I've been doing a lot of thinking, and I am 100% sure that this is what I want. I am going to sign the papers sometime this week. I am going to bust my ass so that I succeed for this. It's not only something I want--but it's something I need. I want this more than I have ever wanted anything in my entire life. I will only be leaving my baby for 8 weeks. That's not bad? Then, she can come live with me. I need to get away from all of this stupid petty bullshit. I need to learn disipline. In all reality, I want someone to break me down and rebuild me to be stronger, smarter, and more successful. Who wouldn't want that? This is not going to change my beliefs. I will still stick up for what I belive in. I will not fight a war I do not agree with. I am doing this for the children. The ones out dying on the street. This is what I think God had planned for me. This is truly the break I have been waiting for all my life. Melissa and I are going to work out 2ce a week and bust our buns off. We are going to be the best Navy Girl Soldiers EVER Love, Katt xoxo