A//New//Beginning// For//The//Start//Of//A//New//Life// Well, I wrote a very long entry for this yesterday. However, it decided to X me out of my account right as soon as I clicked "save." So, VOILA! It's gone. Really ticked me off too! So, I give up on all men. I really do. Never do I care if I date again. I have decided to become a nun. A Navy nun. Shall work out good, don't you think? Seriously though, Don just goes out and never wants to really talk to me, only when convient to him. Sorry, but I'm not that kind of girl. And all men must be crazy if they think that I am going to date another "Joe." He still hasn't called me down to his room. Like, hello, do you honestly not care why I can' t do this? I just wish for once that someone would truly and honestly understand what I am going through. I'm not crazy I swear, so just listen to me for once! Stupid test things today. I just marked down random answers. Do I care if that POS school gets money? No. What are they going to do with it? Buy new computers like they have for the last basically 3 years? Because EVERY teacher needs a computer in their room I guess. Why not fix the lockers, or do something with the bathrooms? Seriously, Amanda's locker has NO back to it...so you have to literally CRAWL inside of her locker like 2 feet to get to the end of the wall. It's fucking nuts. That's why I hate it when she drops her books. As the designated best friend, I get the joyful job of picking them up. So, I cut my hair today. I really like it. Something different. Now it flips out at the bottom. I like it very much. Tomorrow Sam is going to thin out the one side for me, because my hair on one side is thicker from the razor. My hair is too effin thick. So, now I don't know if Don is coming up this weekend, so I don't know if we are going to hang out. I don't even honestly care at this point. I'm seriously at the point of breaking. I am ready to just freak out. Petty Officer Yun needs me to call him. I will when I go to Melissa's on Wednesday. I love my Melissa. She seriously has got to be the funniest and sweetest person I've ever met. Her and I just have personalities that go hand-in-hand, so it rocks! Well, I'm going to go before I cry. Love, Kathleen Marie.