [] gold/brown-eyed [] gold/gray-eyed [] silver/gray- eyed [] blue/green-eyed [] blue/gray-eyed [] they change colors [] glasses [x] contacts [] neither but i should [x] both [] nothing [x] short hair [] medium hair [] long hair Your favorite color(s) are? [] red [] khaki [] aqua [x] pink [x] hot pink [] yellow [] black [] green [] lime green [X] blue [] white [] turquoise [x] silver [] purple [] brown [] orange [] gray []maroon [] gold [] teal [] clear [ ] bronze [ ] don't really care Some things you've done? [] ice skating [x] hiking [] kayaking [] rafting [] water skiing [x] camping [x]horseback riding [] body/surfing and skim/wake boarding [ ] snowboarding [] skiing [x] dancing [x] skateboarding [] cheerleading [] lacrosse [] street hockey [] gymnastics [] martial arts [] baton twirling [x] swimming Your personality is sometimes... [x] talkative [x] shy [x] funny [x] serious [x] laid back [x] strict [x] hyper [x] weird [x] ditzy [x] sarcastic [x] slow you cant stand listening to? [ ] pop [ ] country [ ] Christian [ ] classical [ ] techno [] oldies [x] opera [] 80's [ ] disco [ ] rap [] classic rock [] punk [] metal [] screamo [] reggae [ ] anything on the radio The pets you have had? [x] cat(s) [x] dog(s) [] lizard [ ] rat [ ] ferret(S) [x] bunny(S) [x] fish [ ] duck [] horse [x] bird [] frog [x] hermit crab [x] turtle [] hamster [] snake [] gerbil [] guinea pig [ ] pig [] goat [] chinchilla [] tarantula [] geese [] chicken [] none [] hedgehog [] snail Clothing Brands you like? [x ] Delia's [x] American Eagle [x] Hollister [] The Buckle [x] Abercrombie & Fitch. [x] Target [x] Wal-mart [ ] Wet Seal [x] Forever 21 [ ] O'neil [x] Pac Sun [x] Gap [] Banana Republic [x] Aeropostale [] Dickies [ ] epic [ ] against all odds [ ] demo [ ] babyphat [ ] rocawear [] Quicksilver [ ] Anchor Blue [x] Guess [x] Lucky [ ] Champs [] Salvation army/goodwill/VALUE VILLAGE!!!! [x] old navy [ ] only name brand [x] Victorias secret [] whatever is at the thrift store [] Eddie Bauer [x] Hot Topic [x] anything [x] Alloy [x]LOUIS VUITTON, GUCCI, PRADA, FENDI, DOLCE&GABANNA, BURBERRY, MARC JACOBS, MICHAEL KORS, JUICY COUTURE, 7 JEANS, TRUE RELGION, POLO RL, TOMMY HILFIGER, COACH, LACOSTE, DIESEL... Shoe Brands? [x] Flip-Flops [x] Nike [x] Adidas [x] reebok [] Billabong [ ] Roxy [ ] Puma [ ] Jack purcells [] Uggs [x] Etnies [ ] Reefs [x] Converse [] K Swiss [ ] ecko red [ ] Adio [ ] DC [] Steve Madden [x] vans [ ] timberlands [x] if i like something a lot ill buy it [] Doc martins [x] New Balance [x ] Saucony [] LEI [ ] air forces [] Payless [ ] babyphat [ ] DVS [ ] SPEERY TOPSIDER NO SCUFF BOAT SHOES (added by So.Cal.Plip) [ ] Deisel [ ] RSVP [ ] Lacoste [ ] Coach [ ] Tod's [ ] Birks [ ] Asics Your confessions: [x] I'm afraid of the quiet [x] I am really ticklish [x] I'm afraid of the dark [ ] I've collected comic books [x] I shut others out when I'm sad [] I open up to others easily [x] I read the newspaper [x] I love Disney movies [x] I am a sucker for eyes [x] I don't kill bugs [x] I have "x"s in my screen name [] I bake well [x] I have worn pajamas to class [ ] I love Martha Stewart [] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS [x] I am self-conscious [x] I love to laugh [] I drink alcohol on a regular basis [ ] I smoke cigarettes [x] I can't swallow pills [x] I bite my nails [] I play computer games when I'm bored [] Gotten lost in the city [x] Gone out in public in your pajamas [] Made out in an elevator [ ] Been skydiving [ ] Been bungee jumping [x] Bitten someone [x] Dressed up like the opposite sex [] egged a house/car [ ] Smashed into a car [ ] Been fired [x] Been skinny dipping Have you ever... [x] danced in the rain [] Seen a shooting star [] proposed to anyone [] Gotten stitches [x] Eaten Sushi [x] Gotten the chicken pox [x] Ridden in a taxi [ ] Been on a cruise ship [x] Driven over 400 miles in one day [x] Been on a Plane by yourself [] had surgery [] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater [x] been on stage [x] peed somewhere other than a toilet [] gotten a black eye [x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie [] watched an ENTIRE baseball game Do you like... [x] old movies [x] musicals [x] blasting music in your car [x] foreign foods [ ] anime [x] Christmas time [x] donuts [x] animals [x] coffee [x] tea TWO'S OF EVERY KIND Two Names You Go By Other Than Your Real Name 1. K.a.t.t. 2. k.a.t.w.o.m.a.n. Two of Your Everyday Essentials 1. Shower! 2. DeoDoRanT Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now 1. PJ pants 2. shirt Two Things You Want in a relationship: 1. Honesty/Trust 2. Love Two Truths 1. I don't trust people. 2. I think I am going to be alone for the rest of my life. Two Things that Appeal to You In a Guy/Girl 1. Smile 2. Arms Two Things You Want Really Badly 1. Graduate 2. Go in the NAVY Two Places You Want to go on Vacation 1. Venice 2. Aruba Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die 1. Help people who need it the most. 2. Have a couple kids. Two Things You Are Thinking About Now 1. Sleeping 2. How guys can be such assholes and not care Two Stores You Shop at 1. DEBS 2. DOTS Two people I haven't talked to in a while 1. Alysha(really talked) 2. Devan(^) Two favorite animals 1. Kittens/Puppies (they go together so well) 2. Penguins Two Reasons ur doing this survey 1. To take my mind off of things. 2. Cause it's the cool thing to do!

A//New//Beginning// For//The//Start//Of//A//New//Life// Well, I wrote a very long entry for this yesterday. However, it decided to X me out of my account right as soon as I clicked "save." So, VOILA! It's gone. Really ticked me off too! So, I give up on all men. I really do. Never do I care if I date again. I have decided to become a nun. A Navy nun. Shall work out good, don't you think? Seriously though, Don just goes out and never wants to really talk to me, only when convient to him. Sorry, but I'm not that kind of girl. And all men must be crazy if they think that I am going to date another "Joe." He still hasn't called me down to his room. Like, hello, do you honestly not care why I can' t do this? I just wish for once that someone would truly and honestly understand what I am going through. I'm not crazy I swear, so just listen to me for once! Stupid test things today. I just marked down random answers. Do I care if that POS school gets money? No. What are they going to do with it? Buy new computers like they have for the last basically 3 years? Because EVERY teacher needs a computer in their room I guess. Why not fix the lockers, or do something with the bathrooms? Seriously, Amanda's locker has NO back to it...so you have to literally CRAWL inside of her locker like 2 feet to get to the end of the wall. It's fucking nuts. That's why I hate it when she drops her books. As the designated best friend, I get the joyful job of picking them up. So, I cut my hair today. I really like it. Something different. Now it flips out at the bottom. I like it very much. Tomorrow Sam is going to thin out the one side for me, because my hair on one side is thicker from the razor. My hair is too effin thick. So, now I don't know if Don is coming up this weekend, so I don't know if we are going to hang out. I don't even honestly care at this point. I'm seriously at the point of breaking. I am ready to just freak out. Petty Officer Yun needs me to call him. I will when I go to Melissa's on Wednesday. I love my Melissa. She seriously has got to be the funniest and sweetest person I've ever met. Her and I just have personalities that go hand-in-hand, so it rocks! Well, I'm going to go before I cry. Love, Kathleen Marie.